Laying low

[Guest guest]

Hey everyone,

I'm sick again and super depressed. I just can't handle this no income and no

help situation right now. The kids all don't want me to go to Welfare for help

because they might make their dad pay child support. Of course he's living

quite comfortably in a 2 bedroom apartment with all the amenities. I feel like

everyone just wants another ounce of me but none of them are even willing to

listen if I need to talk. I have been really sick for a couple days and all the

girls took off last night; all night. I haven't gone to Welfare because the

paperwork says they want me to sign over my 401K and I worked too hard and put

up with too much crap for 3 years to put what little I have in it. Then again,

I can't even get what I need out of it when I need it. My boys want me to just

go back to work. I don't know what the hell my millionaire parents want.

I'm fighting to keep this house and they can't even throw away their trash when

they eat something. Shit they do more at school than they do here. You even

throw away your garbage at Mc's!!!

I feel like letting the girls go live with their dad and going and find a little

1 bedroom apartment for me and the dogs. Of course it will take me six months

to get rid of everyone's crap that's left behind in this house. From that damn

car in the driveway they won't even give me a key to; and the one in front of

the house my daughter lost her license and can't drive (that's a pigsty too) to

the ski gear and old clothing I can't get them to get rid of. What am I?

Storage USA?

I'm too sick to be able to do much. I have barely gotten out of bed and only

yesterday did I realize I really was 'sick' and not just tired. The swollen

glands and blocked ear; nasal drainage and upset stomach.

OK I'll be quiet now. This is why I'm not posting much. If I get started I

can't stop.

Angie Harley Mama Double-D

Carson City, NV; Single, five children (3 at home), 2 dogs, 5 cats, snow skiing,

camping, Harley Rider, Lone Wolf, Blue Thong Society/High Sierra Thong Snappers

member, LFA Advocate, independent, opinionated, outspoken, and open minded.

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of us to die - whether it is our spirit,our creativity or our glorious

uniqueness. " ~~~Gilda Radner

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[Guest guest]

Give everyone a deadline to get rid of their junk and if they don't then get rid

of it yourself even if you have to call somebody in to do it for you. After

awhile, you lose patience and have to do what is best for you. People can only

do to you what you allow them to do.

Ruthie