Guest guest Posted June 16, 2008 Report Share Posted June 16, 2008 There is kind of depression that is very seldom discussed -- spiritual depression. It is a malaise that seems to be upon many people from time to time when they feel " cut off " or " far away " from God. While in it they have no enthusiasm for God's Word. They seem " weary in well doing. " They seem ready to collapse under persecution. Anyone who has ever felt rolling into his soul the black clouds of depression, who has gone in an instant from the passionless peace and contentment of the mundane to the paralysis, the hopelessness, the feeling of drowning in meaningless and despair that constitutes the essence of the black beast Depression, will know well the subject about which I hope to say a few words. They sound like the Psalmist when he states, " Why are you in despair, O my soul? And why have you become disturbed within me " (Psalm 42:5). He repeats this refrain over and over. He says his soul thirsts for God (42:2) like a deer longs for water (v.1). He acknowledges that he is in mourning (v.9) and that " deep calls to deep at the sound of thy waterfalls; All thy breakers and thy waves have rolled over me. " (v. 7). It is almost as though things are too hard to bear. What I can say to anyone going through this is: stay with the power of spiritual truth. The mental darkness cannot keep you outside the light of the powerful, present, infinite, divine Mind, and the powerful healing presence of God's love. Nothing can separate you from the love of God—not fear, anguish or despair, not the darkest oppression, not terrorizing thoughts of destruction. It's not just human love; it's God's great love—loving you always. What is the solution to this depression? It is self-talk. Psychologists have known for some time now that negative, irrational self-talk in the form of simple declarative sentences often leads to depression. And therefore, appropriate self-talk can lift us out of depression -- unless depression comes from an endogenous source like hypothyroidism. Positive affirmations can produce terrific results. They alter the internal programming that's been subconsciously guiding and directing your life. What are affirmations? They are nothing more than a series of positive statements that represent favorable outcomes. They are designed to shift one's own self concept and thereby produce a healing effect. Spiritual healing is based on the belief that life's problems are caused the erroneous, limiting, crippling way we believe things to be. It is concerned with our vision of the universe and our place in it. One of the basic tenets of spiritual healing is that people can lose touch with their true natures, forget who they really are, and live a partial life whose limitations hurt them. All approaches to spiritual healing help people reconnect to themselves at a very deep level (the spiritual level) and realign their lives from that level. In some spiritual healings, clients are coached to reestablish contact with (what is variously called) the high self, the true self, being, spirit, the higher power, or the soul. This true self knows who you are and what you need to do in this life; it may even have an agenda that needs to be accomplished in this lifetime--for spiritual healing often implies a worldview in which souls are reborn many times, each time to learn certain lessons in a world that is a kind of school for soul-making. (Healing and learning are more closely related than you might at first imagine.) There are many components to healing. One is the brain. We create paths in our brains when we think. These form habits and very deep recesses in our tissue. So when we think, thoughts get fired off and travel down the same ingrained path, over and over. When I first took art classes, they used to make me draw with my left hand, eyes closed, or with the picture upside down. They did this because they wanted to open up long closed off brain cells and create new ways of thinking and expressing. We only use 10% of our brain because we continually follow the same paths and don't force ourselves to develop new ones. Think of your main " thinking path " as a raging river, where your thoughts flow. When we force ourselves to think new thoughts they take a detour from this raging river into a tiny creek. This creek still exists in your brain. However, your thoughts will continue to be dominated by the raging river because the path is wide, strong, and the path that your thoughts are used to taking. It takes will power to start to feed your new thoughts into the creek that you have formed. This does not happen overnight, within weeks, or even within months! You are reprogramming your neural networks! However, the good news is that as you take your old negative thoughts from the raging river, and feed them into the positive stream, the raging river will recede and the creek will grow, until one eventually dominates over the other. Another component to mental and spiritual healing is getting into alignment with your higher self. But to do that, you have to have an inkling of what I'm talking about. Your higher self is what speaks to you, when you are out of your negativity. It is what encourages you to do things, like find your life path, being true to yourself (meaning true to your higher self). The higher self is about self- love, unconditional love for others, honesty with yourself (honesty with self is evidence of inner love); it is about letting go of ego, fear, separation and all things that are not in alignment with the higher self. If you are suffering depression, get ready to change your thoughts. Your thinking has not worked for you, for if it had you wouldn't be depressed. This is part of self-honesty. Our lives won't change until we change. You will continue being you no matter what job, spouse, home, or country you are involved or live in. The most important thing now is to start being dead honest with yourself. Continue building that self-love that you have started. You may say, " What self-love that I have started? " Well, it's the inner love that wants something better for you: the inner love that drives for change and improvement. It is there. It is always there at the highest level. Sit down and write out your thoughts, beliefs, fears, and resentment. And for every one of those, find the positive counterpart and practice forgiveness towards self and others. And trust me, you will not believe any of the positives that you write out to be possible, or real (if you did, you would be using them in your daily life). The task is not to instantly convert you, but to start rebuilding who you are. Remember, you recreate yourself every single day of your life by your thoughts. You have already labeled yourself as to whom you think you are, but I guarantee you, who you think you are is very far from who you really are underneath all of your programming! When we change our words, our mind, and then our body, follows. It doesn't matter if it isn't true at the time for it becomes true. It is important that we deal with our inner issues before taking on a romantic relationship. The love we think we'd be giving to a partner wouldn't be love anyways. A person who is deeply suffering would enter the relationship with gaping holes and put incredible pressure (conscious or otherwise) on the mate to fill them. We may deny this, but this is exactly what all people do who are not yet developed. They think love will cure them but it is no better than the medicine they are taking. It is a band-aid on the real issue. It may FEEL like they cure you, that you are better, that you are happier, but it is transient! You have free will and will do what you want, but my suggestion is that you heal and learn to love yourself first. Then you will resonate at a much higher frequency and the mate you attract will be of a much higher nature. Think of your energy right now and your aura. What do you think you are expelling? If you are as blocked as you think you are and negatively programmed, then you will attract someone that is resonating on that level. Just think about that. If you are already in a relationship and are lucky enough to have a supportive mate, then share with them what you are going through, and work towards a healthy solution. I am speaking from experience here. I suffered depression much of my early life. It was only through years of going inward, getting myself in alignment with my higher self, finding self-love, letting go of my ego, loving my fellow man, and reprogramming my negative beliefs that I was able to step out of those shadows. Why you have blocks, or are suffering is a highly personal issue that only you can get to the root of. Be honest with yourself; start to explore the inner workings of your heart and mind, and you will find the source. Your progress will depend on how much energy and love you put into yourself. It is a very arduous path that only a few muster the energy for, but the rewards are grand. There is no quick fix here, however, you are the most important thing you have, and isn't that worth all the effort in the world? You can experience peace, serenity, inner love, and wonderful relationships that last lifetimes not only in this one, but the next. No drug can offer you that. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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