Cindy

June 10, 2002

HI ROSE, THANKS FOR ASKING. WE DID HAVE A GOOD TIME EXCEPT FOR THE

DARN MOSQUITOS WHICH HAVE NEVER BEEN A PROBLEM THERE.

CINDY

> HEY CINDY

>

> HOW WAS CAMPING?

>

> I HOPE THAT YOU GOT TO DO SOME RELAXING

>

> LOVE

> ROSE

June 13, 2002

THANKS DONI-MARIE, BUT MY MAIL GOES DIRECTLY TO THE YAHOO GROUPS SITE

SO THERE IS NO PILING UP FOR ME. I JUST AM NOT ABLE TO READ IT ALL

YET.

CINDY

> CINDY,

> SORRY TO HEAR THINGS ARE GETTING SO BAD, HON.

>

> IF YOUR MAIL IS PILING UP, YOU CAN GO TO NO-POST FOR AWHILE. WE SURE DON'T

> WANT YOUR BOX FILLING UP AND ADDING TO YOUR STRESS.

>

> OUR HEARTS AND PRAYERS ARE WITH YOU. YOU JUST TAKE CARE OF THE THINGS YOU

> HAVE TO, AND KNOW WE ARE HERE WHEN YOU NEED US.

>

> {{{GENTLE HUGS}}}

> DONI-MARIE

>

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June 13, 2002

SORRY, I DO NOT KNOW HOW ELSE TO SEND THESE OTHER THAN PUSHING THE

FORWARD BUTTON, LOL....ANYONE ELSE KNOW WHAT I SHOULD DO?

CINDY

> I'M NOT GETTING THESE, IS THERE ANY WAY U CAN SEND THEM AS PAGES NOT

> ATTACHMENT!!!!!!!!!! THANK LUV!!!!!!!

June 14, 2002

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> SORRY, I DO NOT KNOW HOW ELSE TO SEND THESE OTHER THAN PUSHING THE

> FORWARD BUTTON, LOL....ANYONE ELSE KNOW WHAT I SHOULD DO?

>

> CINDY

>

>> I'M NOT GETTING THESE, IS THERE ANY WAY U CAN SEND THEM AS PAGES NOT

>> ATTACHMENT!!!!!!!!!! THANK LUV!!!!!!!

OH MY . . . I'VE ALREADY TRASHED THE THREAD THIS WAS ABOUT . . . TWO

SUGGESTIONS THOUGH:

(1) COPY AND PASTE WHATEVER IT IS INTO A NEW MESSAGE (INSTEAD OF HITTING

FORWARD);

(2) IF WHAT YOU ARE SENDING HAS HTML IN IT (MEANING IT LOOKS SORT OF LIKE A

WEB PAGE), AND THE PERSON RECEIVING IT HAS HTML TURNED OFF IN THEIR MAIL

PREFERENCES ON YAHOO, THEY WON'T BE ABLE TO SEE IT. (THIS WOULD BE

SOMETHING TO CHECK ON THE END OF WHOEVER COULDN'T OPEN THE ATTACHMENT OR

E-MAIL.)

SORRY I CAN'T BE MORE SPECIFIC. NEXT TIME IT HAPPENS, LET ME KNOW, AND

I'LL MAKE SURE TO KEEP THE SPECIFIC MESSAGE AND LOOK AT IT.

HUGS TO ALL . . .

ALLAN ++ BUBBA SWAMI

CEO, BUBBA SWAMI JESTER CO.

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June 14, 2002

THANKS SO MUCH FOR ALL YOUR SUPPORT.

CINDY

> CINDY,

> >UNCLE IS STILL VERY CONFUSED AND NOT KNOWING MUCH OF WHAT IS GOING ON.

> >PROBABLY A GOOD THING FOR HIM, BUT VERY HARD TO SEE.

>

> YES, IT IS A SMALL MERCY FOR HIM, BUT I CAN EMPATHIZE WITH HOW HARD IT IS ON

> ALL OF YOU.

>

> LET US KNOW HOW THE SURGERY GOES, AND KEEP US POSTED ON EVERYTHING --

> INCLUDING HOW YOU ARE DOING.

>

> LOVE AND PRAYERS AND WISHES AND HUGS ARE SURROUNDING YOU, YOUR UNCLE, AND

> YOUR FAMILY.

>

> {{{GENTLE HUGS}}}

> DONI-MARIE

>

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June 16, 2002

THANKS SO MUCH DONI-MARIE.

CINDY

> CINDY,

> OH HON, SORRY TO HEAR HE IS SUFFERING SO. MY HEART AND PRAYERS GO OUT TO

> HIM, AND TO YOU AND YOUR FAMILY.

>

> AND WRITE A WHOLE BOOK IF YOU NEED TO. WE WANT TO KNOW HOW THINGS ARE, AND

> THERE ARE NO LENGTH LIMITS HERE, SO DON'T WORRY ABOUT IT.

>

> {{{GENTLE HUGS}}}

> DONI-MARIE

>

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June 17, 2002

PLEASE KNOW THAT MY THOUGHTS AND PRAYERS ARE WITH YOU AND YOUR FAMILY

JUST NOW.

FATHER,

I PRAY FOR CINDY AND ASK THAT YOU SURROUND HER WITH YOUR LOVE AND

STRENGTH. FATHER, I ASK THAT YOU LET HER KNOW THAT SHE IS NOT ALONE AT

THIS TIME IN HER LIFE AND THAT SHE HAS YOU AND ALL OF US HERE TO SUPPORT

HER. LORD, I ASK FOR PEACE AND COMFORT FOR CINDY AND FOR HER FAMILY AND

I ASK FOR PEACE AND COMFORT FOR HER UNCLE. LORD, PLEASE HELP HER UNCLE

TO NOT SUFFER AND TO BE AS PAINFREE AS POSSIBLE.

