Losses with fibro.../

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I'm sorry to hear that, . Yes, it's sad, but best if you just put it

behind you. Perhaps some day she will have a desire to reconnect and you

might get some answers, but until then, let it go. Glad you got to go to

church yesterday, but I'd have slept thru it with that much hydrocodone.

LOL! Anyhow, I'm enjoying your longer posts, getting to know more about

you. I know you won't always have the energy for it, but it's nice when you

do. Take care.

Jeanne in WI

>I have an older sister I don't even know. I know where she lives and she

>visits my moms house at least once a year but she left home @ age 16 when I

>was 12 and we discontiued our relationship. I would see her from time to

>time in the following years and all she would ever say

say to me was why don't you get a haircut or something like that. It

was if though she judged everything about me so I lost all interest in even

speaking to her even to this day. Hi how are you is as far as I ever get

w/her. Everything is on the surface,there is no depth in our relationship

and I don't even care to know her now and

that's truelly said. And today my relationship w/my mom doesn't go beneath

the surface. Today she (mom) ask how was Church but not how was your pain. I

took 15mgs. of Hydrocodone before Church and within

an hour I was in severe pain as the result of just sitting. There was a

year that went by that I refused invitations to my moms house simply because

there wasn't a comfortable chair for me to sit in. I continued to tell

her,Mom there is no comfortable place for me in

your house yet she kept on asking me to come to her house as though I had

never told her why I didn't visit very often. Thus the life of a Fibromite!

Dear GOD is there no end to our needless suffering?

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