Guest guest Posted December 5, 2011 Report Share Posted December 5, 2011 a couple months ago I started a blog it is all of my unexpressed feelings that I am finally getting out of my system. I don't have any expectations. I just feel like I want support and to be heard and so far I have not invited anyone to read it. but I want to invite all of you just for my own validation. I wrote much of it for myself, so I don't provide any background on who people are etc, so it might be a little confusing. but I just wanted to put this out there because it is all an attempt to heal,and I feel like I need my say for once. and I am not very good at rebelling, so this is a rebellion against people who have hurt me. http://meikjn-ssb.blogspot.com/ Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted December 5, 2011 Report Share Posted December 5, 2011 I think this is a great idea. I journal almost everyday & that is how I deal with feelings & emotions that no one else seems to understand. I have a place where my journal is kept - not secret, but out of sight. I just found out my mother found & read my journal. She finally threw it up in my face in our last battle & told me to quit writing lies about her. Well, first, they are not lies & second, I have never felt so violated! This is my home, my personal journal & then she takes it upon herself to read it. I am kind of glad she picked a page that was all about her even though she does not believe it. > > a couple months ago I started a blog it is all of my unexpressed feelings that I am finally getting out of my system. I don't have any expectations. I just feel like I want support and to be heard and so far I have not invited anyone to read it. but I want to invite all of you just for my own validation. > I wrote much of it for myself, so I don't provide any background on who people are etc, so it might be a little confusing. but I just wanted to put this out there because it is all an attempt to heal,and I feel like I need my say for once. and I am not very good at rebelling, so this is a rebellion against people who have hurt me. > > http://meikjn-ssb.blogspot.com/ > Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted December 6, 2011 Report Share Posted December 6, 2011 That's why I can't keep a journal. Maybe I should blog online. Steph Re: my blog I think this is a great idea. I journal almost everyday & that is how I deal with feelings & emotions that no one else seems to understand. I have a place where my journal is kept - not secret, but out of sight. I just found out my mother found & read my journal. She finally threw it up in my face in our last battle & told me to quit writing lies about her. Well, first, they are not lies & second, I have never felt so violated! This is my home, my personal journal & then she takes it upon herself to read it. I am kind of glad she picked a page that was all about her even though she does not believe it. a couple months ago I started a blog it is all of my unexpressed feelings that I am finally getting out of my system. I don't have any expectations. I just feel like I want support and to be heard and so far I have not invited anyone to read it. but I want to invite all of you just for my own validation. I wrote much of it for myself, so I don't provide any background on who people are etc, so it might be a little confusing. but I just wanted to put this out there because it is all an attempt to heal,and I feel like I need my say for once. and I am not very good at rebelling, so this is a rebellion against people who have hurt me. http://meikjn-ssb.blogspot.com/ ------------------------------------ **This group is based on principles in Randi Kreger's new book The Essential Family Guide to Borderline Personality Disorder: New Tips and Tools to Stop Walking on Eggshells, available at www.BPDCentral.com.** Problems? Write @.... DO NOT RESPOND ON THE LIST. To unsub from this list, send a blank email to WTOAdultChildren1-unsubscribe . Recommended: " Toxic Parents, " " Surviving a Borderline Parent, " and " Understanding the Borderline Mother " (hard to find)Yahoo! Groups Links Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted December 6, 2011 Report Share Posted December 6, 2011 I'd wanted to do the same but wont. i'm paranoid nada or dada or siblings will find it. Great blog! Steph my blog a couple months ago I started a blog it is all of my unexpressed feelings that I am finally getting out of my system. I don't have any expectations. I just feel like I want support and to be heard and so far I have not invited anyone to read it. but I want to invite all of you just for my own validation. I wrote much of it for myself, so I don't provide any background on who people are etc, so it might be a little confusing. but I just wanted to put this out there because it is all an attempt to heal,and I feel like I need my say for once. and I am not very good at rebelling, so this is a rebellion against people who have hurt me. http://meikjn-ssb.blogspot.com/ ------------------------------------ **This group is based on principles in Randi Kreger's new book The Essential Family Guide to Borderline Personality Disorder: New Tips and Tools to Stop Walking on Eggshells, available at www.BPDCentral.com.