KATE and ALL [was]Re: Robbin

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Hi Kate,....thanks for the welcome back. I feel like I need to explain why I keep leaving and coming back. I use to belong to several yahoo groups, and with only being able to type one handed I had to switch off posting to only one group at a time to preserve my hand so I could rest it for being able to keep up with my personal hygiene, etc. Then for awhile now there has been a lot of high drama taking place in my family, from break ups, to fights between siblings and spouses, and all of that has caused massive flares in all my illnesses, and thrown me into a big depression. I keep trying to shake it, and then something else happens and I find myself back into the depths of despair. I never use to let stuff get me so down that I didn't or couldn't pull myself up eventually and get past it. I think now because

there's been one thing after another it doesn't give me time to rest. Just lately I stood up for someone on another group I was in, and I got reprimanded for being a trouble maker, so now I feel cautious about what I can or should say. So I thought because everyone here has been so supportive of me, and happy I am part of you all, I'd stick with one group from now on. I hope I don't say anything here to scew it up! :-0

How is it going with you and everyone else too? I really need you guys/gals to talk with me as I am in a bad place right now and need the support. Dang, I feel so needy, and I'm usually the one trying to encourage others. :-(

Hugs, Jackie

Subject: RobbinTo: mserslife Date: Wednesday, January 19, 2011, 9:13 PM

Robbin is the only kid I have ever heard of who "self-punishes". If he does something wrong, which is very rare, he will punish himself. Just now he did something "wrong", which could have damaged his bike but thankfully did not. When I went past his PC just now, he wasn't there. Where are you? He was in his closet! He self-punishes! It is SO cute there are no words....I told him that was not necessary...damn but he is just such an awesome kid!

  ~*~Hugs~*~

~*~Akiba~*~

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we are your family - we don't know another way to be - supportive - we all have different views - but the bottom line is family is family - God, grant me the strength of eagles wings, the faith and courage to fly to new heights, and the wisdom to rely on his spirit to carry me there.

To: MSersLife Sent: Thu, January 20, 2011 3:22:42 PMSubject: KATE and ALL [was]Re: Robbin

Hi Kate,....thanks for the welcome back. I feel like I need to explain why I keep leaving and coming back. I use to belong to several yahoo groups, and with only being able to type one handed I had to switch off posting to only one group at a time to preserve my hand so I could rest it for being able to keep up with my personal hygiene, etc. Then for awhile now there has been a lot of high drama taking place in my family, from break ups, to fights between siblings and spouses, and all of that has caused massive flares in all my illnesses, and thrown me into a big depression. I keep trying to shake it, and then something else happens and I find myself back into the depths of despair. I never use to let stuff get me so down that I didn't or couldn't pull myself up eventually and get past it. I think now because there's been one thing after another it doesn't give me time to rest. Just lately I stood up for

someone on another group I was in, and I got reprimanded for being a trouble maker, so now I feel cautious about what I can or should say. So I thought because everyone here has been so supportive of me, and happy I am part of you all, I'd stick with one group from now on. I hope I don't say anything here to scew it up! :-0

How is it going with you and everyone else too? I really need you guys/gals to talk with me as I am in a bad place right now and need the support. Dang, I feel so needy, and I'm usually the one trying to encourage others. :-(

Hugs, Jackie

Subject: RobbinTo: mserslife Date: Wednesday, January 19, 2011, 9:13 PM

Robbin is the only kid I have ever heard of who "self-punishes". If he does something wrong, which is very rare, he will punish himself. Just now he did something "wrong", which could have damaged his bike but thankfully did not. When I went past his PC just now, he wasn't there. Where are you? He was in his closet! He self-punishes! It is SO cute there are no words....I told him that was not necessary...damn but he is just such an awesome kid!

  ~*~Hugs~*~

~*~Akiba~*~

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Jackie sorry to hear about all the flares. You are in my prayers.

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> Date: Wednesday, January 19, 2011, 9:13 PM

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> Robbin is the only kid I have ever heard of who " self-punishes " . If he

> does something wrong, which is very rare, he will punish himself. Just

> now he did something " wrong " , which could have damaged his bike but

> thankfully did not. When I went past his PC just now,  he wasn't there.

