Guest guest Posted July 4, 2008 Report Share Posted July 4, 2008 Kerrie, My heart goes out to you. I send love and strength to you for the next days, weeks, months will be hard...I know...I've been there. The really neat thing is - now your Dad remembers and understands what you've been trying to tell him. Now he is with you, even closer, and can help guide and lead you every step of the way. You will miss his physical presence...his hugs, looking into his eyes as he laughs, touching his hand, but he is all around and everywhere now. You can feel him in the wind, see him in the trees, sense him in a lightning storm. I just feel he was met with love and compassion by all those who have gone before him...his " soul family " . Like I say, he understands now...and he is happy. With soooooo much love, http://myspace.com/rarebreeze Living on Love http://livingonlove.ning.com On 7/4/08, tyhripplesoflove <Kerrie@...> wrote: > > I'm not " super " active on Humanity Healing because of the fact that I'm > sooo overwhelmingly busy... and sometimes so very tired. (I'm sorry - > sometimes I feel bad about it.) Having to work a regualar job while > trying to build and create a business on the side... keeps my time very > limited. I try to read most of the posts... but sometimes that too is > overwhelming because there are so very many. So if my post doesn't get > read... I fully understand. > > My Dad passed away... I was informed by my cousin yesterday 10 minutes > before I arrived at my husband's family's 4th of July party. How awful > it felt to be thrust into a 4th of July party... people laughing and > having a good time... while I was feeling so shocked, numb and > grief-stricken. It's a hard to explain... but at that time... I > couldn't just up and leave my husband's side of the family's > get-together. I did, however, go for a walk with my husband alone to > gather myself. > > Just wondering if some could utter a prayer for my Dad. ( > Black of Esmond, RI) He was a deeply rooted " religious " man and > believed in the existence God's Firm Judgement and Hell. He was a man > trapped all of his life by his very limiting beliefs taught to him as a > child. > > There was no trying to get through to him... believe me... I tried and > tried over the years.... only to get a verbal lashing and the threat of > Hell for myself. His response was, " I Love You... and I'll pray for > you that you come back to Jesus " . As he thought that because my > beliefs had changed and grown more into " Spirituality " and away from > " religion " ... that I was somehow on a wrong and dangerous path.... > flirting with evil and ungodly things. > > I'm hoping and praying that he didn't allow that deep-rooted fear of > Judgement to block him from crossing over... to discover that God / The > Universe / Creator / LIFE is all Loving and Forgiving... no matter what > we deem as right vs wrong... good vs bad... or what " we " view as > mistakes! I hope and pray that he was met by a loved one... or an > Angel for help in crossing over. How is one to know for sure? > Although... as I know I've asked the question... I'll get an answer > soon! > > Thank you all! > > Kerrie > > (a.k.a. - Ripples of Love) > > > > > > > > > > ------------------------------------ > > Humanity Healing,Healing the heart of Humanity,one soul at the time. > > > FAIR USE NOTICE: This page contains copyrighted material the use of which > has not been specifically authorized by the copyright owner. This website > distributes this material without profit to those who have expressed a prior > interest in receiving the included information for research and educational > purposes. We believe this constitutes a fair use of any such copyrighted > material as provided for in 17 U.S.C § 107. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted July 4, 2008 Report Share Posted July 4, 2008 Hi, Kerrie! I read all of your post and I send love to you and to your father, . Looks like someone (perhaps is higher self) chose a very symbolic time to transition from the slavery of fearful thought to the freeing truth of love! Isn't it wonderful? As for your concerns for your father's good passing, I think you already know the answer. Here's what you said: "I'm hoping and praying that he didn't allow that deep-rooted fear ofJudgement to block him from crossing over... to discover that God / TheUniverse / Creator / LIFE is all Loving and Forgiving... no matter whatwe deem as right vs wrong... good vs bad... or what "we" view asmistakes! I hope and pray that he was met by a loved one... or anAngel for help in crossing over. How is one to know for sure? Although... as I know I've asked the question... I'll get an answersoon! All is well, Kerrie. Much love to you and your family, and to as you rediscover each other in new and illuminating ways, " From: tyhripplesoflove <Kerrie@...