From your prodigal sister/you help me so much and I need it today

[Guest guest]

Hello, first I want to apologize for not posting as often as I should

but to assure you I do read.before Thank you for keeping me anyway.

ALL of you give me hope that there is kindness in the world.

What you do post has helped me so much, so many things. Today I wanted

you to be aware of me. It may seem strange that I feel fear today just

posting this, but I venture out just to speak to you.

I have overcome many times in my life that were traumatic and worked

through things that help the body mind spirit and psyche to manage

mental health concerns.

For some reason this time of year is especially difficult for me and I

" forget " how I did it before. I feel very lost... I sense if someone

knows of me or gives thought to me an important part of me will be safe.

I send love to you all. I did not know where else to turn. Thank you

for whatever you can do. And you can call me Laney... My family called

me that since I was small.

[Guest guest]

Dear Laney,

I can feel your warm loving heart and I also have never stood before

a crowd or for that matter I may have never even spoke my mind to

others and feel the need to

as I introduced myself last night in stating I had a box of bandaids

in my cpr jar they are for me and of course any one else that may

have a boo boo which is all 800 of us so I think if we just open

slowly and are more GENTLE with each other we will be ok ...

your heart is no different than mine the ability to always hold

sacred to your soft place of hope is a must , your ability to love

yourself when no one else does, is a must , we have the ability to

hold onto our smiles and our free will it is ours ..

Though it would help if others were to notice were truly barely

holding onto anything ( but the yearning for LOVE)

so I wanted to say I find your letter extremely warm as your heart

and the ability to share yourself with me I want to thankyou you

made my day

I love you Thankyou your sister in Heart

>

> Hello, first I want to apologize for not posting as often as I should

> but to assure you I do read.before Thank you for keeping me anyway.

> ALL of you give me hope that there is kindness in the world.

> What you do post has helped me so much, so many things. Today I wanted

> you to be aware of me. It may seem strange that I feel fear today just

> posting this, but I venture out just to speak to you.

> I have overcome many times in my life that were traumatic and worked

> through things that help the body mind spirit and psyche to manage

> mental health concerns.

> For some reason this time of year is especially difficult for me and I

> " forget " how I did it before. I feel very lost... I sense if someone

> knows of me or gives thought to me an important part of me will be

safe.

> I send love to you all. I did not know where else to turn. Thank you

> for whatever you can do. And you can call me Laney... My family called

> me that since I was small.

>

[Guest guest]

Dearheart Laney, I am so glad you have reached out from the shadows. May the Light of Creation, fill every fiber of your being, and bring you Love, Healing and Peace of Mind. May it also calm your fears and allow you to live Life, rather than just avoiding pain and the transition of death. We Thank You for this.

The trauma of the past, is past. You have survived it. Give not, the present, that yoke to pull. There is indeed, Kindness and Love in this world, but you must be here to experience it, not in your mindscape of fear and doubt, which is, illusion.

Much Love

Mark

From: elaineweide <elaineweide@...>Subject: [] From your prodigal sister/you help me so much and I need it today Date: Sunday, July 27, 2008, 9:14 AM

Hello, first I want to apologize for not posting as often as I shouldbut to assure you I do read.before Thank you for keeping me anyway.ALL of you give me hope that there is kindness in the world. What you do post has helped me so much, so many things. Today I wantedyou to be aware of me. It may seem strange that I feel fear today justposting this, but I venture out just to speak to you. I have overcome many times in my life that were traumatic and workedthrough things that help the body mind spirit and psyche to managemental health concerns. For some reason this time of year is especially difficult for me and I"forget" how I did it before. I feel very lost... I sense if someoneknows of me or gives thought to me an important part of me will be safe. I send love to you all. I did not know where else to turn. Thank youfor whatever you can do. And you can call me Laney... My family calledme that

since I was small.