Re: I'm lonely and it's my fault + other things -- to & everyone

[Guest guest]

I know what you mean. At least you are trying to go out and do

things, have a hobby, be social. I'm failing miserably in that area.

On the rare occasion I do go out I feel more isolated and lonely than

I do just staying at home with the two cats. I mean, it is amazing

how you can be in a group full of people and feel more alone than you

do when you are actual... well, alone.

It is hard. I can definitely relate. I seem to be able to strike up

conversations and have a nice personality but at the end of the night

I'm the one going home by myself (i.e. went to an INXS show and made

show friends but in reality I came and left by myself). *sigh*

Lately, I've been very depressed b/c my life consists of work, driving

to work and sleep. I have ZERO social life. I have no energy or

desire to do anything beyond what I HAVE to do. It is definitely

taking a toll on me and makes me feel more isolated than ever. But

then again, I feel alone even when around people I know. I can't win.

*hugs*