IN JESUS NAME I PRAY.

AMEN!

HUGS

SAM

OOPS SAM, DIDN'T MEAN TO SEND YOU A BLANK PAGE. I WAS WANTING YOU TO KNOW THAT I THOUGHT THAT YOUR PRAY WAS VERY NICE.

TONI

June 21, 2002

THANK YOU SO MUCH SAM!!!

CINDY

> THERE ARE NO WORDS TO TELL YOU HOW MUCH I WISH I COULD BE WITH YOU JUST

> NOW AND HELP KEEP YOU SAFE FROM YOUR SISTER. I TOTALLY UNDERSTAND

> SISTERS AND THEIR MOUTHS. PLEASE ACCEPT MY MOST HEARTFELT THOUGHTS AND

> LOVE AT THIS TIME AND KNOW THAT YOU AND YOUR FAMILY ARE IN MY THOUGHTS

> AND PRAYERS.

>

> DEAR FATHER,

>

> I LIFT CINDY AND HER FAMILY UP TO YOU JUST NOW AND ASK THAT YOU WRAP

> THEM IN YOUR LOVING EMBRACE. FATHER, ALTHOUGH HER UNCLE IS IN A BETTER

> PLACE AND NO LONGER IN PAIN IT STILL SADDENS US WHEN OUR LOVED ONES MUST

> LEAVE US. LORD I ASK THAT YOU HELP CINDY AND HER FAMILY TO PROPERLY

> GRIEVE FOR THE PASSING OF HER UNCLE AND FOR THEM TO REMEMBER HIM AS HE

> WAS BEFORE HE BECAME ILL AND TO BE THANKFUL THAT HIS SUFFERING WAS

> SHORTLIVED AND NOT LONG AND DRAWN OUT. FATHER, I THANK YOU THAT SPARED

> CINDY AND HER FAMILY FROM ANY HARDSHIPS THAT MAY HAVE BROUGHT ON. AND

> FATHER I ASK THAT YOU HELP CINDY JUST NOW AS SHE IS IN A FLARE AND IS

> HURTING IN HER BODY AS WELL AS HER SPIRIT AND I ASK FOR HEALING FOR

> BOTH.

> THESE THINGS I ASK IN JESUS NAME.

> AMEN!

>

> GENTLEHUGS AND PRAYERS

> SAM

June 21, 2002

CINDY WHAT A HEART YOU HAVE (VERY LARGE) !!!!! WITH ALL YOU HAVE ON YOUR PLATE HERE YOU ARE CARE TAKING ME. GOD BLESS YA AND THANK YOU!!! I AM STILL PRAYING FOR YOU AND YOURS AS WELL!!!

YOU TAKE CARE NOW!!!

MARCY

Re: WHEN IT RAINS IT POURS

OH MARCY, I AM SO SORRY THAT YOU ARE GOING THROUGH THIS. I HAVE NEVER PERSONALLY HAD TO DEAL WITH A PERSON WITH ALCOHOL ADDICTION, BUT MY EX DID HAVE A DRUG ADDICTION. BUT, HE NEVER DEALT WITH IT. I AM SO SORRY. I AM WISHING YOU ALL THE STRENGTH IN THE WORLD. PLEASE VENT WHEN EVER YOU NEED TO. AS YOU SAID, THERE IS NOTHING TO BE ASHAMED OF, YOU ARE NOT THE ONE DRINKING. IF YOU EVER WANT TO EMAIL ME OR CALL ME PLEASE DO SO.CINDY> BEFORE I SAY ANYTHING ELSE LET ME SAY I'M VENTING TODAY!!!! I AM SO MAD AT MY HUSBAND I COULD WRING HIS NECK!!! I MUST TRUST YOU ALL SO MUCH TO BE TELLING THIS BUT THE STRESS IS KILLING ME AND I NEED SOMEONE TO TALK TO. MY HUSBAND IS AN ALCOHOLIC. HE'S BEEN SOBER THIS TIME FOR THE LONGEST SINCE BEFORE WE GOT MARRIED. HE HASN'T HAD A BINGE SINCE BEFORE CHRISTMAS. LAST NIGHT HE BROKE OVER AND WENT OUT AND GOT DRUNK AS A SKUNK. I WAS UP AND DOWN ALL NIGHT WORRIED ABOUT HIM. I FOUND HIM OUTSIDE THIS MORNING WITH NO SHIRT AND NO SHOES AND NOT TAHOE. HIS VEHICLE IS GOD KNOWS WHERE. HE ALSO HAS A STRANGE RING ON HIS FINGER. I'M SOOOOOO STEAMED! > FIRST THING IS GET HIM SOBERED UP - HIS MOM HAS ALZHEIMERS AND HE HAS TO GO PAY THE LADY THAT STAYS WITH HER BY NOON. NEXT IS FIND THE TRUCK AND GET IT HOME. IF I FIND OUT HE WAS OUT CHASING LADIES I'LL LEAVE HERE AND NEVER COME BACK. THAT'S ONE PLACE I DRAW THE LINE. > GOOD LORD, I CAN'T BELIEVE I'M WRITING THIS TO THE GROUP. I DON'T CARE. I'M NOT EMBARRASED CAUSE I DIDN'T GET DRUNK HE DID. > RIGHT NOW I THINK IF THESE DD'S DON'T KILL ME THE STRESS FROM LIVING WITH HIM DOING THIS WILL. HE'S BEEN IN THERAPY FOR 6 MONTHS NOW AND I THOUGHT IT WAS WORKING SO WELL. I KNOW THIS IS A DISEASE AND HE CAN'T PROMISE NOT TO EVER DO IT AGAIN ANY MORE THAN I CAN PROMISE TO WAKE UP NOT IN PAIN TOMORROW. I'LL COOL OFF AFTER I GET RID OF ALL THE STEAM SPEWING OUT MY EARS, BUT RIGHT NOW, JUST RIGHT NOW I'D LIKE TO EAT NAILS!!!!!> YA'LL PRAY FOR ME PLEASE CAUSE THIS IS BIGGER THAN I CAN TAKE CARE OF. I NEED TO PUT IT IN GOD'S HANDS AND LEAVE IT THERE AND I DO TRY. I JUST GET SO MAD THEN DISAPPOINTED TO THE POINT OF BEING SICK TO MY STOMACH WHEN THIS HAPPENS. > HIS HISTORY WAS EVERY 30-60 DAYS AND HE MADE IT SO FAR THIS TIME. REALLY IT IS SAD CAUSE HE'S A GOOD GUY JUST HAS A BIG PROBLEM WITH ALCOHOL.> SORRY TO GO ON SO BUT KNOW YOU WILL ALL UNDERSTAND.> LOTS A LOVE TO EACH OF YOU,> MARCY

