Re: PTSD... maybe I DO have it

[Guest guest]

Thanks Bonnie. I don't have flashbacks or anything. But hell, what I have been

through in my life..... it does make me wonder if my body is fighting back at me

in some way.

love and hugs

Debra V.

Kate Court wrote:

Deb

If you dont have PTSD after all that I don't know who would.

You don't have to make a psychological link you only need to know that those

kind of experiences

change your alpha waves. Once changed FM arrives.

HUGS Darl

Bonnie

PTSD... maybe I DO have it

I was reading the posts here about PTSD. I don't think I have that. But again,

maybe I do.

I have had some very traumatic life events that just seemed to be back to back.

Extreme emotional pain and major depression from broken relationships mostly.

But also I guess I have shared with some of the old timers to the site, I was

molested from the age of about 4 or 5 to the age of 7 or so the best I can

remember..

The molestation may have had a much deeper impact on my subconscious than I ever

realized. It is all so cloudy... partly because I was so young,,, and partly

could be a mental block of the details. I don't think I realized it was

traumatic at the time when I was at such a young age.

Also I don't think I ever shared much of this here. But I had a baby at the age

of 17 ... I adopted him out. I never saw him. The minute he was born they took

him away before I could see him. (I think that may have been best though). I

never regretted the decision I made, but then again I believe I have separated

myself completely from that experience. It has never seemed real to me though I

know it was.

So, I suppose putting all that with the fact that I grew up with a mother who

drank almost everyday during my early childhood though we were dirt poor.... and

her extreme negativity about life.... Maybe I do have some PTSD.

Just some thoughts.

love and hugs,

Debra V.

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[Guest guest]

After reading about your pasts I too believe I must have some ptsd going on. My

mind replays the events over and over again and I am 45 now. I am so sorry for

what y'all have endured. I know it too well.

Hugs,

debra van ness wrote:

Thanks Bonnie. I don't have flashbacks or anything. But hell, what I

have been through in my life..... it does make me wonder if my body is fighting

back at me in some way.

love and hugs

Debra V.

Kate Court wrote:

Deb

If you dont have PTSD after all that I don't know who would.

You don't have to make a psychological link you only need to know that those

kind of experiences

change your alpha waves. Once changed FM arrives.

HUGS Darl

Bonnie

PTSD... maybe I DO have it

I was reading the posts here about PTSD. I don't think I have that. But again,

maybe I do.

I have had some very traumatic life events that just seemed to be back to back.

Extreme emotional pain and major depression from broken relationships mostly.

But also I guess I have shared with some of the old timers to the site, I was

molested from the age of about 4 or 5 to the age of 7 or so the best I can

remember..

The molestation may have had a much deeper impact on my subconscious than I ever

realized. It is all so cloudy... partly because I was so young,,, and partly

could be a mental block of the details. I don't think I realized it was

traumatic at the time when I was at such a young age.

Also I don't think I ever shared much of this here. But I had a baby at the age

of 17 ... I adopted him out. I never saw him. The minute he was born they took

him away before I could see him. (I think that may have been best though). I

never regretted the decision I made, but then again I believe I have separated

myself completely from that experience. It has never seemed real to me though I

know it was.

So, I suppose putting all that with the fact that I grew up with a mother who

drank almost everyday during my early childhood though we were dirt poor.... and

her extreme negativity about life.... Maybe I do have some PTSD.

Just some thoughts.

love and hugs,

Debra V.

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