** Problems? Write @.... DO NOT RESPOND ON THE LIST. To unsub from this list, send a blank email to WTOAdultChildren1-unsubscribe . Recommended: " Toxic Parents, " " Surviving a Borderline Parent, " and " Understanding the Borderline Mother " (hard to find)Yahoo! Groups Links Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted December 6, 2011 Report Share Posted December 6, 2011 I too have been to paranoid about keeping a physical journal. but I recently got an ipad, and started writing in it-- I can password protect it so no one can gain access. also it fits into my purse so I take it with me everywhere and can write when I feel the need to. I also have all my books on it, including all the BP books, so I can reference what I need to... (no, I don't work for Apple ;-) but it really works for me. ~Debbie > > I'd wanted to do the same but wont. i'm paranoid nada or dada or > siblings will find it. > Great blog! > Steph > > > my blog > > a couple months ago I started a blog it is all of my unexpressed > feelings that I am finally getting out of my system. I don't > have any expectations. I just feel like I want support and to be > heard and so far I have not invited anyone to read it. but I > want to invite all of you just for my own validation. > I wrote much of it for myself, so I don't provide any background > on who people are etc, so it might be a little confusing. but I > just wanted to put this out there because it is all an attempt to > heal,and I feel like I need my say for once. and I am not very > good at rebelling, so this is a rebellion against people who have > hurt me. > > http://meikjn-ssb.blogspot.com/ > > > > ------------------------------------ > > **This group is based on principles in Randi Kreger's new book > The Essential Family Guide to Borderline Personality Disorder: > New Tips and Tools to Stop Walking on Eggshells, available at > www.BPDCentral.com.** Problems? Write @... DO > NOT RESPOND ON THE LIST. > > To unsub from this list, send a blank email to > WTOAdultChildren1-unsubscribe > > Recommended: " Toxic Parents, " " Surviving a Borderline Parent, " > and " Understanding the Borderline Mother " (hard to find)Yahoo! > Groups Links > Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted December 6, 2011 Report Share Posted December 6, 2011 Hi Deb, Can you get those bpd books as an ebook? I'd love to do this. Where would I get them? I'd thought about creating a blog and password protecting it. But I'd also like people to be able to comment on my blog, so I can be heard. Steph my blog a couple months ago I started a blog it is all of my unexpressed feelings that I am finally getting out of my system. I don't have any expectations. I just feel like I want support and to be heard and so far I have not invited anyone to read it. but I want to invite all of you just for my own validation. I wrote much of it for myself, so I don't provide any background on who people are etc, so it might be a little confusing. but I just wanted to put this out there because it is all an attempt to heal,and I feel like I need my say for once. and I am not very good at rebelling, so this is a rebellion against people who have hurt me. http://meikjn-ssb.blogspot.com/ ------------------------------------ **This group is based on principles in Randi Kreger's new book The Essential Family Guide to Borderline Personality Disorder: New Tips and Tools to Stop Walking on Eggshells, available at www.BPDCentral.com.** Problems? Write @... DO NOT RESPOND ON THE LIST. To unsub from this list, send a blank email to WTOAdultChildren1-unsubscribe Recommended: " Toxic Parents, " " Surviving a Borderline Parent, " and " Understanding the Borderline Mother " (hard to find)Yahoo! Groups Links ------------------------------------ **This group is based on principles in Randi Kreger's new book The Essential Family Guide to Borderline Personality Disorder: New Tips and Tools to Stop Walking on Eggshells, available at www.BPDCentral.com.