June 21, 2002

CINDY - THIS TOUCHED ME SO BECAUSE MY DAD WAS LOOKING FORWARD TO GETTING WELL ENOUGH TO GET BACK HOME. DIDN'T HAPPEN FOR HIM EITHER BUT I HAVE TO BELIEVE THAT HIS HOME NOW IS GREATER THAN ANY HE COULD HAVE HAD HERE ON EARTH. YOU TRY TO HOLD ON TO THAT RIGHT NOW IF YOU CAN. IT'S SO HARD I KNOW BUT HE'S NOT HURTING AND REALLY IS HOME. YOU DID EVERYTHING AND MORE SO TRY NOT TO HOLD ON TO THE REGRETS.

ALL MY LOVE,

MARCY

Re: Gone But Not Forgotten

JO, THANKS SO MUCH FOR YOUR SUPPORT. MY SIS WOULD HAVE COME SOONER IF SHE WAS TOLD, BUT WE DID NOT WANT HER HERE BECAUSE SHE IS SUCH A WITCH. YOU ARE RIGHT, IT IS A BLESSING THAT HE WENT SO FAST. BUT I JUST AM NOT USED TO IT YET. NO, WE NEVER GOT TO BRING HIM HOME. THEY CALLED MONDAY MORNING, THEY WANTED TO DO MORE SURGERY ON HIM. HE HAD ABDOMINAL COMPARTMENT SYNDROME. THE FLUID WAS BUILDING UP IN HIS ABDOMEN AND WAS NOT DRAINING, IT WAS SHUTTING HIS KIDNEYS DOWN. THE FLUID WAS FROM THE CANCER. IF THEY DID THE SURGERY IT WOULD BUY HIM A DAY OR TWO TOPS. HE WOULD NOT BE AWARE OF ANYTHING, MEANING IT WOULD NOT MAKE HIM MORE LUCID OR ALERT. THEY CALLED ME!!!! NOT MY DAD. I TALKED IT OVER WITH MY UNCLES DOC AND THEN MY DAD. HE LEFT THE DECSICION UP TO ME. WE OPTED NOT TO DO THE SURGERY. THEY PUT HIM ON A STEADY MORPHINE DRIP AND SAID IT COULD BE ANY HOUR OR A FEW DAYS STILL. HE NEVER WOKE UP FROM THE DAY BEFORE WHEN HE ASKED US TO TAKE HIM HOME. I FEEL SO BAD THAT WE COULD NOT TAKE HIM HOME. IN THAT WAY I FEEL THAT I FAILED HIM. THEN WE LEFT FOR A LITTLE WHILE. I TOLD THE NURSES TO CALL IF ANY CHANGE. I CALLED AT 9PM, NO CHANGE. THEN I TOLD THE TRIPS EVERYTHING. I GOT THEM SETTLED BACK DOWN AFTER LOTS OF TEARS FINISHING THEIR HOMEWORK. ABOUT 10 MINUTES LATER THE NURSE CALLED. SAID TO COME. BY THE TIME WE GOT THERE, 1 HOUR, HE WAS GONE. MY SISTER IS VERY UPSET THAT NO FAMILY WAS WITH HIM WHEN HE DIED. HIS FAVORITE FAMILY DOCTOR WAS WITH HIM THE WHOLE TIME. SO HE DID NOT DIE ALONE. I REALLY BELIEVE IT WAS HIS WISH TO DIE ALONE. HE KNOWS HOW HARD IT WAS ON US WATCHING MY MOM DIE. BUT SIS IS REALLY LAYING THE GUILT TRIP ON ME. THANKFULLY SHE IS LEAVING DAD ALONE ABOUT THIS. I AM HAVING A HARD TIME ENOUGH WITH FEELING BAD THAT I WAS NOT THERE. THE DOC SAID THAT UNCLE RON LIFTED HIS HEAD UP, LOOKED AROUND, LAYED BACK DOWN, EXHALED AND THEN WAS GONE. I SINCERELY BELIEVE HE WAS MAKING SURE THAT WE WERE NOT THERE YET!!! HE KNEW WE WERE ON OUR WAY, THE DOC AND NURSE TOLD HIM SO. BUT I STILL FEEL SO BAD. SORRY, DID NOT MEAN TO TURN THIS INTO A NOVEL.CINDY> CINDY TELL YOUR SIS SHE SHOULD HAVE CAME AND DID EVERYTHING HERSELF> INSTEAD OF LEAVING EVERYTHING TO YOU. IGNORE HER FOR THE REST OF THE> TIME. I AM SO SORRY HE PASSED BUT FOR HIM AND WHAT HE WAS HAVING TO GO> THRU IT WA A BLESSING. DID HE GET TO COME HOME OR WAS HE STILL IN THE> HOSPITAL? KNOW THAT I AM HERE FOR YOU. STAY STRONG FOR THE TRIPS AND> YOUR DAD IF YOUCAN. I KNOW HOW MUCH YOU LOVED HIM AND I KNOW THIS IS SO> HARD FOR YOU AND YOUR FAMILY. HOW ARE THE TRIPS AND YOUR HUBBY AND DAD> TAKING IT? RMEMBER YOUR MEMORIES AND TAKE SOME COMFORT IN THEM. WE LOVE> YOU VERY MUCH WHEN YO GET A CHANCE AND FEEL LIKE IT LETUS KNOW HOW> EVERYONE IS DOING INCLUDING YOU. REMEMBER YOU ARE VERY IMPORTANT TO US> HERE. WILL BE PRAYING FOR YOUR FAMILY. LUV U JO>

June 21, 2002

THANKS MARCY, I AM TRYING TO HOLD ONTO THAT IDEA OF HIM BEING IN A

BETTER PLACE.