>Subject: [] My Dad Passed Away.... Date: Friday, July 4, 2008, 11:38 AM I'm not "super" active on Humanity Healing because of the fact that I'msooo overwhelmingly busy... and sometimes so very tired. (I'm sorry -sometimes I feel bad about it.) Having to work a regualar job whiletrying to build and create a business on the side... keeps my time verylimited. I try to read most of the posts... but sometimes that too isoverwhelming because there are so very many. So if my post doesn't getread... I fully understand.My Dad passed away... I was informed by my cousin yesterday 10 minutesbefore I arrived at my husband's family's 4th of July party. How awfulit felt to be thrust into a 4th of July party... people laughing andhaving a good time... while I was feeling so shocked, numb andgrief-stricken. It's a hard to explain... but at that time... Icouldn't just up and leave my husband's side of the family'sget-together. I did, however, go for a walk with my husband alone togather myself.Just wondering if some could utter a prayer for my Dad. ( Black of Esmond, RI) He was a deeply rooted "religious" man andbelieved in the existence God's Firm Judgement and Hell. He was a mantrapped all of his life by his very limiting beliefs taught to him as achild.There was no trying to get through to him... believe me... I tried andtried over the years.... only to get a verbal lashing and the threat ofHell for myself. His response was, "I Love You... and I'll pray foryou that you come back to Jesus". As he thought that because mybeliefs had changed and grown more into "Spirituality" and away from"religion".. . that I was somehow on a wrong and dangerous path....flirting with evil and ungodly things.I'm hoping and praying that he didn't allow that deep-rooted fear ofJudgement to block him from crossing over... to discover that God / TheUniverse / Creator / LIFE is all Loving and Forgiving... no matter whatwe deem as right vs wrong... good vs bad... or what "we" view asmistakes! I hope and pray that he was met by a loved one... or anAngel for help in crossing over. How is one to know for sure? Although... as I know I've asked the question... I'll get an answersoon!Thank you all!Kerrie(a.k.a. - Ripples of Love) Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted July 4, 2008 Report Share Posted July 4, 2008 What does one say to another? What can be said? The truth is, we become overwhelmed in our wave of grief. We become lost in the load of the wash of emotion, our legs buckle, our heart explodes, we fall stricken. Tears fall, not from our eyes, but from our soul, and we choke, unable to catch our breath. For a spell, " all will be quiet in heaven " [higher self]. For our ego, our persona, has experienced love, in reverse, and it can not endure it's intensity of such high vibration. Our[selves] collapse in loss, of ourselves, of what we have come to know. We have lost our outer connection, or experience, since we placed it as being an inner one. The deeper, higher, soulful part of us waits, watches, allows....and we, as that, cry with ourselves, but in joy, in understanding, in love...connected to all. We, as that, glance over to the other part of ourselves, just back from experiencing, as DAD. That part of us, having played " his " part in " our " own experience, still in motion...we become as one, yet again....our becoming [home coming] has increased our joy, our love, our connection...our state of being. Some called him " JR " , some actually called him " junior " [and he gave them that " look " ...you know the one]... mom called him " Jimmy " ...unless in " church company " ...then it was " Jim " .....you, called him daddy....until later...then " DAD " , usually in frustration. He choose to experience the " edge " of a belief, so that YOU could become the " stone " in which to break yourself against...you make sparks...you have a fire in learning. You express by loving. Even now, in that little place you were taught