therapy changing regressing

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I feel like something shifted in my relationship with my T this past week.

She moved the furniture in her office so we were closer and both surrounded

by pillows. Then she gave the real Girlscout a massage and the poor

little girl just melted into a bliss puddle and my psyche along with it. I

finally started to cry a few tears - I'm not saying I can let it all out

yet, but their was moisture at least.

Here i am at home trying to get back on my diet so I can lose my Christmas

poundage and I find some candy valentine hearts she gave me. I'm totally

sucking on them because they are from my T and so they are special.. .

Would it be weird if I asked her to give me a stuffed animal or something to

hold when I'm not with her. Wow, I feel really weird even asking that. I can

totally feel that I've regressed but it doesn't really feel like its a bad

thing. More like I'm saying hey look at me, I can be vulnerable, check it

out, this is my psyche and she's about 3 years old emotionally. . .

Anyone feel this way? Anyone?