NO ENERGY... This takes the cake... or candy?

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I was laying on the couch last night on my second off day from work. Feeling

like I was totally drained. I had a bad taste in my mouth and wanted a piece of

candy from a dish that was not more than 4 feet away. I had to contemplate the

energy it would take to get up and get it. I decided it was not worth it. No

wonder people label us as lazy. But it isn't lazy, it is fibromyalgia. It is

pretty sad when you have to weigh the energy vs. benefits of getting up for

something that simple.

It just seems at times it is worse than others. You all know what I mean. I

feel a " little " better today but not alot. I have to go to work soon. I

honestly don't know how I am still able to get up and go......out of pure

necessity I guess.

But what about the day that comes that I can't get up and go to work???? no

matter how necessary it is? I fear that day.

Oh and I might add that yesterday when my 5 year old sat on my lap, it just

about killed me with pain. What the hell?

I hate this crap.........grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr

love and hugs,

Debra V.

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