CINDY

> CINDY - THIS TOUCHED ME SO BECAUSE MY DAD WAS LOOKING FORWARD TO GETTING WELL

ENOUGH TO GET BACK HOME. DIDN'T HAPPEN FOR HIM EITHER BUT I HAVE TO BELIEVE THAT

HIS HOME NOW IS GREATER THAN ANY HE COULD HAVE HAD HERE ON EARTH. YOU TRY TO

HOLD ON TO THAT RIGHT NOW IF YOU CAN. IT'S SO HARD I KNOW BUT HE'S NOT HURTING

AND REALLY IS HOME. YOU DID EVERYTHING AND MORE SO TRY NOT TO HOLD ON TO THE

REGRETS.

> ALL MY LOVE,

> MARCY

> Re: Gone But Not Forgotten

>

> JO, THANKS SO MUCH FOR YOUR SUPPORT. MY SIS WOULD HAVE COME SOONER IF

> SHE WAS TOLD, BUT WE DID NOT WANT HER HERE BECAUSE SHE IS SUCH A WITCH.

> YOU ARE RIGHT, IT IS A BLESSING THAT HE WENT SO FAST. BUT I JUST AM

> NOT USED TO IT YET. NO, WE NEVER GOT TO BRING HIM HOME. THEY CALLED

> MONDAY MORNING, THEY WANTED TO DO MORE SURGERY ON HIM. HE HAD

> ABDOMINAL COMPARTMENT SYNDROME. THE FLUID WAS BUILDING UP IN HIS

> ABDOMEN AND WAS NOT DRAINING, IT WAS SHUTTING HIS KIDNEYS DOWN. THE

> FLUID WAS FROM THE CANCER. IF THEY DID THE SURGERY IT WOULD BUY HIM A

> DAY OR TWO TOPS. HE WOULD NOT BE AWARE OF ANYTHING, MEANING IT WOULD

> NOT MAKE HIM MORE LUCID OR ALERT. THEY CALLED ME!!!! NOT MY DAD. I

> TALKED IT OVER WITH MY UNCLES DOC AND THEN MY DAD. HE LEFT THE

> DECSICION UP TO ME. WE OPTED NOT TO DO THE SURGERY. THEY PUT HIM ON A

> STEADY MORPHINE DRIP AND SAID IT COULD BE ANY HOUR OR A FEW DAYS STILL.

> HE NEVER WOKE UP FROM THE DAY BEFORE WHEN HE ASKED US TO TAKE HIM HOME.

> I FEEL SO BAD THAT WE COULD NOT TAKE HIM HOME. IN THAT WAY I FEEL THAT

> I FAILED HIM. THEN WE LEFT FOR A LITTLE WHILE. I TOLD THE NURSES TO

> CALL IF ANY CHANGE. I CALLED AT 9PM, NO CHANGE. THEN I TOLD THE TRIPS

> EVERYTHING. I GOT THEM SETTLED BACK DOWN AFTER LOTS OF TEARS FINISHING

> THEIR HOMEWORK. ABOUT 10 MINUTES LATER THE NURSE CALLED. SAID TO

> COME. BY THE TIME WE GOT THERE, 1 HOUR, HE WAS GONE. MY SISTER IS

> VERY UPSET THAT NO FAMILY WAS WITH HIM WHEN HE DIED. HIS FAVORITE

> FAMILY DOCTOR WAS WITH HIM THE WHOLE TIME. SO HE DID NOT DIE ALONE. I

> REALLY BELIEVE IT WAS HIS WISH TO DIE ALONE. HE KNOWS HOW HARD IT WAS

> ON US WATCHING MY MOM DIE. BUT SIS IS REALLY LAYING THE GUILT TRIP ON

> ME. THANKFULLY SHE IS LEAVING DAD ALONE ABOUT THIS. I AM HAVING A

> HARD TIME ENOUGH WITH FEELING BAD THAT I WAS NOT THERE. THE DOC SAID

> THAT UNCLE RON LIFTED HIS HEAD UP, LOOKED AROUND, LAYED BACK DOWN,

> EXHALED AND THEN WAS GONE. I SINCERELY BELIEVE HE WAS MAKING SURE THAT

> WE WERE NOT THERE YET!!! HE KNEW WE WERE ON OUR WAY, THE DOC AND NURSE

> TOLD HIM SO. BUT I STILL FEEL SO BAD. SORRY, DID NOT MEAN TO TURN

> THIS INTO A NOVEL.

>

> CINDY

June 22, 2002

THANKS DONI-MARIE, YOU ALL HAVE BEEN SUCH A WONDERFUL AND STRONG

SUPPORT SYSTEM FOR ME.

CINDY

> CINDY,

> OH HON, I AM SO SORRY TO HEAR ABOUT YOUR UNCLE RON. AS FOR SUPPORT, YOU KNOW

> YOU HAVE IT HERE. KEEP US POSTED AS TO HOW YOU ARE DOING. KNOW WE ARE ALWAYS

> IN YOUR CORNER AND ARE SENDING YOU LOVE AND HUGS TO HELP GET YOU THROUGH.

