I did it, I did it.

February 8, 2008

After 19 months of a total " fcuk up' of misdiagnosis I got my FMS label.

The Dr put me on a whole bunch of new stuff " guaratanteed to make

me feel better. After 3 days my BP hit 50/30 and I hit the floor, obviously no

one is supposed to have blood pressure that low so my body went into cardiac

shut down to preserve the heart.

I got a friend to race me to the GP who I had never met and I went over

everything I was on and having taken it by " the book " I was told I could not get

addicted nor would I have any major side effects. WRONG SO SO WRONG.

Well having your heart go into shut down is a major side effect to me so, I DID

IT, I took myself off all the crappy pain killer, valiums. lamactil, Endep,

Indocid and on and on and on. I went no more part in this, I can't do this at

all.

After 3 days of detox hell, which they swear could not happen since I wasn't on

enough to have one, I am finally free, I got book called " new Hope with FMS " and

it explains how each med works and why mixing them together is such a bad idea.

So I substituted all the prescription meds with natural remedies, making sure I

didn't make it worse and I don't care what anyone says I just did " DETOX " and it

hurt like hell.

The good news is that despite not being able to sleep I have however managed to

control my pain using natural patrapathic remedies (the book explains which ones

and why), I don;t need scripts (so I don't need Dr's) and more importantly I now

OWN my FMS it does not own ME.

I am still in pain and my world still feels like crap but golly I am not

addicited to anything and I was strong and stubborn enough to say, I am going to

be the 25% that can make it through this without going mental.

Although the Dog does have to go, which I hate but it has to happen so tears and

tantrums but I am writing the letter back to his rental firm, no dog means no

problems in the street, well I hope not,

But I did it, I did it, I thought I would go mad or kill myself coming off these

drugs it hurt so much but I am off them now and never again will I let a DR tell

me they KNOW what they are doing.

My body my decision

Hugs

Bonnie

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