Re: Weird dreams--let's make a comparison list

[Guest guest]

always the toilet overflowing in her house and also being trapped in the

basement of her house. They are coming to get you Barbara!

> **

>

>

> Hi all,

>

> I'm back, and thank you for your patience with me. Over time I have noticed

> we all share strange recurring dreams that we have, and I was wondering how

> many other dreams we all have that are similar and/or recurring. I thought

> it might be interesting to get a running list going to compare and see how

> many dream/dream-types we share. I'll go first, with my most disturbing

> ones:

>

> Nada as a car/bed that I am strapped down in and she is out-of-control

> going to crash and kill me...So I am strapped down in this bed that is

> actually a car and the bed-car is actually Nada. She is " driving "

> dangerously fast and out-of-control and I'm afraid for my life. I have

> absolutely no control and my screams do nothing to slow her down or stop

> her.--I had this one mostly in my teen years and early 20s when I was still

> living with her and then coming home from the dorm at college. Particularly

> in high school this dream was strong and forceful.

>

> Another recurring theme, though circumstances are different in each one,

> are the dreams where I murder nada. I still occasionally have this

> one--usually I do it with a knife. And then I'm trying to not be found out.

> It's scary because of the horror that I actually did it, the horror that I

> actually feel relief that I did it, and then the worst part is hiding so I

> won't be found out.

>

> Then another recurring dream is being in a department store--usually the

> military PX where we shopped when I was a child--and trying to hide from

> her. Sometimes I'm naked, sometimes not, but always trying to hide from her.

>

>

> Those are three dreams off the top of my head, though I assure you there

> are many others--possibly worse that I'm blocking out right now. I do have a

> lot of anxiety dreams but she is rarely in those. Usually dreams with nada

> include emotions like absolute fear or horror, shame, humiliation, no

> control, and hopelessness.

>

> Hmmm, that's kind of interesting...

>

> What are yours?

>

>

>

>

>

[Guest guest]

I have a kind of recurring dream " theme " , that I find myself living in a new

house or building, and I don't remember moving in there! Each time I have this

dream, its a different house or building. So, I'm exploring this place I'm

living in as though for the first time, and usually I am delighted with finding

all this cool stuff I didn't know I had. Sometimes other people live in the

house with me, sometimes I am in this new place alone. But the most fun part is

discovering entire new parts of the house that I didn't know were there: a whole

screened in porch, an attic, a huge bedroom, or even a whole section of the

house or building with just acres of rooms... and its all *mine* but I didn't

even know about it. Love those kinds of dreams.

I've also had the recurring dream about water in various forms, and I really

dislike the ones about the huge ocean waves crashing onto the shore, or

realizing that I have to go into the water and actually swim around in those

scary waves, somehow. Nope, don't like those dreams at all, very

anxiety-inducing.

I don't like the dreams where I discover that here in late middle age I am back

in freaking college or even high-school AGAIN thinking that I need to take a few

more classes in order to graduate, and in a panic because I don't know where my

classes are or what homework I was supposed to do. Then during the dream I find

paperwork that shows me that yes, I already did graduate and I don't really have

to be here taking these damned classes, AGAIN. Don't like those dreams; very

frustrating.

My least favorite dreams are the ones where I'm driving and fighting to control

the car; I'm driving on steep hills and fear I'm going to somehow stall out the

engine and roll backwards off the road and off a cliff, or somehow the

steering wheel isn't working right and I'm going to just sail off the edge of

the road and crash in flames far below.

One time, I dreamed that I just totally SCREAMED at my nada, really told her off

very, very thoroughly, let it all out, and she just simply sat there and

accepted it; so, in this dream it was *safe* for me to express my true thoughts

and feelings to her. What a fantasy!

Most favorite dream themes: (a) Being able to fly on my own power, like

Superman. ( Highly creative dreams where I'm seeing things I never saw

before, in places I've never been before, in great and excruciating detail.

