Re: hey family--its a long vent!! THX EVERYBODY/ reply to Shalonda

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Love to you, Shalonda, and to all close to you,and a safe holiday week-end!nTo: MSersLife Sent: Sat, December 25, 2010 9:12:03 PMSubject: Re: hey family--its a long vent!! THX EVERYBODY

WOW--thanks family for the love and support. Today was great. I had jusy enough joyful contact w/ just enough joyful family to appreciate christmas to the fullest!! yea... Im going to be ok,Im going to win my battle w/ MimSy,This Too Shall Pass. Of course this willl way on my mind and sirit until the appt,but ill be damned if it defeats me. The next 2wks im gonna read up on any med changes(def copaxone-thx sharon) thats occured since we decided to clean my system 3yrs ago. Im going to neuro nxt mth w/info,questions,determination. If anyone thinks of anything let me know,ill keep you posted. BIG,WARM HUGS..............

SHALONDA

"Me + God's grace & forgiveness can overcome any & everything" i'VE BEEN AROUND JUST GOT ALOT ON MY PLATE RIGHT NOW. Sat te MimSy Flare hit hard. I was going up steps to my room and i couldnt move my legs to go last few ssteps. I was terrified i was gonna tumbled down steps and take princess w/ me. After few min trying to force my legs to move i just scooted to my bed and waited til i could pull myself up. I layed there and cried i was so frustrated. I couldnt beleive it was happening. Sunday i was achey and moving slow but i got downstairs and got princess out & fed. Monday morn i called neuro and made appt to go in discuss options. Ive been off meds 3yrs first because of waiting for medicare then cuz i really want to have a baby. I have cried everyday. Im scared,lost,confused. When i was first diagnosed i was told no kids then i was told yes kids the other neuro was nuts. I honestly dont know if i can cope well w/ no again. Thanks for reading,i just had to get it out.

HUGS..............