> KEEP HANGING IN THERE, OK.

>

> {{{GENTLE HUGS}}}

> DONI-MARIE

>

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June 23, 2002

DONI-MARIE - I ABSOLUTELY KNEW YOU WOULD COME THROUGH WITH SOME INFORMATION FOR THE YEAST PROBLEMS. MINE IS IN MY INTESTINAL TRACT AND THROAT. I HAVE BEEN TAKING THE ASIDOPHILUS BUT ONLY TWICE A DAY, I'LL INCREASE TO 3 - ALSO TAKE A NATURE'S SUNSHINE DIGESTIVE ENZYME. DO YOU HAVE ANY IDEA HOW LONG THIS WILL TAKE TO HELP??? JUST WONDERED!!!!

HUGS AND THANKS,

MARCY

CINDY

CINDY,YES, UNFORTUNATELY WE ARE MORE PRONE TO YEASTS FROM THESE DDS. DRS FAIL TO MENTION THIS, BECAUSE MOST OF THEM HAVEN'T GOT A CLUE.UNFORTUNATELY THERE ARE NOT OO MANY NATURAL WAYS TO FIGHT YEASTS, SO YOU HAVE TO GO THE MEDS ROUTE. JUST KEEP TRYING, HON. IT CAN TAKE MONTHS, AND FOR SOME EVEN YEARS, TO BATTLE THE DARN THINGS.ONE THING, TAKE ACIDOPHILUS 3 TIMES A DAY (WITH MEALS). THIS IS THE BACTERIA USED IN YOGURT (NOPE, EATING YOGURT WON'T DO, BECAUSE BY THE TIME IT MAKES IT TO STORES, THE CULTURES ARE MOSTLY DEAD).THERE ARE FREINDLY BACTERIA (CALLED INTESTINAL FLORA) IN YOUR SOMACH THAT HELP BREAK DOWN FOODS AND FIGHT YEASTS AND OTHER INVADERS. ANTIBIOTICS ARE NOTORIOUS FOR KILLING THESE THUS CAUSING YEAST INFECTIONS. ONCE KILLED OFF, WITHOUT HELP THEY DO NOT REPLENISH. ALSO CHECK TO SEE THAT OTHER MEDS YOU ARE ON DON'T KILL OFF THESE FLORA. IF SO, YOU MAY WANT TO WORK WITH YOUR DOCTOR IN FINDING OTHER MEDS WHILE YOU GET CONTROL OF THE YEASTS.THE ACIDOPHILUS WILL HELP REPLENISH YOUR FLORA AND WILL FIGHT YEASTS IN YOUR STOMACH -- IMPORTANT, BECAUSE ONCE IN YOUR STOMACH, YEAST CAN GET INTO THE ASOPHAGUS, THE KIDNEYS, EVERYWHERE. ONCE THE FLORA IS STRONGER IT BATTLES THE YEASTS IN YOUR GASTROINTESTINAL TRACT AND GIVES YOUR BODY A FIGHTING CHANCE ANYWHERE ELSE THE YEASTS ARE.IT IS BEST FOR US WITH THESE DDS TO TAKE ACIDOPHILUS DAILY TO LOWER OUR RISK OF DEVELOPING YEAST INFECTIONS. THIS IS ONE OF THE FEW SUPPLEMENTS I RECOMMEND DAILY -- THAT AND DIGESTIVE ENZYMES (FOR THOSE WITH IBS).ACTUALLY, YOU MIGHT WANT TO BE TAKING DIGESTIVE ENZYMES AS WELL, AS THE YEASTS WILL INHIBIT PROPER DIGESTION, WHICH WILL WEAKEN YOUR BODY FURTHER AND CAUSE OTHER PROBLEMS.INFO ON DIGESTIVE ENZYMES:THE BRAND I TAKE IS NOT AVAILABLE IN THE US, WHICH IS A PITY, BECAUSE IT IS COMPLETE AND HAS NO FILLERS.LOOK FOR A BRAND THAT HAS ALL OF THESE (OR AS MANY AS YOU CAN FIND):Amylase (reduces complex carbohydrates to simpler sugars)Glucoamylase (helps digest maltose and other oligomers of glucose)Malt Diastase (digest malt carbohydrate)Protease (breaks down proteins)Cellulase (breaks down fiber)Invertase (breaks down sucrose {refined table sugar})Bromelain (breaks down proteins)Pectinase with Phytase (breaks down pectin)Lactase (digests lactose {milk sugar})Lipase (turns fat into free fatty acids)Papain (breaks down proteins)Triphala extract (relieves constipation, bloating and flatulence)FOLLOW DIRECTIONS ON THE BOTTLE, OR TAKE 15 MINUTES BEFORE MEALS.IF IT HAS OTHER THINGS NOT MENTIONED HERE, MOST OF THEM ARE FILLERS. IF YOU HAVE HIGH BLOOD PRESSURE AVOID ONES CONTAINING GINGER.HOPE YOU TROUNCE THOSE YEASTS SOON, HON. GOOD LUCK.{{{GENTLE HUGS}}} DONI-MARIE_________________________________________________________________Chat with friends online, try MSN Messenger: http://messenger.msn.com

June 23, 2002

THANKS DONI-MARIE, FOR ALL YOUR WORDS OF WISDOM. I LIKE YOUR TWISTED

WAY THE BEST, LOL.....SHE HAS BEEN THIS WAY ALL HER LIFE AND MINE TOO.

SHE IS THE BOSS AND I AM THE DOOR MAT. I AM REALLY TRYING HARD TO KICK

THE HABIT SO TO SPEAK. LOL

CINDY

> CINDY,

> SHE IS THE WHIMP, SWEETIE. ANYONE WHO KICKS SOMEONE WHEN THEIR DOWN IS A

> MAJOR NOTHING. IT TAKES GREAT COURAGE TO LISTEN TO YOUR BODY AND TO LIVE IN

> PAIN EVERY DAY. SHE IS A COWARD IF SHE I STURNING TO ALCHOHOL RATHER THAN

> DEALING WITH GRIEF. SHE'S THE ONE WHIMPING OUT, NOT YOU.