Some of those I can remember well enough to write down when I first wake up; one

for example was about a huge, very colorful and unusually-designed apartment

building that was meant to be partially underwater and partially on dry land, so

that the residents could look at the sea life outside their windows if they

wanted to, and part of the building was a kind of art gallery/museum/concert

hall that the residents operated and contributed to. In my dream I was

marveling at all the interesting items for sale in the museum shop, beautiful

things I'd never seen before. Really love those dreams.

-Annie

>

> Hi all,

>

> I'm back, and thank you for your patience with me. Over time I have noticed we

all share strange recurring dreams that we have, and I was wondering how many

other dreams we all have that are similar and/or recurring. I thought it might

be interesting to get a running list going to compare and see how many

dream/dream-types we share. I'll go first, with my most disturbing ones:

>

> Nada as a car/bed that I am strapped down in and she is out-of-control going

to crash and kill me...So I am strapped down in this bed that is actually a car

and the bed-car is actually Nada. She is " driving " dangerously fast and

out-of-control and I'm afraid for my life. I have absolutely no control and my

screams do nothing to slow her down or stop her.--I had this one mostly in my

teen years and early 20s when I was still living with her and then coming home

from the dorm at college. Particularly in high school this dream was strong and

forceful.

>

> Another recurring theme, though circumstances are different in each one, are

the dreams where I murder nada. I still occasionally have this one--usually I do

it with a knife. And then I'm trying to not be found out. It's scary because of

the horror that I actually did it, the horror that I actually feel relief that I

did it, and then the worst part is hiding so I won't be found out.

>

> Then another recurring dream is being in a department store--usually the

military PX where we shopped when I was a child--and trying to hide from her.

Sometimes I'm naked, sometimes not, but always trying to hide from her.

>

> Those are three dreams off the top of my head, though I assure you there are

many others--possibly worse that I'm blocking out right now. I do have a lot of

anxiety dreams but she is rarely in those. Usually dreams with nada include

emotions like absolute fear or horror, shame, humiliation, no control, and

hopelessness.

>

> Hmmm, that's kind of interesting...

>

> What are yours?

>

>

>

[Guest guest]

Ah, jeez. You reminded me of a recurring dream theme where I am looking

desperately for the restroom, and when I finally do find one, every toilet in

every stall is just filthy and I am frantic to find a clean toilet, somewhere,

anywhere.

Gah!!!

-Annie

>

> > **

> >

> >

> > Hi all,

> >

> > I'm back, and thank you for your patience with me. Over time I have noticed

> > we all share strange recurring dreams that we have, and I was wondering how

> > many other dreams we all have that are similar and/or recurring. I thought

> > it might be interesting to get a running list going to compare and see how

> > many dream/dream-types we share. I'll go first, with my most disturbing

> > ones:

> >

> > Nada as a car/bed that I am strapped down in and she is out-of-control

> > going to crash and kill me...So I am strapped down in this bed that is

> > actually a car and the bed-car is actually Nada. She is " driving "

> > dangerously fast and out-of-control and I'm afraid for my life. I have

> > absolutely no control and my screams do nothing to slow her down or stop

> > her.--I had this one mostly in my teen years and early 20s when I was still

> > living with her and then coming home from the dorm at college. Particularly

> > in high school this dream was strong and forceful.

> >

> > Another recurring theme, though circumstances are different in each one,

> > are the dreams where I murder nada. I still occasionally have this

> > one--usually I do it with a knife. And then I'm trying to not be found out.

> > It's scary because of the horror that I actually did it, the horror that I

> > actually feel relief that I did it, and then the worst part is hiding so I

> > won't be found out.

> >

> > Then another recurring dream is being in a department store--usually the

> > military PX where we shopped when I was a child--and trying to hide from

> > her. Sometimes I'm naked, sometimes not, but always trying to hide from her.