** Problems? Write @.... DO NOT RESPOND ON THE LIST. To unsub from this list, send a blank email to WTOAdultChildren1-unsubscribe . Recommended: " Toxic Parents, " " Surviving a Borderline Parent, " and " Understanding the Borderline Mother " (hard to find)Yahoo! Groups Links Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted December 6, 2011 Report Share Posted December 6, 2011 I can't access your blog. Want me to sign in to blogger. Is this right? Steph my blog a couple months ago I started a blog it is all of my unexpressed feelings that I am finally getting out of my system. I don't have any expectations. I just feel like I want support and to be heard and so far I have not invited anyone to read it. but I want to invite all of you just for my own validation. I wrote much of it for myself, so I don't provide any background on who people are etc, so it might be a little confusing. but I just wanted to put this out there because it is all an attempt to heal,and I feel like I need my say for once. and I am not very good at rebelling, so this is a rebellion against people who have hurt me. http://meikjn-ssb.blogspot.com/ ------------------------------------ **This group is based on principles in Randi Kreger's new book The Essential Family Guide to Borderline Personality Disorder: New Tips and Tools to Stop Walking on Eggshells, available at www.BPDCentral.com.** Problems? Write @... DO NOT RESPOND ON THE LIST. To unsub from this list, send a blank email to WTOAdultChildren1-unsubscribe Recommended: " Toxic Parents, " " Surviving a Borderline Parent, " and " Understanding the Borderline Mother " (hard to find)Yahoo! Groups Links ------------------------------------ **This group is based on principles in Randi Kreger's new book The Essential Family Guide to Borderline Personality Disorder: New Tips and Tools to Stop Walking on Eggshells, available at www.BPDCentral.com.** Problems? Write @.... DO NOT RESPOND ON THE LIST. To unsub from this list, send a blank email to WTOAdultChildren1-unsubscribe . Recommended: " Toxic Parents, " " Surviving a Borderline Parent, " and " Understanding the Borderline Mother " (hard to find)Yahoo! Groups Links Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted December 6, 2011 Report Share Posted December 6, 2011 Steph, I get them from itunes. > > I'd wanted to do the same but wont. i'm paranoid nada or dada > or > siblings will find it. > Great blog! > Steph > > > my blog > > a couple months ago I started a blog it is all of my unexpressed > feelings that I am finally getting out of my system. I don't > have any expectations. I just feel like I want support and to > be > heard and so far I have not invited anyone to read it. but I > want to invite all of you just for my own validation. > I wrote much of it for myself, so I don't provide any background > on who people are etc, so it might be a little confusing. but I > just wanted to put this out there because it is all an attempt > to > heal,and I feel like I need my say for once. and I am not very > good at rebelling, so this is a rebellion against people who > have > hurt me. > > http://meikjn-ssb.blogspot.com/ > > > > ------------------------------------ > > **This group is based on principles in Randi Kreger's new book > The Essential Family Guide to Borderline Personality Disorder: > New Tips and Tools to Stop Walking on Eggshells, available at > www.BPDCentral.com.** Problems? Write @ DO > NOT RESPOND ON THE LIST. > > To unsub from this list, send a blank email to > WTOAdultChildren1-unsubscribe > > Recommended: " Toxic Parents, " " Surviving a Borderline Parent, " > and " Understanding the Borderline Mother " (hard to find)Yahoo! > Groups Links > > > > > > ------------------------------------ > > **This group is based on principles in Randi Kreger's new book > The Essential Family Guide to Borderline Personality Disorder: > New Tips and Tools to Stop Walking on Eggshells, available at > www.BPDCentral.com.** Problems? Write @... DO > NOT RESPOND ON THE LIST. > > To unsub from this list, send a blank email to > WTOAdultChildren1-unsubscribe > > Recommended: " Toxic Parents, " " Surviving a Borderline Parent, " > and " Understanding the Borderline Mother " (hard to find)Yahoo! > Groups Links > Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted December 6, 2011 Report Share Posted December 6, 2011 I think that is what you need to do. I was unsure if I needed to give the link to individual e-mails. I like the blog because a private blog requires and e-mail from me with a link. it is pretty safe. especially from my Nada who is very resistant to technology.honestly if anyone else in the family saw I would not mind. they might not completely understand it, but i am not the only one who has