>

> DON'T LET HER WALK ALL OVER YOU, HON. YOU ARE A BEAUTIFUL, SWEET, DEAR,

> CARING, STRONG LADY -- NOT A DOORMAT. IGNORE HER RAVINGS. CHALK IT UP TO

> IGNORANCE AND GRIEF, AND TRY TO LET IT GO SO IT DOESN'T EAT YOU ALIVE. (I

> KNOW IT IS HARD TO DO -- BUT TIME WILL HELP GET OVER THE STING, IT REALLY

> WILL, BUT ONLY IF YOU BEGIN TO LET IT GO RIGHT AWAY)

>

> IF YOU LET THIS BECOME BITTERNESS, IT WILL TEAR YOU UP INSIDE THINKING ABOUT

> IT. SO WHEN IT COMES TO YOUR MIND, JUST TELL YOURSELF, 'I AM LETTING THIS GO

> -- I DON'T WANT IT'. OTHERWISE IT BECOMES A REGRET THAT WILL HAUNT AND

> TORMENT YOU.

>

> BESIDES, ON A CATTY NOTE, THE BEST REVENGE ON ANY TYPE OF BULLY IS TO JUST

> IGNORE THEM. *TWISTED GRIN*

>

> SORRY, I'LL TRY TO BEHAVE. ;-)

>

> {{{GENTLE HUGS}}}

> DONI-MARIE

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June 23, 2002

THANKS DONI-MARIE, I WILL TAKE YOUR WORDS AND HOLD THEM CLOSE TO MY

HEART. HOW DID YOU GET TO BE SO WISE?

CINDY

> CINDY,

> AS THE DOC SAID HE LOOKED AROUND BEFORE HE WENT, HE WAS PROBABLY MAKING SURE

> YOU WERE NOT THERE SO YOU WOULDN'T HAVE TO SEE HIM SLIP AWAY. I AM SURE HE

> WAS TRYING TO SAVE YOU PAIN, SO DON'T PUNISH YOURSELF. THAT IS THE LAST

> THING HE WOULD WANT.

>

> WHAT WOULD HE SAY IF HE KNEW YOU WERE GUILT-TRIPPING YOURSELF OVER THIS? HE

> WOULD SAY HE WANTED TO SPARE YOU, AND PLEASE TAKE THE GIFT HE OFFERED WITH

> THE LOVE HE GAVE IT WITH. HE WANTS YOU TO REMEMBER HIM THE WAY HE WAS, NOT

> THE WAY HE LEFT. SO PLEASE, HONOR HIM BY LETTING HIM GIVE YOU THAT WITH

> ACCEPTANCE IN YOUR HEART, NOT REGRET.

>

> YOU ONLY TOLD US A LITTLE ABOUT YOUR UNCLE, BUT IF YOUR SISTER SAYS SUCH

> THINGS, SHE OBVIOUSLY DIDN'T KNOW HIM AS MUCH AS WE DO, WHO NEVER HAD THE

> HONOR OF MEETING HIM. PLEASE, IGNORE HER.

>

> YOU ARE VERY MUCH THE WAY YOU DESCRIBED YOUR UNCLE, LOVING, CARING, GIVING

> AND KIND. DON'T LET ANYONE, SISTER OR NOT, TELL YOU DIFFERENT.

>

> {{{GENTLE HUGS}}}

> DONI-MARIE

>

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June 23, 2002

WOW, DONI-MARIE, LIKE I SAID IN MY OTHER POST.....WHERE DID YOU GET TO

BE SO WISE AND SMART ABOUT THIS STUFF?

CINDY

> CINDY,

> YES, UNFORTUNATELY WE ARE MORE PRONE TO YEASTS FROM THESE DDS. DRS FAIL TO

> MENTION THIS, BECAUSE MOST OF THEM HAVEN'T GOT A CLUE.

>

> UNFORTUNATELY THERE ARE NOT OO MANY NATURAL WAYS TO FIGHT YEASTS, SO YOU

> HAVE TO GO THE MEDS ROUTE. JUST KEEP TRYING, HON. IT CAN TAKE MONTHS, AND

> FOR SOME EVEN YEARS, TO BATTLE THE DARN THINGS.

>

> ONE THING, TAKE ACIDOPHILUS 3 TIMES A DAY (WITH MEALS). THIS IS THE BACTERIA

> USED IN YOGURT (NOPE, EATING YOGURT WON'T DO, BECAUSE BY THE TIME IT MAKES

> IT TO STORES, THE CULTURES ARE MOSTLY DEAD).

>

> THERE ARE FREINDLY BACTERIA (CALLED INTESTINAL FLORA) IN YOUR SOMACH THAT

> HELP BREAK DOWN FOODS AND FIGHT YEASTS AND OTHER INVADERS. ANTIBIOTICS ARE

> NOTORIOUS FOR KILLING THESE THUS CAUSING YEAST INFECTIONS. ONCE KILLED OFF,

> WITHOUT HELP THEY DO NOT REPLENISH. ALSO CHECK TO SEE THAT OTHER MEDS YOU

> ARE ON DON'T KILL OFF THESE FLORA. IF SO, YOU MAY WANT TO WORK WITH YOUR

> DOCTOR IN FINDING OTHER MEDS WHILE YOU GET CONTROL OF THE YEASTS.