> >

> >

> > Those are three dreams off the top of my head, though I assure you there

> > are many others--possibly worse that I'm blocking out right now. I do have a

> > lot of anxiety dreams but she is rarely in those. Usually dreams with nada

> > include emotions like absolute fear or horror, shame, humiliation, no

> > control, and hopelessness.

> >

> > Hmmm, that's kind of interesting...

> >

> > What are yours?

> >

> >

> >

> >

> >

>

>

>

[Guest guest]

I would love to know what's up with the toilet dreams. Mine are VERY

graphic.

That's awesome about discovering rooms in your home in your dreams. how do

you interpret that? Sounds like mental health to me!!!!

On Tue, Oct 4, 2011 at 3:07 PM, anuria67854 wrote:

> **

>

>

> Ah, jeez. You reminded me of a recurring dream theme where I am looking

> desperately for the restroom, and when I finally do find one, every toilet

> in every stall is just filthy and I am frantic to find a clean toilet,

> somewhere, anywhere.

> Gah!!!

>

> -Annie

>

>

>

> >

> > > **

>

> > >

> > >

> > > Hi all,

> > >

> > > I'm back, and thank you for your patience with me. Over time I have

> noticed

> > > we all share strange recurring dreams that we have, and I was wondering

> how

> > > many other dreams we all have that are similar and/or recurring. I

> thought

> > > it might be interesting to get a running list going to compare and see

> how

> > > many dream/dream-types we share. I'll go first, with my most disturbing

> > > ones:

> > >

> > > Nada as a car/bed that I am strapped down in and she is out-of-control

> > > going to crash and kill me...So I am strapped down in this bed that is

> > > actually a car and the bed-car is actually Nada. She is " driving "

> > > dangerously fast and out-of-control and I'm afraid for my life. I have

> > > absolutely no control and my screams do nothing to slow her down or

> stop

> > > her.--I had this one mostly in my teen years and early 20s when I was

> still

> > > living with her and then coming home from the dorm at college.

> Particularly

> > > in high school this dream was strong and forceful.

> > >

> > > Another recurring theme, though circumstances are different in each

> one,

> > > are the dreams where I murder nada. I still occasionally have this

> > > one--usually I do it with a knife. And then I'm trying to not be found

> out.

> > > It's scary because of the horror that I actually did it, the horror

> that I

> > > actually feel relief that I did it, and then the worst part is hiding

> so I

> > > won't be found out.

> > >

> > > Then another recurring dream is being in a department store--usually

> the

> > > military PX where we shopped when I was a child--and trying to hide

> from

> > > her. Sometimes I'm naked, sometimes not, but always trying to hide from

> her.

> > >

> > >

> > > Those are three dreams off the top of my head, though I assure you

> there

> > > are many others--possibly worse that I'm blocking out right now. I do

> have a

> > > lot of anxiety dreams but she is rarely in those. Usually dreams with

> nada

> > > include emotions like absolute fear or horror, shame, humiliation, no

> > > control, and hopelessness.

> > >

> > > Hmmm, that's kind of interesting...

> > >

> > > What are yours?

> > >

> > >

> > >

> > >

> > >

> >

> >

> >

[Guest guest]

RE the toilet dreams, maybe those mean we don't feel there is a clean or " safe "

place in our environment to take care of our basic human needs, so we have to

just wait and keep looking for a safe place to just be ourselves?

I don't know, maybe the " discovering unknown rooms in my new home " recurring

dreams are about searching for mental health, or finding mental health; sounds

plausible. All I'm sure of is that I LOVE those dreams, they're very satisfying

and happy.

Have you ever had a lucid dream, or even a partially lucid dream? A lucid dream

is when, as you are experiencing the dream, you actually realize that you are

dreaming. I've done that a few times, but its almost always right before I wake

up, so I don't get to really do anything with that knowledge. I would love it

if I had the ability to " direct " my dreams, like a director filming a movie;

that would be awesome.

-Annie

>

> I would love to know what's up with the toilet dreams. Mine are VERY

> graphic.

