Guest guest Posted January 11, 2008 Report Share Posted January 11, 2008 We're about to go out and I'm a little nervous. I don't usually go out anymore because it hurts to sit in those chairs for long. I've been kind of dreading this all day but we said we'd go and be designated driver. Well hubby said he would drive. I just hope I don't hurt all evening and ruin everyone else's fun. I just usually pretend, even when I hurt bad. I'm kind of depressed this week, I've felt pretty worthless and I just can't seem to do or say anything right lately! Then I did very little in the way of cleaning this week so the housework has suffered. Some days I just want to be a little more normal. I always feel like the dud, and wonder if perhaps hubby got the raw end of the deal with me. I jokingly say 'would you like to trade me in?' he of course says no, and is always so understanding and patient with me. Would his life have been better with a non fibro person? The house would be MUCH cleaner I'm sure. There would be two incomes too. I took one aleve. I hurt today, probably should have taken more than just one. Okay well I'm off. Can't wait til Sunday morning church. I always feel like church helps me feel better when I'm conflicted or depressed. Then I can be 'Sunshine' again. I hope...... Have a good evening, Melody -- Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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