Guest guest Posted April 3, 2000 Report Share Posted April 3, 2000 : here. Thank you so much for this post. I really needed it to start today! I haven't been able to do much computer wise over the weekend. As most know I had to face off with Blain at the house for over 3 hours on Saturday. Was very difficult. God carried me through though. Blain pretty much kept calm except he was extremely rude throughout. Police officer was not impressed with him at all. He has made such a situation by calling 4 times to the deputies office on Friday, no one wanted to take the detail. Finally they got a Sargent to do it but he was terrific and completely backed me up. I had Blain walk through every room of the house and see that all his stuff was out. He wanted to go through every drawer etc but officer already told him I was allowing him to do more than court order stated. Blain kept saying how much I was costing him and at one point I couldn't hold my tongue anymore and told him that this all resulted because HE had me thrown out of the house on false allegations and that this was all a result of his dishonesty. He proceeded to advise me that since I was taking away his daughter, ( is not even his daugher was step daughter, and we haven't even been married 2 years yet) that he was going to make sure I lose the house and have no where to live. The hate in his eyes was so scarry. Have never faced someone change so much and seethe with hatred. Don't think I have ever really had anyone hate me, I really think I am facing evil here. Have to go to court on wed am for case management. Everything will really boil down to what happens to the house at that meeting. Am believing God has brought be this far, but really am struggling to give it to the Lord to handle but I am not doing too well with that right now. If the house is forced to be sold, I will end up around $20,000 in debt and he is ready to claim bankrupcy so that it will all fall on me. He of course owns a house prior to our marriage in which he is living with his girlfriend and has a place to live. He couldn't afford to live in this house anyway. He is doing this out of spite. I was the one who closed out an IRA I had prior to the marriage and put over $10,000 down on the house, I now stand to lose that too. I don't have much faith in our court systems so that isn't helping either. I'm very disappointed in myself that I am so scared and shaken over the future. I know God is watching and helping but having such a difficult time. Doesn't help our receptionist quit at work yesterday with no notice, just didn't show up and we just installed a huge billing computer system (the doctor just moved his practice from Texas) so another woman and I are setting up the office. Computer system installed on Friday and we are doing intense training trying to learn. Work is really crazy, so trying to keep everything together, but not doing too well. Thanks for everyone's support and prayers. Sorry to sound like a downer here, don't really mean to do that, just wanted to let you know how things went. Health hanging in there now since bug spray out of system and am off pred and voice is hanging in there. Fibromyalgia really kicking in past couple days, but still could be so much worse so will that God for that also. Consider myself blessed that health is holding so well under the stress. Hope everyone is doing ok. Haven't been able to read posts yet but will do so hopefully soon. Hope everyone has a good day! Take care, Harvey wrote: > Subject: God Knows > > > When you are tired and discouraged from fruitless efforts... > > God knows how hard you have tried. > > When you've cried so long and your heart is in anguish... > > God has counted your tears. > > If you feel that your life is on hold and time has passed you by... > > God is waiting with you. > > When you're lonely and your friends are too busy even for a phone > call... > > God is by your side. > > When you think you've tried everything and don't know where to turn... > > > > > God has a solution. > > When nothing makes sense and you are confused or frustrated... > > God has the answer. > > If suddenly your outlook is brighter and you find traces of hope... > > God has whispered to you. > > When things are going well and you have much to be thankful for... > > God has blessed you. > > When something joyful happens and you are filled with awe... > > God has smiled upon you. > > When you have a purpose to fulfill and a dream to follow... > > God has opened your eyes and called you by name. > > Remember that wherever you are or whatever you are facing... GOD > KNOWS!! hi and welcome. maybe we can come up with answers that our doctors can't Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted April 4, 2000 Report Share Posted April 4, 2000 , I know it was a tough weekend, but sounds like you really hung in there. With all of the stress you have, Lord knows many would have given up. You hang in there and remember we're all praying for you. We're all interested in the " total You " , not just the RP you. Did that make sense? Oh well, you know what I'm trying to say. We love ya totally. C Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted April 4, 2000 Report Share Posted April 4, 2000 Hi here. You are very welcomed. I enjoyed this as well. My sister sent this to me. And good, i'm glad you enjoyed reading it. Sincerely - God Knows > > > When you are tired and discouraged from fruitless efforts... > > God knows how hard you have tried. > > When you've cried so long and your heart is in anguish... > > God has counted your tears. > > If you feel that your life is on hold and time has passed you by... > > God is waiting with you. > > When you're lonely and your friends are too busy even for a phone > call... > > God is by your side. > > When you think you've tried everything and don't know where to turn... > > > > > God has a solution. > > When nothing makes sense and you are confused or frustrated... > > God has the answer. > > If suddenly your outlook is brighter and you find traces of hope... > > God has whispered to you. > > When things are going well and you have much to be thankful for... > > God