crystal

[Guest guest]

Hello everyone,

Thanks for your increased prayer and support i reallly

apperciate it i need it. I started on new depression

meds firday although i don't feel they are helping

much but i need to give it more time. I went

yesterday to counseling which i don't think helps but

i am going to go a few more times to see if it will

help. I hate feeling like this i just want to die.

and i don't think i would feel this angry if i was

older when i got this disease because then i would

have lived a full life i am just a kid and i didn't

deserve this my children don't deserve this. If we

didnt' live with my husband' parents we would be

homeless. I was thinking about us filling bankrupcy

but the medical bills wont stop they will still be

coming. i just feel like everything is coming down on

top of me. My stomache has been hurting my head and i

haven't been sleeping well. i have an appointment with

my gp today and i will tell you guys what happens

after that.

Crystal

Thank you everyone

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