the stress really got to me today

[Guest guest]

It's amazing how one event can really stress you out. My sister

should be here any moment and I'm feeling a bit upset. I always

get stomach upset when I see my family. Isn't that crazy?

Anyway, the stress of nada and processing every thing got to me

today. Got lost twice in one day, it was not good.

Anyway, wish me luck.

remember to destress before you speak to your nadas if possible.

Steph

[Guest guest]

" My sister should be here any moment and I'm feeling a bit upset. I always

get stomach upset when I see my family. Isn't that crazy? "

Same here. That and my chest constricts.

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> It's amazing how one event can really stress you out. My sister

> should be here any moment and I'm feeling a bit upset. I always

> get stomach upset when I see my family. Isn't that crazy?

> Anyway, the stress of nada and processing every thing got to me

> today. Got lost twice in one day, it was not good.

> Anyway, wish me luck.

> remember to destress before you speak to your nadas if possible.

> Steph

>

[Guest guest]

I was really doing so much better last week. I was feeling a more grounded and

happy, then I talked to Nada and then I felt like crap. then I read the family

letter she and my dad send out this week, and it was concluded with a paragraph

that was dripping with a self righteous reproach directed to me. and I am still

recovering. I then realized that I did not talk to her last week I was at the

store. I think until I figure out what I want out of life (life with her anyway)

I can't talk to her for a while she has too much control still. she acted

wounded and crushed by the reasonable boundaries I was setting(not openly). and

I am realizing that I have nothing to say to her right now. so I am finally

taking my dh up on his longstanding offer to be the one to talk to her when she

calls. I need a break. too bad for her it is Christmas. but she has shamed me

enough that the calender is irrelevant now. my family makes me anxious too. I

was miserable this summer when we went on a trip because the last stop was

staying at their house. Never Again. de-stressing is not enough for me right

now. good luck. my siblings are improving actually there is home where there is

no bp.

Meikjn

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> It's amazing how one event can really stress you out. My sister

> should be here any moment and I'm feeling a bit upset. I always

> get stomach upset when I see my family. Isn't that crazy?

> Anyway, the stress of nada and processing every thing got to me

> today. Got lost twice in one day, it was not good.

> Anyway, wish me luck.

> remember to destress before you speak to your nadas if possible.

> Steph

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