has blessed you. > > When something joyful happens and you are filled with awe... > > God has smiled upon you. > > When you have a purpose to fulfill and a dream to follow... > > God has opened your eyes and called you by name. > > Remember that wherever you are or whatever you are facing... GOD > KNOWS!! hi and welcome. maybe we can come up with answers that our doctors can't Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted April 4, 2000 Report Share Posted April 4, 2000 Enderle wrote: > > : > > here. Thank you so much for this post. I really needed it to > start today! > > I haven't been able to do much computer wise over the weekend. As most > know I had to face off with Blain at the house for over 3 hours on > Saturday. Was very difficult. God carried me through though. Blain > pretty much kept calm except he was extremely rude throughout. Police > officer was not impressed with him at all. He has made such a situation > by calling 4 times to the deputies office on Friday, no one wanted to > take the detail. Finally they got a Sargent to do it but he was > terrific and completely backed me up. I had Blain walk through every > room of the house and see that all his stuff was out. He wanted to go > through every drawer etc but officer already told him I was allowing him > to do more than court order stated. Blain kept saying how much I was > costing him and at one point I couldn't hold my tongue anymore and told > him that this all resulted because HE had me thrown out of the house on > false allegations and that this was all a result of his dishonesty. He > proceeded to advise me that since I was taking away his daughter, ( is > not even his daugher was step daughter, and we haven't even been married > 2 years yet) that he was going to make sure I lose the house and have no > where to live. The hate in his eyes was so scarry. Have never faced > someone change so much and seethe with hatred. Don't think I have ever > really had anyone hate me, I really think I am facing evil here. > > Have to go to court on wed am for case management. Everything will > really boil down to what happens to the house at that meeting. Am > believing God has brought be this far, but really am struggling to give > it to the Lord to handle but I am not doing too well with that right > now. If the house is forced to be sold, I will end up around $20,000 in > debt and he is ready to claim bankrupcy so that it will all fall on me. > He of course owns a house prior to our marriage in which he is living > with his girlfriend and has a place to live. He couldn't afford to live > in this house anyway. He is doing this out of spite. I was the one who > closed out an IRA I had prior to the marriage and put over $10,000 down > on the house, I now stand to lose that too. > > I don't have much faith in our court systems so that isn't helping > either. I'm very disappointed in myself that I am so scared and shaken > over the future. I know God is watching and helping but having such a > difficult time. Doesn't help our receptionist quit at work yesterday > with no notice, just didn't show up and we just installed a huge billing > computer system (the doctor just moved his practice from Texas) so > another woman and I are setting up the office. Computer system > installed on Friday and we are doing intense training trying to learn. > Work is really crazy, so trying to keep everything together, but not > doing too well. > > Thanks for everyone's support and prayers. Sorry to sound like a downer > here, don't really mean to do that, just wanted to let you know how > things went. Health hanging in there now since bug spray out of system > and am off pred and voice is hanging in there. Fibromyalgia really > kicking in past couple days, but still could be so much worse so will > that God for that also. Consider myself blessed that health is holding > so well under the stress. > > Hope everyone is doing ok. Haven't been able to read posts yet but will > do so hopefully soon. Hope everyone has a good day! > > Take care, > > > > Harvey wrote: > > > > Subject: God Knows > > > > > > > > > When you are tired and discouraged from fruitless efforts... > > > > God knows how hard you have tried. > > > > When you've cried so long and your heart is in anguish... > > > > God has counted your tears. > > > > If you feel that your life is on hold and time has passed you > > by... > > > > God is waiting with you. > > > > When you're lonely and your friends are too busy even for a phone > > > call... > > > > God is by your side. > > > > When you think you've tried everything and don't know where to > > turn... > > > > > > > > > > > God has a solution. > > > > When nothing makes sense and you are confused or frustrated... > > > > God has the answer. > > > > If suddenly your outlook is brighter and you find traces of > > hope... > > > > God has whispered to you. > > > > When things are going well and you have much to be thankful for... > > > > > > God has blessed you. > > > > When something joyful happens and you are filled with awe... > > > > God has smiled upon you. > > > > When you have a purpose to fulfill and a dream to follow... > > > > God has opened your eyes and called you by name. > > > > Remember that wherever you are or whatever you are facing... GOD > > > KNOWS!! > > ----------------------------------------------------------------------- > > > > ----------------------------------------------------------------------- > > hi and welcome. maybe we can come up with answers that our doctors > > can't dear cathy, im sorry you are having such a bad time-must be like a nightmare-such a shock to have everything go so wrong-guess it will take a few years to get enough distance and perspective on things-in the meantime go through the motions and try to be strong-he'll get his-and youll have your dignity and self respect which is more than he has-and in the end that is all that is important-right?Im sorry your heart has been broken-now the bad guy is out of your life you have room for the good-good luck-and God bless you-april Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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