> Where are you? He was in his closet! He self-punishes! It is SO cute

> there are no words....I told him that was not necessary...damn but he is

> just such an awesome kid!

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> ~*~Akiba~*~

> Pragmatic Visionary

> http://www.affiliates-natural-salt-lamps.com/pages/156.php

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we are all diff, but as anne put it family all the way

Subject: RobbinTo: mserslife Date: Wednesday, January 19, 2011, 9:13 PM

Robbin is the only kid I have ever heard of who "self-punishes". If he does something wrong, which is very rare, he will punish himself. Just now he did something "wrong", which could have damaged his bike but thankfully did not. When I went past his PC just now, he wasn't there. Where are you? He was in his closet! He self-punishes! It is SO cute there are no words....I told him that was not necessary...damn but he is just such an awesome kid!

  ~*~Hugs~*~

~*~Akiba~*~

Pragmatic Visionary

http://www.affiliates-natural-salt-lamps.com/pages/156.php

[Guest guest]

we are all diff, but as anne put it family all the way

Subject: RobbinTo: mserslife Date: Wednesday, January 19, 2011, 9:13 PM

Robbin is the only kid I have ever heard of who "self-punishes". If he does something wrong, which is very rare, he will punish himself. Just now he did something "wrong", which could have damaged his bike but thankfully did not. When I went past his PC just now, he wasn't there. Where are you? He was in his closet! He self-punishes! It is SO cute there are no words....I told him that was not necessary...damn but he is just such an awesome kid!

  ~*~Hugs~*~

~*~Akiba~*~

Pragmatic Visionary

http://www.affiliates-natural-salt-lamps.com/pages/156.php

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Boy, Jackie, that must be a real challenge to only have one hand to type with. Have you ever considered getting one of the voice recognition programs?; I think they are called Dragon, or something like that.I know I can relate, and am sure others can relate about being in the depths of depression. For myself, it is situational, chemical, and MS-related. I'd imagine you have 1 or some of these types as well. I think the situational is probably the most difficult to deal with, as there is little control over so many issues. I am so sorry there is so much going on in your life. Know we ARE here for you. To cry to and with and just to vent. We are here to listen, encourage, nurture and help carry you through whatever difficulties you are facing.With love, KateTo: MSersLife Sent: Thu, January 20, 2011 4:22:42 PMSubject: KATE and ALL [was]Re: Robbin

Hi Kate,....thanks for the welcome back. I feel like I need to explain why I keep leaving and coming back. I use to belong to several yahoo groups, and with only being able to type one handed I had to switch off posting to only one group at a time to preserve my hand so I could rest it for being able to keep up with my personal hygiene, etc. Then for awhile now there has been a lot of high drama taking place in my family, from break ups, to fights between siblings and spouses, and all of that has caused massive flares in all my illnesses, and thrown me into a big depression. I keep trying to shake it, and then something else happens and I find myself back into the depths of despair. I never use to let stuff get me so down that I didn't or couldn't pull myself up eventually and get past it. I think now

because

there's been one thing after another it doesn't give me time to rest. Just lately I stood up for someone on another group I was in, and I got reprimanded for being a trouble maker, so now I feel cautious about what I can or should say. So I thought because everyone here has been so supportive of me, and happy I am part of you all, I'd stick with one group from now on. I hope I don't say anything here to scew it up! :-0

How is it going with you and everyone else too? I really need you guys/gals to talk with me as I am in a bad place right now and need the support. Dang, I feel so needy, and I'm usually the one trying to encourage others. :-(

Hugs, Jackie

Subject: RobbinTo: mserslife Date: Wednesday, January 19, 2011, 9:13 PM

Robbin is the only kid I have ever heard of who "self-punishes". If he does something wrong, which is very rare, he will punish himself. Just now he did something "wrong", which could have damaged his bike but thankfully did not. When I went past his PC just now, he wasn't there. Where are you? He was in his closet! He self-punishes! It is SO cute there are no words....I told him that was not necessary...damn but he is just such an awesome kid!

