Tough Time Today

[Guest guest]

I'm really having a hard time today. I just got over the flu last

week after being in bed for almost 10 days. Finally feeling better

and getting out in the sun (even though it was really cold ). Then

wham, I wake up yesterday morning like a mack truck had run me down.

Then my DH says, I can't remember the last time you felt good on the

weekend. I just said I can't remember the last time I felt good.

I get really tired of him complaining. I do my best to not complain

around him. If he doesn't want to know how I feel, then he shouldn't

ask me. Last night he offered to rub my back, but his idea of fun is

to hold the cold lotion up and let it drop onto my back. I asked him

to please not to do that and he got mad. He rubbed my back anyway,

but complained the whole time that I always had to be serious and

could never take a joke. He just doesn't get that doing that isn't

funny to me, it hurts; along with some other things that he does.

Then he comes home from Walmart today and says he saw something he

wanted to get me but was afraid to cuz he knew I'd get pissed. I

asked him was it something he knew I would like or something he

liked? He said it was something he wanted me to have. He said it was

satin pajamas, which he knows I won't wear, for some reason, they

bother me. His idea of gift giving is to buy what he likes, not what

I like. Anyway, I didn't mean to ramble, I'm just really having a bad

pain day, and so everything is getting on my nerves. Plus my younger

daughter is here with her fiance watching football and doing laundry,

so we have an extra dog here, too.

Thanks for listening.