>

> That's awesome about discovering rooms in your home in your dreams. how do

> you interpret that? Sounds like mental health to me!!!!

[Guest guest]

Yes, I've lucid dreamed a few times. In the beginning of therapy I was

somehow lucky enough to figure out how to cut the umbilical chord between me

and my parent's home. Even 8 years NC and I was dragging that shithole

behind me. I don't know why even now I picture it like I gave birth to the

house but no one ever cut the chord - it's bassacwards, I was birthed out of

that mess, not it out of me. But anyway, through lucid dreaming I somehow

cut the chord and I am no longer visited by nada and bada in my sleep. thank

you god for that.

On Tue, Oct 4, 2011 at 9:42 PM, anuria67854 wrote:

> **

>

>

> RE the toilet dreams, maybe those mean we don't feel there is a clean or

> " safe " place in our environment to take care of our basic human needs, so we

> have to just wait and keep looking for a safe place to just be ourselves?

>

> I don't know, maybe the " discovering unknown rooms in my new home "

> recurring dreams are about searching for mental health, or finding mental

> health; sounds plausible. All I'm sure of is that I LOVE those dreams,

> they're very satisfying and happy.

>

> Have you ever had a lucid dream, or even a partially lucid dream? A lucid

> dream is when, as you are experiencing the dream, you actually realize that

> you are dreaming. I've done that a few times, but its almost always right

> before I wake up, so I don't get to really do anything with that knowledge.

> I would love it if I had the ability to " direct " my dreams, like a director

> filming a movie; that would be awesome.

>

>

> -Annie

>

>

> >

> > I would love to know what's up with the toilet dreams. Mine are VERY

> > graphic.

> >

> > That's awesome about discovering rooms in your home in your dreams. how

> do

> > you interpret that? Sounds like mental health to me!!!!

>

>

>

[Guest guest]

That's cool that you were able to direct your dream and make something good

happen that freed you from bad dreams about your nada and bada; that's pretty

dam awesome, actually!

Maybe you were symbolically severing your misplaced feelings of guilt and

responsibility for your nada's and bada's feelings. Forcing one's child into

the " parent " role so that the child feels responsible for her mother's

well-being and happiness IS " bass-ackwards " ... so maybe you were rectifying

that wrongness in your dream, perhaps. But I'm just guessing.

Dream symbolism seems to be part of the collective subconscious/universal and

yet very personal, both at the same time; I think we as individuals are the only

ones who can really interpret our own dream symbolism accurately. (But its fun

to guess, too.)

-Annie

>

> Yes, I've lucid dreamed a few times. In the beginning of therapy I was

> somehow lucky enough to figure out how to cut the umbilical chord between me

> and my parent's home. Even 8 years NC and I was dragging that shithole

> behind me. I don't know why even now I picture it like I gave birth to the

> house but no one ever cut the chord - it's bassacwards, I was birthed out of

> that mess, not it out of me. But anyway, through lucid dreaming I somehow

> cut the chord and I am no longer visited by nada and bada in my sleep. thank

> you god for that.

[Guest guest]

I started listening to Carl Jung's thoughts on dream analysis on tape, but I

haven't finished it yet. I will eventually though.

On Tue, Oct 4, 2011 at 11:42 PM, anuria67854 wrote:

> **

>

>

> That's cool that you were able to direct your dream and make something good

> happen that freed you from bad dreams about your nada and bada; that's

> pretty dam awesome, actually!

>

> Maybe you were symbolically severing your misplaced feelings of guilt and

> responsibility for your nada's and bada's feelings. Forcing one's child into

> the " parent " role so that the child feels responsible for her mother's

> well-being and happiness IS " bass-ackwards " ... so maybe you were rectifying

> that wrongness in your dream, perhaps. But I'm just guessing.

>

> Dream symbolism seems to be part of the collective subconscious/universal

> and yet very personal, both at the same time; I think we as individuals are

> the only ones who can really interpret our own dream symbolism accurately.

