nancy keep strong

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I do know the feeling. As I was in the doctors office yesterday. I was kind of

just frozen. When I came home I didn't want to talk about anything.. Just enjoy

my children and my husband.

You know this disease I guess helps you find out who is real and who is not.

So where it makes you feel bad and hurts that people pull away from you. It just

might be better you don't need weak people by your side. This is how I look at

it... again I know we don't know each other but I am here and we will hold each

other up...

take it easy

nancy thompson wrote:

ready all the posts from every one makes me think ,more postive I

think I can Ithink I can attitude I came home from my appt. yesterday meeting

with the surgen ...it was all to much the relity of it hit hard...the type of

surgery ...needing now what they call a pet scan to see if the canser is any

place else in my body do I even want to know....the relity of the cemo ...the

therpy I think he said hrt-2 for 5 years ....it was all a fog felt like I was in

a cage with that surgen staring me down....was at the point of just loosing it

all together but my parents were with and my husband I just couldn't put them

thru it ...my husband has not talked to me sence yesterday ....sence the appt

even went as far as sleeping in a tent in our back yard...nice huh....my parent

took my kids and dogs back home with them ...so that is on worry off my mind ...

nancy

Theresa Towner wrote: Hi , I hope everything goes

well for you. Remember to ask any last minute questions you have before your

surgery. There has always been something I forgot to ask before and because of

the anesthesia I didn't remember until I got home and started coming to my

senses.

I have just finished my fourth and hopefully my final surgery. I had bilateral

mastectomies w reconstruction in Feb 05. Its been a long road but I am glad I

did it. This last surgery was nipple and areola recon. Everything went well as I

am sure it will for you. Make sure you have all your perscriptions filled and

ready for you when you get home.

I will light a candle for you and keep you in my thoughts. Theresa

nancyt563731956 wrote:

The day is here,I meet with my surgen today setting up my surgey day

my parents are on the way they live 4 hours from me going with me and

taking back my kids and dogs untill all this is over and I am back

home ,I do know that I will be having both breasts removed I have come

to Idea this is just a new beging in my life the changes that are

ahead ....I posted a picture of a rose in my garden and took this new

rose bud as a sign ,,,,a beginning bud,in life.. comes with

thorns ...to find peace and enjoy what blessing I do have and treat

this breast canser as a next step in life and move forward ...my

coworkers gave me a really nice surprize a wounderful card and a gift

card with some money in it ...it was an emointional day at work ...I

am a waitress in this small town have been for 30 years ...so thier is

very few that I have not crossed paths with in thease years ...I am

finding so much support ...and offers to help out with my kids and if

I need rides to the Dr. it is so nice to know that hands are out

thier to help me thru this time of stress ...thanks to this group it

has helped me also building stength ..and courage...and faith....to

just keep moving forward and not look back ...

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