Zena, I agree with you, it should be YOU

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I keep telling myself that every day, especially when I go out to a

Dr. appt. or store or whatever with Earl, I am always the only one

with an oxygen canister on my " keester " .\

This disease sucks Zena, and we both know it. When you realize that

it has you by the tubing, you know you've been had. But, fight,

fight fight, just like our high school cheers. We have to keep

praising God and fighting every day all day long.

I am a total disaster today with my cold, but know what???? I am

alone with , as Earl is working so I decided that if I am going

to eat today, (me, myself, and I) will have to put our brains

together and figure out just what it will be. So, I took some frozen

chicken breast filets out of the freezer, and am making chicken soup

with those ramen noodles, frozen veg, and canned diced tomatoes,

garlic, cumin, sage, and salt and pepper. Should be wonderful later

on. I can't taste anything but who cares at this point. It is total

nourishment.

I feel like I am at " deaths " door today, my left eye (detached

retinal surgery) is still somewhat sore, but the worst part of

it????? The left side of my head feels like someone hit me with a

baseball bat and I have " water on the brain " . The whole head is numb

there (unless I touch it). It just feels like only half of my face

is there. O, yeah, baby, that is kewl !!!!!!!!!!!!!lol

I think the eye is getting better though, it is very blurry, but I

can see everything, just don't use it as I have double vision if I

do.

I do not have a fever with this cold, (knock on wood), and not weak

or anything, just runny nose and the wheezing seems better today,

have been using my albuterol spray to the throat.

Thank you guys for all your support and love for me and thanks for

being there so we can vent too.

Love, Lou