growing up...that place where heaven and hell and an unloving god dwell...in that place that you sectioned off to go in search of answers....you glance over into it and wonder it's truth...wonder if you could have been wrong...wonder if " he " was right....feeling guilty and sometimes confused....but now.....now....just now.... Light shines into that place, shadows disappear, warmth enters in....love brings truth...love bring healing. We are restored, reconnected. As we pick ourselves up, washed clean...our last tears fallen...we feel... " feel " ........................COMPLETENESS. We feel ALIVE...we Feel LOVE. And as a smile begins to spread across our faces...it is a smile, not of our persona...but a smile of our soul....US....we are ONE....we are THAT. Being the 4th of July....is suppose to mean " freedom " ...it is a message.... " be free of that which has held you back...be free of what you have not discovered and experienced for yourself...be free of limitations. LIVE WITH LOVE...LIVE WITH PASSION! With Deep Love, --- In , " tyhripplesoflove " <Kerrie@...> wrote: > > > I'm not " super " active on Humanity Healing because of the fact that I'm > sooo overwhelmingly busy... and sometimes so very tired. (I'm sorry - > sometimes I feel bad about it.) Having to work a regualar job while > trying to build and create a business on the side... keeps my time very > limited. I try to read most of the posts... but sometimes that too is > overwhelming because there are so very many. So if my post doesn't get > read... I fully understand. > > My Dad passed away... I was informed by my cousin yesterday 10 minutes > before I arrived at my husband's family's 4th of July party. How awful > it felt to be thrust into a 4th of July party... people laughing and > having a good time... while I was feeling so shocked, numb and > grief-stricken. It's a hard to explain... but at that time... I > couldn't just up and leave my husband's side of the family's > get-together. I did, however, go for a walk with my husband alone to > gather myself. > > Just wondering if some could utter a prayer for my Dad. ( > Black of Esmond, RI) He was a deeply rooted " religious " man and > believed in the existence God's Firm Judgement and Hell. He was a man > trapped all of his life by his very limiting beliefs taught to him as a > child. > > There was no trying to get through to him... believe me... I tried and > tried over the years.... only to get a verbal lashing and the threat of > Hell for myself. His response was, " I Love You... and I'll pray for > you that you come back to Jesus " . As he thought that because my > beliefs had changed and grown more into " Spirituality " and away from > " religion " ... that I was somehow on a wrong and dangerous path.... > flirting with evil and ungodly things. > > I'm hoping and praying that he didn't allow that deep-rooted fear of > Judgement to block him from crossing over... to discover that God / The > Universe / Creator / LIFE is all Loving and Forgiving... no matter what > we deem as right vs wrong... good vs bad... or what " we " view as > mistakes! I hope and pray that he was met by a loved one... or an > Angel for help in crossing over. How is one to know for sure? > Although... as I know I've asked the question... I'll get an answer > soon! > > Thank you all! > > Kerrie > > (a.k.a. - Ripples of Love) > Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted July 4, 2008 Report Share Posted July 4, 2008 DEAR SISTER, I TOO, AM LIKE YOU NOT MUCH ON REPLIES & REALLY INTO ALL THAT IS OFFERED DUE TO NOT REALLY KNOWING HOW:) YET, WHEN SEE ONE I HAVE TO IF SPECIAL LIKE YOURS AND BEING A DADDY'S GIRL SEEING LOST OF DADDY/FATHER I HAVE TO VIEW! I READ THIS..1ST I ADMIRE YOU FOR PUTTING YOUR FEELING BESIDE AND STAYING WITH HUSBAND & FAMILY FOR CELEBRATION TIME.YET, TOO, WHEN GONE THIS IS A CELEBRATION TIME FOR THEY ARE HAPPY!! BLESSED WITH A PEACEFUL WALK WITH EACH OTHER AS ONE TO VENT & CONNECT!! LOVE & RESPECT AS ONE VERY SPECIAL YOU 2 ARE! THEN, 2ND I HAD TO LAUGH FORGIVE ME YET, EXPLAINING TALKING TO YOUR DAD..YES, THAT GENERATION ARE DEFFINATELY IN ONES OWN THINKINGS AND HOW THINGS ARE & STILL WILL BE!!!..NOTHING CHANGING!!! lol YET,SAD! I RESPECT OUR OLDER GENERATION..MY DADDY WAS MORE LIKE THAT YET, MY MOTHER WAS VERY OPEN MINDED. BORN BEFORE HER TIME I BELIEVE! YET, DADDY'S WE JUST HAVE TO SMILE & KNOW THEY WERE RAISED WITH A STRONG