Re: I've been hiding - An update slightly OT - to Jeanne

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Thank you Jeanne!

I'm was very relieved to be ruled cancer free. I was getting worried

there for a minute with all the testing and things.

If you had the answer to my loneliness you would be rich b/c that is

an answer just about everyone has a use for at some point in their

lives. I appreciate the positive thoughts. It does make me feel

better to know that someone out there (someone I haven't ever met)

cares.

I am hopeful that I will find the right social situations and possibly

a bf when the time is right. I have to hope I wont' be alone the rest

of my life. Though I do find a certain amount of comfort with my own

company and solitude. Most people can't get that kind of

comfortability with themselves. I think it is this time of year for

me. The past three years have sucked hard. Last year my ex-bf

cheated on me (right about now). The anniversary of divorce being

final (1st year). Plus that evil holiday -- Valentine's day that

makes you feel crappy if you aren't on someone's special list.

I hope I don't make anyone too upset with the PTSD relationship to FMS

but I thought it was really interesting connection. Whatever we can

do to help ourselves physically and mentally, you know?

I will try to keep in touch. I have a rant about my doctor's appt.

today that I plan on posting soon!

*hugs*

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> It's nice to get an update on you, . I'm happy to hear

that you do

> not have breast cancer. I wish I had an answer for your loneliness,

but I

> don't. I think you have to try to remain hopeful that you find

friends or a

> boyfriend or whatever when the time is right. Maybe right now,

you're doing

> all you can do. That can change in a couple months or a year or

whatever.

> It's not locked in forever. So thanks again for checking in. I'm

sure the

> PTSD survivors appreciate the research you are sharing on the topic

with

> them.

> Jeanne in WI

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