> (But its fun to guess, too.)

>

>

> -Annie

>

>

> >

> > Yes, I've lucid dreamed a few times. In the beginning of therapy I was

> > somehow lucky enough to figure out how to cut the umbilical chord between

> me

> > and my parent's home. Even 8 years NC and I was dragging that shithole

> > behind me. I don't know why even now I picture it like I gave birth to

> the

> > house but no one ever cut the chord - it's bassacwards, I was birthed out

> of

> > that mess, not it out of me. But anyway, through lucid dreaming I somehow

> > cut the chord and I am no longer visited by nada and bada in my sleep.

> thank

> > you god for that.

>

>

>

[Guest guest]

I was surprised to have a dream recently (I suffer from insomnia) where I was in

a room with my nada and I jumped on her, pinned her down by straddling her and

clamping my left hand over her mouth forcefully saying 'that's enough!'. I

remember feeling shocked that I had so much anger to do that and how hurt I've

been by everything she's saying that I finally snapped. I felt strange waking up

because I felt like I'm not supposed to lose my temper and shocked at deeply

hurt I am by what she says but also a little bit of relief. Unfortunately she

still says things that hurt...Sunday's call had a classic interjection of

'there's no love in your voice'...ah great, thanks.

>

> Hi all,

>

> I'm back, and thank you for your patience with me. Over time I have noticed we

all share strange recurring dreams that we have, and I was wondering how many

other dreams we all have that are similar and/or recurring. I thought it might

be interesting to get a running list going to compare and see how many

dream/dream-types we share. I'll go first, with my most disturbing ones:

>

> Nada as a car/bed that I am strapped down in and she is out-of-control going

to crash and kill me...So I am strapped down in this bed that is actually a car

and the bed-car is actually Nada. She is " driving " dangerously fast and

out-of-control and I'm afraid for my life. I have absolutely no control and my

screams do nothing to slow her down or stop her.--I had this one mostly in my

teen years and early 20s when I was still living with her and then coming home

from the dorm at college. Particularly in high school this dream was strong and

forceful.

>

> Another recurring theme, though circumstances are different in each one, are

the dreams where I murder nada. I still occasionally have this one--usually I do

it with a knife. And then I'm trying to not be found out. It's scary because of

the horror that I actually did it, the horror that I actually feel relief that I

did it, and then the worst part is hiding so I won't be found out.

>

> Then another recurring dream is being in a department store--usually the

military PX where we shopped when I was a child--and trying to hide from her.

Sometimes I'm naked, sometimes not, but always trying to hide from her.

>

> Those are three dreams off the top of my head, though I assure you there are

many others--possibly worse that I'm blocking out right now. I do have a lot of

anxiety dreams but she is rarely in those. Usually dreams with nada include

emotions like absolute fear or horror, shame, humiliation, no control, and

hopelessness.

>

> Hmmm, that's kind of interesting...

>

> What are yours?

>

>

>

[Guest guest]

Lavendar - my neurolgist has a BPD mother too. I see her for chronic

migraines. She said when her mother was dying she dreamed that her mother

apologized. It was very healing for her. Sounds like your subconcious is

ready to kick her ass - great way to do it. . .in a dream so no one gets

hurt

On Wed, Oct 5, 2011 at 11:05 AM, Lavender <lavender.flowerdew@...

> wrote:

> **

>

>

>

>

> I was surprised to have a dream recently (I suffer from insomnia) where I

> was in a room with my nada and I jumped on her, pinned her down by

> straddling her and clamping my left hand over her mouth forcefully saying

> 'that's enough!'. I remember feeling shocked that I had so much anger to do

> that and how hurt I've been by everything she's saying that I finally

> snapped. I felt strange waking up because I felt like I'm not supposed to

> lose my temper and shocked at deeply hurt I am by what she says but also a

> little bit of relief. Unfortunately she still says things that

> hurt...Sunday's call had a classic interjection of 'there's no love in your

> voice'...ah great, thanks.

