Please offer some advice.

[Guest guest]

I am pretty new to the group, and I just had the gastric bypass on

Aug. 21st. I am home now, and going through the most severe

depression I have ever felt. I know that I was addicted to food, and

that is what got me in the shape I am in, but I can't understand why

all I seem to do since I have been home is obsess about it and cry. I

am dreaming about it! I know how insane that is. I guess everything

with the surgery has just hit me pretty hard. I wasn't expecting to

be in as much pain as I have been in, and I guess I thought all those

cravings were just going to drift away. I am soooo hungry, and I have

never liked broth or jello which is all my diet consists of now and

for the next week and half. My husband is gone taking our three year

old to the two birthday parties I couldn't take her today, because of

my recovery, and that has just made me sadder to think I am already

missing out on something fun to experience with my daughter. I know

all of this may seem a little silly to you guys, but I am really

struggling and wondering if I made a huge mistake. Any counseling I

can get from someone that has gone through it would help greatly!!