Good Morning Air Family!

[Guest guest]

Although I have been away for some time, I have been lurking

occasionally and reading as many posts as I could. I haven't

responded to anyone or anything for a while because I have been so

emotionally unstable. I guess that's a nice way of saying, I just

felt like crap! My recent medical reviews are horrible and I am

struggling with getting sicker. I hate this disease as much as

anyone could ever imagine! I've also been dealing with divorce

issues and I do not like be bothered with such trivial crap. I have

much bigger issues that I feel are worth addressing on a day-to-day

basis. But, as much as I hate to, I have to put on my " suit of

armor " (invisible " Superwoman " suit too) and fight for myself and

Kaleb. I cannot leap tall buildings in a single bound, but I have

sought legal help and will not be undermined. My soon-to-be " ex " can

only hurt me in one way, and that is financially. He is trying to

take away my insurance and diminish my lifestyle. It is unfortunate

that he wants to raise these issues since the courts will likely

order that he continue to provide financial support assistance for me

and, of course, for Kaleb. Although we have only been married two

years this month, we were married for 6 years before our first

divorce. Yes, you heard me right, I married the same man twice!

Talk about not learning from your mistakes! I did not work when we

married this time, and he knew I was sick. So, I think he has

obligations that he will not be able to avoid. In any event, those

matters have absorbed a lot of my free time. As for everything

else....well, let's see....'s wedding was wonderful! Devynn

graduates from High School this Sunday (June 1), and Kaleb's last day

of kindergarten is Monday, June 2. And, this Friday (May 23) is

Kaleb's birthday! He will be 6 years old! They grow up so fast!

This weekend is also my family reunion - which I am not attending,

but I have been nominated to cook lots of things. So, I must get

back to cooking right away if I plan to finish! Thank you for

keeping me in your thoughts and prayers. I continue to pray for each

and every one of you. And, welcome to all the new folks I haven't

had a chance to " meet " yet.

God Bless,

Tina

IPF 04/07 PAH 11/07

Ohio