been hurt. > > I'd wanted to do the same but wont. i'm paranoid nada or dada > or > siblings will find it. > Great blog! > Steph > > > my blog > > a couple months ago I started a blog it is all of my unexpressed > feelings that I am finally getting out of my system. I don't > have any expectations. I just feel like I want support and to > be > heard and so far I have not invited anyone to read it. but I > want to invite all of you just for my own validation. > I wrote much of it for myself, so I don't provide any background > on who people are etc, so it might be a little confusing. but I > just wanted to put this out there because it is all an attempt > to > heal,and I feel like I need my say for once. and I am not very > good at rebelling, so this is a rebellion against people who > have > hurt me. > > http://meikjn-ssb.blogspot.com/ > > > > ------------------------------------ > > **This group is based on principles in Randi Kreger's new book > The Essential Family Guide to Borderline Personality Disorder: > New Tips and Tools to Stop Walking on Eggshells, available at > www.BPDCentral.com.** Problems? Write @ DO > NOT RESPOND ON THE LIST. > > To unsub from this list, send a blank email to > WTOAdultChildren1-unsubscribe > > Recommended: " Toxic Parents, " " Surviving a Borderline Parent, " > and " Understanding the Borderline Mother " (hard to find)Yahoo! > Groups Links > > > > > > ------------------------------------ > > **This group is based on principles in Randi Kreger's new book > The Essential Family Guide to Borderline Personality Disorder: > New Tips and Tools to Stop Walking on Eggshells, available at > www.BPDCentral.com.** Problems? Write @... DO > NOT RESPOND ON THE LIST. > > To unsub from this list, send a blank email to > WTOAdultChildren1-unsubscribe > > Recommended: " Toxic Parents, " " Surviving a Borderline Parent, " > and " Understanding the Borderline Mother " (hard to find)Yahoo! > Groups Links > Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted December 6, 2011 Report Share Posted December 6, 2011 So are they audio books? Which ones did you get? feel free to email me off list. Steph my blog a couple months ago I started a blog it is all of my unexpressed feelings that I am finally getting out of my system. I don't have any expectations. I just feel like I want support and to be heard and so far I have not invited anyone to read it. but I want to invite all of you just for my own validation. I wrote much of it for myself, so I don't provide any background on who people are etc, so it might be a little confusing. but I just wanted to put this out there because it is all an attempt to heal,and I feel like I need my say for once. and I am not very good at rebelling, so this is a rebellion against people who have hurt me. http://meikjn-ssb.blogspot.com/ ------------------------------------ **This group is based on principles in Randi Kreger's new book The Essential Family Guide to Borderline Personality Disorder: New Tips and Tools to Stop Walking on Eggshells, available at www.BPDCentral.com.** Problems? Write @ DO NOT RESPOND ON THE LIST. To unsub from this list, send a blank email to WTOAdultChildren1-unsubscribe Recommended: " Toxic Parents, " " Surviving a Borderline Parent, " and " Understanding the Borderline Mother " (hard to find)Yahoo! Groups Links ------------------------------------ **This group is based on principles in Randi Kreger's new book The Essential Family Guide to Borderline Personality Disorder: New Tips and Tools to Stop Walking on Eggshells, available at www.BPDCentral.com.** Problems? Write @... DO NOT RESPOND ON THE LIST. To unsub from this list, send a blank email to WTOAdultChildren1-unsubscribe Recommended: " Toxic Parents, " " Surviving a Borderline Parent, " and " Understanding the Borderline Mother " (hard to find)Yahoo! Groups Links ------------------------------------ **This group is based on principles in Randi Kreger's new book The Essential Family Guide to Borderline Personality Disorder: New Tips and Tools to Stop Walking on Eggshells, available at www.BPDCentral.com.