>

> THE ACIDOPHILUS WILL HELP REPLENISH YOUR FLORA AND WILL FIGHT YEASTS IN YOUR

> STOMACH -- IMPORTANT, BECAUSE ONCE IN YOUR STOMACH, YEAST CAN GET INTO THE

> ASOPHAGUS, THE KIDNEYS, EVERYWHERE. ONCE THE FLORA IS STRONGER IT BATTLES

> THE YEASTS IN YOUR GASTROINTESTINAL TRACT AND GIVES YOUR BODY A FIGHTING

> CHANCE ANYWHERE ELSE THE YEASTS ARE.

>

> IT IS BEST FOR US WITH THESE DDS TO TAKE ACIDOPHILUS DAILY TO LOWER OUR RISK

> OF DEVELOPING YEAST INFECTIONS. THIS IS ONE OF THE FEW SUPPLEMENTS I

> RECOMMEND DAILY -- THAT AND DIGESTIVE ENZYMES (FOR THOSE WITH IBS).

>

> ACTUALLY, YOU MIGHT WANT TO BE TAKING DIGESTIVE ENZYMES AS WELL, AS THE

> YEASTS WILL INHIBIT PROPER DIGESTION, WHICH WILL WEAKEN YOUR BODY FURTHER

> AND CAUSE OTHER PROBLEMS.

>

> INFO ON DIGESTIVE ENZYMES:

>

> THE BRAND I TAKE IS NOT AVAILABLE IN THE US, WHICH IS A PITY, BECAUSE IT IS

> COMPLETE AND HAS NO FILLERS.

>

> LOOK FOR A BRAND THAT HAS ALL OF THESE (OR AS MANY AS YOU CAN FIND):

>

> Amylase (reduces complex carbohydrates to simpler sugars)

> Glucoamylase (helps digest maltose and other oligomers of glucose)

> Malt Diastase (digest malt carbohydrate)

> Protease (breaks down proteins)

> Cellulase (breaks down fiber)

> Invertase (breaks down sucrose {refined table sugar})

> Bromelain (breaks down proteins)

> Pectinase with Phytase (breaks down pectin)

> Lactase (digests lactose {milk sugar})

> Lipase (turns fat into free fatty acids)

> Papain (breaks down proteins)

> Triphala extract (relieves constipation, bloating and flatulence)

>

> FOLLOW DIRECTIONS ON THE BOTTLE, OR TAKE 15 MINUTES BEFORE MEALS.

>

> IF IT HAS OTHER THINGS NOT MENTIONED HERE, MOST OF THEM ARE FILLERS. IF YOU

> HAVE HIGH BLOOD PRESSURE AVOID ONES CONTAINING GINGER.

>

> HOPE YOU TROUNCE THOSE YEASTS SOON, HON. GOOD LUCK.

>

> {{{GENTLE HUGS}}}

> DONI-MARIE

>

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June 24, 2002

AGAIN, THANKS FOR YOUR KIND WORDS DONI-MARIE. I THINK I DID FEEL MY

UNCLE RON THERE, SITTING RIGHT NEXT TO MY DAD. THE BOTH OF THEM ON

THEIR ELECTRIC SCOOTERS. THE KIDS DID BEHAVE BEAUTIFULLY. I WAS AND

AM SO PROUD OF THEM. I ALSO DO BELIEVE THAT MY UNCLE IS HERE. I KNOW

THAT MY MOM IS HERE AND SHE HAS BEEN GONE FOR 10 YEARS NOW. HE AND MY

MOM WERE VERY CLOSE, SO MAYBE THEY ARE BOTH WATCHING OVER THE FAMILY

NOW. THANKS FOR THE VOTE OF CONFIDENCE IN REGARDS TO MY SISTER. I AM

PRETTY STRONG WHEN IT COMES TO MY FAMILY, BUT NOT MYSELF. IT IS A VERY

HARD THING TO LEARN. BUT I AM TRYING. THANKS FOR LETTING ME LEAN ON

YOU ALL.

CINDY

> CINDY,

> YOUR UNCLE RON WILL BE THERE, HON, AND BEEMING EAR TO EAR, DON'T YOU DOUBT

> IT.

>

> SAYING A PRAYER THAT EVERYONE BEHAVES FOR YA. ;-)

>

> AS FOR THE MUSIC -- I DON'T DOUBT FOR ONE MOMENT THEY HEARD IT AND IT WAS

> UNCLE RON. I AM SURE HE IS ONE OF YOUR GUARDIAN ANGELS, AND WILL ALWAYS BE

> THERE WITH YOU. HE WAS PROBABLY JUST SAYING HI, AND LETTING YOU KNOW HE'S

> THERE FOR YOU.

>

> AS FOR YOUR SISTER SAYING SHE HAS TO DO SOMETHING, TRY NOT TO LET HER GET TO

> YOU. A REACTION FOM YOU IS ENTIRELY WHAT SHE WANTS. BE STRONG, HON. LEAN ON

> US FOR STRNGTH ALL YOU NEED TO. WE'RE HERE FOR YOU. (THOUGH CONSIDERING THE

> STRENGTH YOU HAD TO STAND UP TO THE DRS AND KEEP ASHLEY, I'D SAY YOU HAVE A

> LOT MORE STRENGTH THAN YOU THINK. AND IT SOUNDS LIKE ASHLEY INHERITED HER

> STRENGTH FROM YOU.)

>

> {{{GENTLE HUGS}}}

> DONI-MARIE

>

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March 21, 2003

Well its suppose to last 4 hours but I am tired much longer then 4 hours

after I take one. Good luck

-31

DH- Rick-31

DS- Ricky 12

DD-Brittany 11

DD- Clarissa 10

FD- le 5 Presently not with us:-(

TL- 12/92

TR- Dr. Levin 3/13/03

Shot

>

> > Just got back from doc, had to end up getting a shot for my

migraine...he

> gave me stronger one and whoooo I am higher than a kite. I didn't want

a

> shot, but now no more headache....

