Guest guest Posted April 16, 2012 Report Share Posted April 16, 2012 I wish I could pick out a mother's day card without my eyes welling up with tears...because I know that no matter what I pick, I will be reminded that my mom wasn't there for me, made my life harder, never cared when I cried and was hurting...and that later on, when she is gone, I will still cry for the relationship we didn't have. amy barrycove@... Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted April 16, 2012 Report Share Posted April 16, 2012 Its why I don't pick them! Oops, the coldness comes out! That's why I have people around me that care for me. its not the asme, but it helps! Bill Hade billfunnyman@... Sorry for myself... I wish I could pick out a mother's day card without my eyes welling up with tears...because I know that no matter what I pick, I will be reminded that my mom wasn't there for me, made my life harder, never cared when I cried and was hurting...and that later on, when she is gone, I will still cry for the relationship we didn't have. amy barrycove@... Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted April 17, 2012 Report Share Posted April 17, 2012 Yes, I know what you mean. One minute she's nice, then she's a bitch. How do you take one without the other? It's exhausting! I don't tend to send cards anymore, but I still keep up the pretense and wait for the insults. Then stupidly try to reason with her and hope that she'll stop doing it. She'll be nice for a bit, then it starts over again. Is there a magic pill I can slip into her tea? Or fairy dust to have just the good fairy, not the wicked witch? I'm sorry for your pain, I feel it too. xxx RM > > > Its why I don't pick them! Oops, the coldness comes out! That's why I have people around me that care for me. its not the asme, but it helps! > > Bill Hade > billfunnyman@... > > > > Sorry for myself... > > > > > > I wish I could pick out a mother's day card without my eyes welling up with tears...because I know that no matter what I pick, I will be reminded that my mom wasn't there for me, made my life harder, never cared when I cried and was hurting...and that later on, when she is gone, I will still cry for the relationship we didn't have. > > amy > > barrycove@... > > Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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