I could really use your support!

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Hi everyone. I'm really wigging out. I've had rosacea for about 10

years. It flares up for the worst when I'm stressed or upset. And

right now I'm both. I hope you all don't mind if I vent. I could

really use some kind words and support... Thanks in advance you guys.

First of all, I'm moving out of my cute little apartment in LA and

going home to Palo Alto for a new job so I can spend more time with

my

mom. She's in her final stages of alzeimers and I want to see her

more

even though it breaks my heart to see her everytime. My boyfriend

and

I got in a fight Sunday morning and broke up. And my $924 apartment

that I LOVE is now going to rent for $1,250 a month. My 1 bdrm.

apartment up north is going to cost $1,450 a month. I couldn't find

anything less in a safe, nice area that accepted cats and my piano.

I'm gonna be making 50,000 a year so I THINK I'll be okay with the

rent

but I'm not sure. Anyways, I'm really emotional. Crying at the drop

of a hat, aching shoulders and a messed up blotchy red face. I'm

really down and I need to be strong right now. I feel really alone.

My friends have been great but they don't understand how much the

rosacea upsets me so I'm turning to all of you for some relaltable

compassion.

I was going to get photofacials but now I can't afford it. So the

best

thing I can do for my face is to stop crying and cheer up a little.

PMS is not helping either. Any words of support would be greatly

appreciated.

Warm regards,

julie