Guest guest Posted July 4, 2008 Report Share Posted July 4, 2008 I'm not " super " active on Humanity Healing because of the fact that I'm sooo overwhelmingly busy... and sometimes so very tired. (I'm sorry - sometimes I feel bad about it.) Having to work a regualar job while trying to build and create a business on the side... keeps my time very limited. I try to read most of the posts... but sometimes that too is overwhelming because there are so very many. So if my post doesn't get read... I fully understand. My Dad passed away... I was informed by my cousin yesterday 10 minutes before I arrived at my husband's family's 4th of July party. How awful it felt to be thrust into a 4th of July party... people laughing and having a good time... while I was feeling so shocked, numb and grief-stricken. It's a hard to explain... but at that time... I couldn't just up and leave my husband's side of the family's get-together. I did, however, go for a walk with my husband alone to gather myself. Just wondering if some could utter a prayer for my Dad. ( Black of Esmond, RI) He was a deeply rooted " religious " man and believed in the existence God's Firm Judgement and Hell. He was a man trapped all of his life by his very limiting beliefs taught to him as a child. There was no trying to get through to him... believe me... I tried and tried over the years.... only to get a verbal lashing and the threat of Hell for myself. His response was, " I Love You... and I'll pray for you that you come back to Jesus " . As he thought that because my beliefs had changed and grown more into " Spirituality " and away from " religion " ... that I was somehow on a wrong and dangerous path.... flirting with evil and ungodly things. I'm hoping and praying that he didn't allow that deep-rooted fear of Judgement to block him from crossing over... to discover that God / The Universe / Creator / LIFE is all Loving and Forgiving... no matter what we deem as right vs wrong... good vs bad... or what " we " view as mistakes! I hope and pray that he was met by a loved one... or an Angel for help in crossing over. How is one to know for sure? Although... as I know I've asked the question... I'll get an answer soon! Thank you all! Kerrie (a.k.a. - Ripples of Love) Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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