ARM/STRONG BELIEFS WHICH GOD KNOWS THAT, TOO! WHEN HE REACHED HIS DESTINATION I KNOW HE WAS GREETED WITH A SMILE WITH HIS ANGEL TO GUIDE TO SHOW & HELP UNDERSTAND. UNDERSTAND I FEEL SURE HE SAW /FELT IMMEDIATELY AND NOW, LOOKS DOWN WITH A SMILE AT YOU WILL LOVE & PLEASED. JUST WISH HE COULD HAVE REALIZED TO ENJOY ALL THE LOVE HERE AND NOT, BEEN SO HARD ON SELF & OTHERS LIKE YOU IN HIS WAYS STRONG MINDED YET, AGAIN, WE SMILE KNOWING HOW THEY WERE RAISED!NOT, TO MENTION THEY WENT THROUGH ALOT & SAW ALOT/DID ALOT TO SURVIVE IN THOSE DAYS. TAHNK GOD FOR OUR SPIRITUAL UNDERSTANDING & INNERLOVE FOR LOVE & LIGHT WE HAVE!! MANY BACK THEN,AND EVEN TODAY STILL WON'T EXCEPT NOR UNDERSTAND ~ ALL WE CAN DO IS SHOW LOVE & KEEP ON PRAYING/BELIEVING AS ONE! BEAUTIFUL LOVE/INSPIRATION WITH BROTHERS/SISTERS TO SHARE !! LOVE, SISTER HUGS & PRAYERS FOR YOU & YOUR FAMILY! RESPECTFULLY, DIANE > > > I'm not " super " active on Humanity Healing because of the fact that I'm > sooo overwhelmingly busy... and sometimes so very tired. (I'm sorry - > sometimes I feel bad about it.) Having to work a regualar job while > trying to build and create a business on the side... keeps my time very > limited. I try to read most of the posts... but sometimes that too is > overwhelming because there are so very many. So if my post doesn't get > read... I fully understand. > > My Dad passed away... I was informed by my cousin yesterday 10 minutes > before I arrived at my husband's family's 4th of July party. How awful > it felt to be thrust into a 4th of July party... people laughing and > having a good time... while I was feeling so shocked, numb and > grief-stricken. It's a hard to explain... but at that time... I > couldn't just up and leave my husband's side of the family's > get-together. I did, however, go for a walk with my husband alone to > gather myself. > > Just wondering if some could utter a prayer for my Dad. ( > Black of Esmond, RI) He was a deeply rooted " religious " man and > believed in the existence God's Firm Judgement and Hell. He was a man > trapped all of his life by his very limiting beliefs taught to him as a > child. > > There was no trying to get through to him... believe me... I tried and > tried over the years.... only to get a verbal lashing and the threat of > Hell for myself. His response was, " I Love You... and I'll pray for > you that you come back to Jesus " . As he thought that because my > beliefs had changed and grown more into " Spirituality " and away from > " religion " ... that I was somehow on a wrong and dangerous path.... > flirting with evil and ungodly things. > > I'm hoping and praying that he didn't allow that deep-rooted fear of > Judgement to block him from crossing over... to discover that God / The > Universe / Creator / LIFE is all Loving and Forgiving... no matter what > we deem as right vs wrong... good vs bad... or what " we " view as > mistakes! I hope and pray that he was met by a loved one... or an > Angel for help in crossing over. How is one to know for sure? > Although... as I know I've asked the question... I'll get an answer > soon! > > Thank you all! > > Kerrie > > (a.k.a. - Ripples of Love) > Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted July 5, 2008 Report Share Posted July 5, 2008 Dearheart Kerrie, May the Light of Creation fill you with Love, Light and Comfort in this time of remembrance. Your father is at peace, with you, and his understanding. Although his faith was divergent from what you have come to know as truth, it was deep and abiding, none the less. None are wrong, who seek to follow the path of Creation/God, in whatever form that they are comfortable within themselves. Be at peace and Love him and do not make the error of judging his path as untrue, as he apparently did with your path. All paths lead to Creation/God, for there is no where else to go. Much Love Mark From: tyhripplesoflove <Kerrie@...