> >

> > Hart

> > Wife to Jon, Love of My Life

> > Mom to 4:

> > Arianne (16)

> > a (7)

> > (4)

> > (my TR baby) born 6/20/02

> > Glory to God and Many Thanks to Dr. Levin!

> > http://www.geocities.com/thehartclantx/Thehartclantx.html

> >

March 21, 2003

I meant I hope the shot wears off, which it is beginning to do. I ought to be

fine to drive home, if not then Jackie is here and she can drive me.

Hart

Wife to Jon, Love of My Life

Mom to 4:

Arianne (16)

a (7)

(4)

(my TR baby) born 6/20/02

Glory to God and Many Thanks to Dr. Levin!

http://www.geocities.com/thehartclantx/Thehartclantx.html

Shot

>

> > Just got back from doc, had to end up getting a shot for my

migraine...he

> gave me stronger one and whoooo I am higher than a kite. I didn't want

a

> shot, but now no more headache....

> >

> > Hart

> > Wife to Jon, Love of My Life

> > Mom to 4:

> > Arianne (16)

> > a (7)

> > (4)

> > (my TR baby) born 6/20/02

> > Glory to God and Many Thanks to Dr. Levin!

> > http://www.geocities.com/thehartclantx/Thehartclantx.html

> >

March 26, 2003

, the most comfortable way for me to sleep is on my tummy/side with a king

pillow between my legs - have you tried this? I tummy sleep sometimes too, so

maybe this would at least let you get comfortable for a bit...

Hart

Wife to Jon, Love of My Life

Mom to 4:

Arianne (16)

a (7)

(4)

(my TR baby) born 6/20/02

Glory to God and Many Thanks to Dr. Levin!

http://www.geocities.com/thehartclantx/Thehartclantx.html

Re:

> well i had mine about a month ago and cant sleep on belly yet.but i have

> busted my incision open and it is infected now.i was feeling really good

> about 2 weeks ago till this happened.

>

March 26, 2003

No I havent but I have a body pillow And I will tonight Thanks Ill let ya

know.... I feel like a zoombie Ricks ready to kick me out of the bed and

into a new planet lol I am so restless since I cant sleep any other way... I

tried my side and it works a bit the back is horrid...... Had to do that a

few nights Oh can you imagine me pg lol I guess its ok then I do not show so

i must have always slept that way Althought i kinda remember not being able

to .......

-31

DH- Rick-31

DS- Ricky 12

DD-Brittany 11

DD- Clarissa 10

FD- le 5 Presently not with us:-(

TL- 12/92

TR- Dr. Levin 3/13/03

Re:

>

> > well i had mine about a month ago and cant sleep on belly yet.but i

have

> > busted my incision open and it is infected now.i was feeling really

good

> > about 2 weeks ago till this happened.

> >

March 31, 2003

Don't over do it... You will hurt later! I am sure will understand

Re: /everyone

>

> > Hi Terrie,

> > I feel ROOKED from yesterdays conversations!! :-). I thought that I

> > would wake up my whole family laughing last night (I got home around

> > 11:30 PM)!! You & are from Dallas, eh???? Do you ever drive

> > by the white ranch from the show " Dallas " ? My husbands aunt (whom he

> > NEVER speaks to), lives either across the street from it or beside it,

> > I can't remember-I will ask him. I met them VERY briefly when his

> > sister got married in September, but they do not associate with him or

> > his family. I guess they haven't spoken in over 10 years! YIKES!! My

> > family would never do that!! So maybe if you drive by there, just

> > honk & give them " the bird " for us!! HeeHee!! They are " superior " , in

> > their eyes, to people like us, as my husband says. Oh well. I loved

> > Texas when we were there, except the snakes & scorpions. Now,

> > Strait has a butt that I WOULD smack!!! :-). Talk to you all later!

> > Hugs, H.

> >

> > > and I are both in the Dallas area. I know what you mean

girl,

> > > I missed the conversation to. I was selling baked goods in the

lobby.

> > > LOL! I haven't seen any scorpians up this way. I hear that they

> > > usually come out when there is new construction and the ground is

> > > disturbed. I haven't had any Thank the Lord!

> > > Anyway good morning to everyone!!!

> > > Hugz- Terrie in Texas

> >

March 31, 2003

LOLOL!

Re: /everyone

> >

> > > Hi Terrie,

> > > I feel ROOKED from yesterdays conversations!! :-). I thought

that I

> > > would wake up my whole family laughing last night (I got home

around

> > > 11:30 PM)!! You & are from Dallas, eh???? Do you ever

drive

> > > by the white ranch from the show " Dallas " ? My husbands aunt (whom

he

> > > NEVER speaks to), lives either across the street from it or beside

it,

> > > I can't remember-I will ask him. I met them VERY briefly when his

> > > sister got married in September, but they do not associate with

him or

> > > his family. I guess they haven't spoken in over 10 years! YIKES!!

My

> > > family would never do that!! So maybe if you drive by there, just

> > > honk & give them " the bird " for us!! HeeHee!! They are

" superior " , in

> > > their eyes, to people like us, as my husband says. Oh well. I

loved

> > > Texas when we were there, except the snakes & scorpions. Now,

> > > Strait has a butt that I WOULD smack!!! :-). Talk to you all

later!

> > > Hugs, H.

> > >

> > > > and I are both in the Dallas area. I know what you mean

> girl,

> > > > I missed the conversation to. I was selling baked goods in the

> lobby.

> > > > LOL! I haven't seen any scorpians up this way. I hear that they

> > > > usually come out when there is new construction and the ground

is

> > > > disturbed. I haven't had any Thank the Lord!

> > > > Anyway good morning to everyone!!!

> > > > Hugz- Terrie in Texas

> > >

March 31, 2003

I am so insane right now I have laura on the way and I should really mop the

kitchen but My bellys sore today from doing too much yesterday and my darn

curtians will not dry lol