  ~*~Hugs~*~

~*~Akiba~*~

Pragmatic Visionary

http://www.affiliates-natural-salt-lamps.com/pages/156.php

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Hi Kate,.thank you so much for your quick response and encouragement. It made me feel loved by everyone who wrote me about what I am going thru. It brought tears to my eyes which isn't an easy thing to do as I have always had to be the "strong" one in my family. Almost stoic.

As far as using a voice system, I've thought of it, and wish I could try it out before I bought it because I hear they are spendy. I have a problem with getting the words out of my head into any voice type of thing like voice mails, answering machines, and tape recorders. If I get feed back I can do okay as long as they speak slow, but my brain doesn't work as fast as it use to. When I type I can pause and think about the next word and take my time.

My hand was doing okay for years up until the last few. I've been mainly one handed for about 15 yrs or so, so I am thinking the wear and tear on the good one is just getting worn out. So I have to rest it more often now, and thats where the gaps in my posting comes in.

I don't know if my depression is chemical because as soon as my situation changes for the better I get happy. Or if the MS has caused some changes because there are other brain related things I've noticed have diminished. Then again it could be my age. [60 ick] Lets not forget good ol'menopause too. And the list goes on......lol...

Hugs and love, Jackie

Subject: RobbinTo: mserslife Date: Wednesday, January 19, 2011, 9:13 PM

Robbin is the only kid I have ever heard of who "self-punishes". If he does something wrong, which is very rare, he will punish himself. Just now he did something "wrong", which could have damaged his bike but thankfully did not. When I went past his PC just now, he wasn't there. Where are you? He was in his closet! He self-punishes! It is SO cute there are no words....I told him that was not necessary...damn but he is just such an awesome kid!

  ~*~Hugs~*~

~*~Akiba~*~

Pragmatic Visionary

http://www.affiliates-natural-salt-lamps.com/pages/156.php

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Hiya Jackie. I think I can relate to the brain not working as fast as I'd like it to. I had the neuro-psych testing and they concurred that my cognitive functioning wasn't quite up to par.I hope things get better in the family, and that the depression lifts for you.You're in my thoughts,Love, KateTo: MSersLife Sent: Thu, January 20, 2011 6:35:28 PMSubject: Re: KATE and ALL [was]Re: Robbin

Hi Kate,.thank you so much for your quick response and encouragement. It made me feel loved by everyone who wrote me about what I am going thru. It brought tears to my eyes which isn't an easy thing to do as I have always had to be the "strong" one in my family. Almost stoic.

As far as using a voice system, I've thought of it, and wish I could try it out before I bought it because I hear they are spendy. I have a problem with getting the words out of my head into any voice type of thing like voice mails, answering machines, and tape recorders. If I get feed back I can do okay as long as they speak slow, but my brain doesn't work as fast as it use to. When I type I can pause and think about the next word and take my time.

My hand was doing okay for years up until the last few. I've been mainly one handed for about 15 yrs or so, so I am thinking the wear and tear on the good one is just getting worn out. So I have to rest it more often now, and thats where the gaps in my posting comes in.

I don't know if my depression is chemical because as soon as my situation changes for the better I get happy. Or if the MS has caused some changes because there are other brain related things I've noticed have diminished. Then again it could be my age. [60 ick] Lets not forget good ol'menopause too. And the list goes on......lol...

Hugs and love, Jackie

Subject: RobbinTo: mserslife Date: Wednesday, January 19, 2011, 9:13 PM

Robbin is the only kid I have ever heard of who "self-punishes". If he does something wrong, which is very rare, he will punish himself. Just now he did something "wrong", which could have damaged his bike but thankfully did not. When I went past his PC just now, he wasn't there. Where are you? He was in his closet! He self-punishes! It is SO cute there are no words....I told him that was not necessary...damn but he is just such an awesome kid!

  ~*~Hugs~*~

~*~Akiba~*~

Pragmatic Visionary

http://www.affiliates-natural-salt-lamps.com/pages/156.php