Been a long time and Just wanted to say hi

[Guest guest]

It has been a very long time since I have posted. I have been NC for over a

year with Nada now. To tell you the truth I barely think of her these days. My

husband and I just bought a business and are so happy and busy. I now focus on

giving my energy to areas in my life that deserve it and benefit from my love

and efforts. I really feel that I have moved on and just decided to focus on

the positive in my life. I can't really explain it but from thinking of her

every minute of the day when I first went NC to now thinking of her barely ever

strikes me as odd. I don't question it as I am so happy and feel so free from

the burden and pain she has caused over my lifetime. I do not feel sad for me

anymore because I have grieved the loss of a mother. Today I feel sad for her

that she is missing a wonderful daughter grand-daughter and son-in-law. All

because she was confronted and made the decision to not to change. I gave her

the chance and she decided to stay in her self-destructive life.

I could not watch or support her anymore.

So to everyone out there I just want to reassure you that NC does get easier and

it is the best thing thing I have ever done, even though it was the hardest.

I know that I made the right decision and my life has only improved since being

strong enough to say no more and believing that it was OK to do so.

I send love and prayers to you all with this difficult journey. I hope that

letting go and being free of the past can allow you all to live the life that

was meant for you.

One day I know I will have to face more challenges with Nada as she is still

living here on Earth, but as time goes by I get stronger and happier and I pray

that I will be in a great place of strength and peace to face what ever

challenges come my way. I hope this for all here too.

Blessings,

Kazam x