Losses with fibro..... haven't talked to my sister

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I know I have written here before about this. But the posts brought to mind

that I have not heard from my sister in over 4 months. She got herself in a

hole and expected me to be able to dig her out. #1 she blamed me because I

could not always jump up and run to give her rides everywhere to work or to

apply for jobs after she lost the job she had. She just did not get it. I work

2pm until 10pm. I CANNOT go out during the day before work or I will be too

exhausted to work at all. WHAT DID SHE NOT UNDERSTAND ABOUT FIBRO? She claimed

she understood. I also have to stay home mostly on my days off. If I don't, I

cannot stand up to working.

Also she lost alot of jobs over the years because she has a major drug

problem. She also wanted to move in with us " for a while " this last fall. I

could not let her do it. She tried to put a guilt trip on me because I could

not cart her around everywhere. It is not my fault either she lost her drivers

license because she was probably driving under the influence when she wrecked

her truck.

Whatever. But I have to live knowing that she may be dead. I have resolved

to not let it get the best of me. I refuse to feel guilty over something I had

no control over.

Just venting,

love Debra V.

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