** Problems? Write @.... DO NOT RESPOND ON THE LIST. To unsub from this list, send a blank email to WTOAdultChildren1-unsubscribe . Recommended: " Toxic Parents, " " Surviving a Borderline Parent, " and " Understanding the Borderline Mother " (hard to find)Yahoo! Groups Links Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted December 6, 2011 Report Share Posted December 6, 2011 Actually the blog is password protected. Google said i dont have permission to view it. Steph my blog a couple months ago I started a blog it is all of my unexpressed feelings that I am finally getting out of my system. I don't have any expectations. I just feel like I want support and to be heard and so far I have not invited anyone to read it. but I want to invite all of you just for my own validation. I wrote much of it for myself, so I don't provide any background on who people are etc, so it might be a little confusing. but I just wanted to put this out there because it is all an attempt to heal,and I feel like I need my say for once. and I am not very good at rebelling, so this is a rebellion against people who have hurt me. http://meikjn-ssb.blogspot.com/ ------------------------------------ **This group is based on principles in Randi Kreger's new book The Essential Family Guide to Borderline Personality Disorder: New Tips and Tools to Stop Walking on Eggshells, available at www.BPDCentral.com.** Problems? Write @ DO NOT RESPOND ON THE LIST. To unsub from this list, send a blank email to WTOAdultChildren1-unsubscribe Recommended: " Toxic Parents, " " Surviving a Borderline Parent, " and " Understanding the Borderline Mother " (hard to find)Yahoo! Groups Links ------------------------------------ **This group is based on principles in Randi Kreger's new book The Essential Family Guide to Borderline Personality Disorder: New Tips and Tools to Stop Walking on Eggshells, available at www.BPDCentral.com.** Problems? Write @... DO NOT RESPOND ON THE LIST. To unsub from this list, send a blank email to WTOAdultChildren1-unsubscribe Recommended: " Toxic Parents, " " Surviving a Borderline Parent, " and " Understanding the Borderline Mother " (hard to find)Yahoo! Groups Links ------------------------------------ **This group is based on principles in Randi Kreger's new book The Essential Family Guide to Borderline Personality Disorder: New Tips and Tools to Stop Walking on Eggshells, available at www.BPDCentral.com.** Problems? Write @.... DO NOT RESPOND ON THE LIST. To unsub from this list, send a blank email to WTOAdultChildren1-unsubscribe . Recommended: " Toxic Parents, " " Surviving a Borderline Parent, " and " Understanding the Borderline Mother " (hard to find)Yahoo! Groups Links Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted December 6, 2011 Report Share Posted December 6, 2011 I've been checking out some information about the new app called iaWriter? It's only about nine bucks and I just got my extended keyboard for my apple desk top and am now using my wireless keyboard for my Ipad. i don't mind using a keyboard, but I really dislike the physical act of " writing " I have been seeing things so freaking clearly and having so many moments where I just think...why couldn't I have realized this when I was twenty? Something about the combination of my husbands passing and me STILL having to deal with nada and all her crap. She had me upset, but I have been able to choose to let all that nasty ick go and just be and not hold onto it. I don't know why I am being afforded such grace and peace about stuff, and I know I'll have rough days, but I want to have a way to look back at this point in my life and remember my frame of mind. carla > > > > I'd wanted to do the same but wont. i'm paranoid nada or dada or > > siblings will find it. > > Great blog! > > Steph > > > > > > my blog > > > > a couple months ago I started a blog it is all of my unexpressed > > feelings that I am finally getting out of my system. I don't > > have any expectations. I just feel like I want support and to be > > heard and so far I have not invited anyone to read it. but I > > want to invite all of you just for my own validation. > > I wrote much of it for myself, so I don't provide any background > > on who people are etc, so it might be a little confusing. but I > > just wanted to put this out there because it is all an attempt to > > heal,and I feel like I need my say for once. and I am not very > > good at rebelling, so this is a rebellion against people who have > > hurt me. > > > > http://meikjn-ssb.blogspot.com/ > > > > > > > > ------------------------------------ > > > > **This group is based on principles in Randi Kreger's new book > > The Essential Family Guide to Borderline Personality Disorder: > > New Tips and Tools to Stop Walking on Eggshells, available at > > www.BPDCentral.com.** Problems? Write @ DO > > NOT RESPOND ON THE LIST. > > > > To unsub from this list, send a blank email to > > WTOAdultChildren1-unsubscribe > > > > Recommended: " Toxic Parents, " " Surviving a Borderline Parent, " > > and " Understanding the Borderline Mother " (hard to find)Yahoo! > > Groups Links > > > Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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