>Subject: [] My Dad Passed Away.... Date: Friday, July 4, 2008, 10:38 AM I'm not "super" active on Humanity Healing because of the fact that I'msooo overwhelmingly busy... and sometimes so very tired. (I'm sorry -sometimes I feel bad about it.) Having to work a regualar job whiletrying to build and create a business on the side... keeps my time verylimited. I try to read most of the posts... but sometimes that too isoverwhelming because there are so very many. So if my post doesn't getread... I fully understand.My Dad passed away... I was informed by my cousin yesterday 10 minutesbefore I arrived at my husband's family's 4th of July party. How awfulit felt to be thrust into a 4th of July party... people laughing andhaving a good time... while I was feeling so shocked, numb andgrief-stricken. It's a hard to explain... but at that time... Icouldn't just up and leave my husband's side of the family'sget-together. I did, however, go for a walk with my husband alone togather myself.Just wondering if some could utter a prayer for my Dad. ( Black of Esmond, RI) He was a deeply rooted "religious" man andbelieved in the existence God's Firm Judgement and Hell. He was a mantrapped all of his life by his very limiting beliefs taught to him as achild.There was no trying to get through to him... believe me... I tried andtried over the years.... only to get a verbal lashing and the threat ofHell for myself. His response was, "I Love You... and I'll pray foryou that you come back to Jesus". As he thought that because mybeliefs had changed and grown more into "Spirituality" and away from"religion".. . that I was somehow on a wrong and dangerous path....flirting with evil and ungodly things.I'm hoping and praying that he didn't allow that deep-rooted fear ofJudgement to block him from crossing over... to discover that God / TheUniverse / Creator / LIFE is all Loving and Forgiving... no matter whatwe deem as right vs wrong... good vs bad... or what "we" view asmistakes! I hope and pray that he was met by a loved one... or anAngel for help in crossing over. How is one to know for sure? Although... as I know I've asked the question... I'll get an answersoon!Thank you all!Kerrie(a.k.a. - Ripples of Love) Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted July 5, 2008 Report Share Posted July 5, 2008 May you have Peace Click on the following link:http://www..americangreetings.com/ecards/view.pd?i=311022087 & m=5770 & rr=y & source=999 Sent with Love and God's Blessings, Annie Sadness looks back..Worry looks forward..but Faith looks Up... From: tyhripplesoflove <Kerrie@...>Subject: [] My Dad Passed Away.... Date: Friday, July 4, 2008, 12:38 PM I'm not "super" active on Humanity Healing because of the fact that I'msooo overwhelmingly busy... and sometimes so very tired. (I'm sorry -sometimes I feel bad about it.) Having to work a regualar job whiletrying to build and create a business on the side... keeps my time verylimited. I try to read most of the posts... but sometimes that too isoverwhelming because there are so very many. So if my post doesn't getread... I fully understand.My Dad passed away... I was informed by my cousin yesterday 10 minutesbefore I arrived at my husband's family's 4th of July party. How awfulit felt to be thrust into a 4th of July party... people laughing andhaving a good time... while I was feeling so shocked, numb andgrief-stricken. It's a hard to explain... but at that time... Icouldn't just up and leave my husband's side of the family'sget-together. I did, however, go for a walk with my husband alone togather myself.Just wondering if some could utter a prayer for my Dad. ( Black of Esmond, RI) He was a deeply rooted "religious" man andbelieved in the existence God's Firm Judgement and Hell. He was a mantrapped all of his life by his very limiting beliefs taught to him as achild.There was no trying to get through to him... believe me... I tried andtried over the years.... only to get a verbal lashing and the threat ofHell for myself. His response was, "I Love You... and I'll pray foryou that you come back to Jesus". As he thought that because mybeliefs had changed and grown more into "Spirituality" and away from"religion".. . that I was somehow on a wrong and dangerous path....flirting with evil and ungodly things.I'm hoping and praying that he didn't allow that deep-rooted fear ofJudgement to block him from crossing over... to discover that God / TheUniverse / Creator / LIFE is all Loving and Forgiving... no matter whatwe deem as right vs wrong... good vs bad... or what "we" view asmistakes! I hope and pray that he was met by a loved one... or anAngel for help in crossing over. How is one to know for sure? Although... as I know I've asked the question... I'll get an answersoon!Thank you all!Kerrie(a.k.a. - Ripples of Love) Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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