Re: I've been hiding - An update slightly OT - to debra van ness

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Thanks so much!

I was relieved that I didn't have cancer as well. I definitely have a

whole new perspective on breast health and how scary that can be. It

does suck when people can't even be a tiny bit sympathetic that we are

hurting. I don't say much to ppl about how I feel. I don't see much

point. I feel bad though in some ways b/c ppl really want you to get

well but they don't seem to understand that it isn't like a cold that

will end/go away.

But I'm alive and kicking and sometimes that is just the best we can

hope for.

>

> Always remember we are here for you . I am so glad the

cancer has been ruled out.

> I also know how lonely this damn disease is. I am not alone right

now, but might as well be. D/h is sitting watching t.v. He knows I

hurt like a SOB today and does not even acknowledge it. No " I wish

you felt better " nothing. This is probably one of the worst days I

have had in a long time.

> Take care of yourself,

> love and hugs,

> Debra V.

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