Guest guest Posted November 11, 2011 Report Share Posted November 11, 2011 Thank you so much, Sunspot. Such a beautiful post, your sweet wishes for me and my Sister and our nada are so touching they made me cry. Bless you and all the wonderful fellow KO members here. -Annie > > > > > > > Nada and I spoke briefly; I told nada I hoped she would feel better > > soon so that she could go shopping with her friends as she'd been planning > > before her hallucinating nearly constantly made that unfeasible. Shopping > > was one of the few things nada really enjoyed. I could not understand what > > nada was saying, but she sounded like she was in a good mood and not pissed > > off. Sister told me that she made out that nada told me " I love you. " So, > > that was good. I'd been able to say that to nada the previous time we spoke > > on the phone (when she was much more awake and aware) so, we got to say it > > to each other. > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > Its hard for me to tell whether I've slipped into my earlier and > > involuntary coping behavior of shutting down my emotions (or cutting off my > > conscious access to my own emotions) again, as I used to, whenever I was > > around my nada, or if I am genuinely and simply at peace with the idea that > > nada is probably not going to be with us much longer. My objectivity on > > this point is compromised; I have no perspective about this. > > > > > > > > > > > > -Annie > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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