Re: I did it, I did it. BONNIE

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After 19 months of a total " fcuk up' of misdiagnosis I got my FMS

label.

> The Dr put me on a whole bunch of new stuff " guaratanteed to make

> me feel better. After 3 days my BP hit 50/30 and I hit the floor,

obviously no one is supposed to have blood pressure that low so my

body went into cardiac shut down to preserve the heart.

>

> I got a friend to race me to the GP who I had never met and I went

over everything I was on and having taken it by " the book " I was told

I could not get addicted nor would I have any major side effects.

WRONG SO SO WRONG.

>

> Well having your heart go into shut down is a major side effect to

me so, I DID IT, I took myself off all the crappy pain killer,

valiums. lamactil, Endep, Indocid and on and on and on. I went no

more part in this, I can't do this at all.

>

> After 3 days of detox hell, which they swear could not happen

since I wasn't on enough to have one, I am finally free, I got book

called " new Hope with FMS " and it explains how each med works and why

mixing them together is such a bad idea.

>

> So I substituted all the prescription meds with natural remedies,

making sure I didn't make it worse and I don't care what anyone says

I just did " DETOX " and it hurt like hell.

>

> The good news is that despite not being able to sleep I have

however managed to control my pain using natural patrapathic remedies

(the book explains which ones and why), I don;t need scripts (so I

don't need Dr's) and more importantly I now OWN my FMS it does not

own ME.

>

> I am still in pain and my world still feels like crap but golly I

am not addicited to anything and I was strong and stubborn enough to

say, I am going to be the 25% that can make it through this without

going mental.

>

> Although the Dog does have to go, which I hate but it has to

happen so tears and tantrums but I am writing the letter back to his

rental firm, no dog means no problems in the street, well I hope not,

>

> But I did it, I did it, I thought I would go mad or kill myself

coming off these drugs it hurt so much but I am off them now and

never again will I let a DR tell me they KNOW what they are doing.

>

> My body my decision

> Hugs

> Bonnie

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