Re: hey family--its a long vent!! ( debbi brant)

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hay, just so you know i way about 16 they say that i had it back then, but not full bln. but i had anthony at age 18 and krystal at age 21..anthony's gf has ms and she has a child, my cos has ms and she has 2...just some info here that is all.. Subject: hey family--its a long vent!!To: MSersLife Date: Friday, December 24, 2010, 6:27 AM

i'VE BEEN AROUND JUST GOT ALOT ON MY PLATE RIGHT NOW. Sat te MimSy Flare hit hard. I was going up steps to my room and i couldnt move my legs to go last few ssteps. I was terrified i was gonna tumbled down steps and take princess w/ me. After few min trying to force my legs to move i just scooted to my bed and waited til i could pull myself up. I layed there and cried i was so frustrated. I couldnt beleive it was happening. Sunday i was achey and moving slow but i got downstairs and got princess out & fed. Monday morn i called neuro and made appt to go in discuss options. Ive been off meds 3yrs first because of waiting for medicare then cuz i really want to have a baby. I have cried everyday. Im scared,lost,confused. When i was first diagnosed i was told no kids then i was told yes kids the other neuro was nuts. I honestly dont know if i can cope well w/ no again. Thanks for reading,i just had to get it out. HUGS..............