Guest guest Posted August 28, 2011 Report Share Posted August 28, 2011 This past week I spent at my grandmother's house who lives far away. She brought out my baby book she has been working on me the past 21 years. I know I had seen it before but I must have been 14 or so at the time. Upon opening it I was immediately surprised to see pictures of my parents wedding- they were separated just before I turned 2 and divorced a year later after a huge custody battle. They despise each other so much now it was a huge shock to see them together. There were pictures of me as a baby between them. I couldn't help but cry. I think I was overwhelmed at the look of joy on my face that has been so hard to completely find these days. Those days of being a baby and toddler and having no idea what was wrong with your parents and the crap that was to come. Just pure bliss. I guess I wished I could go back to that time and pure innocence. Then I got even sadder that I was crying looking at my baby book. Who the hell crys looking at their baby book? Ugh BPD is one hell of a disease. Just wanted to get that off my chest. Thanks all. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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