>

>

>

> >

> > Hi all,

> >

> > I'm back, and thank you for your patience with me. Over time I have

> noticed we all share strange recurring dreams that we have, and I was

> wondering how many other dreams we all have that are similar and/or

> recurring. I thought it might be interesting to get a running list going to

> compare and see how many dream/dream-types we share. I'll go first, with my

> most disturbing ones:

> >

> > Nada as a car/bed that I am strapped down in and she is out-of-control

> going to crash and kill me...So I am strapped down in this bed that is

> actually a car and the bed-car is actually Nada. She is " driving "

> dangerously fast and out-of-control and I'm afraid for my life. I have

> absolutely no control and my screams do nothing to slow her down or stop

> her.--I had this one mostly in my teen years and early 20s when I was still

> living with her and then coming home from the dorm at college. Particularly

> in high school this dream was strong and forceful.

> >

> > Another recurring theme, though circumstances are different in each one,

> are the dreams where I murder nada. I still occasionally have this

> one--usually I do it with a knife. And then I'm trying to not be found out.

> It's scary because of the horror that I actually did it, the horror that I

> actually feel relief that I did it, and then the worst part is hiding so I

> won't be found out.

> >

> > Then another recurring dream is being in a department store--usually the

> military PX where we shopped when I was a child--and trying to hide from

> her. Sometimes I'm naked, sometimes not, but always trying to hide from her.

>

> >

> > Those are three dreams off the top of my head, though I assure you there

> are many others--possibly worse that I'm blocking out right now. I do have a

> lot of anxiety dreams but she is rarely in those. Usually dreams with nada

> include emotions like absolute fear or horror, shame, humiliation, no

> control, and hopelessness.

> >

> > Hmmm, that's kind of interesting...

> >

> > What are yours?

> >

> >

> >

>

>

>

[Guest guest]

I used to have a weird dream that my Dad was friends with me again, albiet to

varying degrees- but basically everything was normal and cool, it had all been a

misundertanding and everything was forgiven and understood. There would always

be a nagging worry in the back of my mind though...

Always woke up in a cold sweat from that one!

>

> Hi all,

>

> I'm back, and thank you for your patience with me. Over time I have noticed we

all share strange recurring dreams that we have, and I was wondering how many

other dreams we all have that are similar and/or recurring. I thought it might

be interesting to get a running list going to compare and see how many

dream/dream-types we share. I'll go first, with my most disturbing ones:

>

> Nada as a car/bed that I am strapped down in and she is out-of-control going

to crash and kill me...So I am strapped down in this bed that is actually a car

and the bed-car is actually Nada. She is " driving " dangerously fast and

out-of-control and I'm afraid for my life. I have absolutely no control and my

screams do nothing to slow her down or stop her.--I had this one mostly in my

teen years and early 20s when I was still living with her and then coming home

from the dorm at college. Particularly in high school this dream was strong and

forceful.

>

> Another recurring theme, though circumstances are different in each one, are

the dreams where I murder nada. I still occasionally have this one--usually I do

it with a knife. And then I'm trying to not be found out. It's scary because of

the horror that I actually did it, the horror that I actually feel relief that I

did it, and then the worst part is hiding so I won't be found out.

>

> Then another recurring dream is being in a department store--usually the

military PX where we shopped when I was a child--and trying to hide from her.

Sometimes I'm naked, sometimes not, but always trying to hide from her.

>

> Those are three dreams off the top of my head, though I assure you there are

many others--possibly worse that I'm blocking out right now. I do have a lot of

anxiety dreams but she is rarely in those. Usually dreams with nada include

emotions like absolute fear or horror, shame, humiliation, no control, and

hopelessness.

>

> Hmmm, that's kind of interesting...

>

> What are yours?

>

>

>

[Guest guest]

I had a weird dream about my dad last night. We were in a bus, and he was

driving. I was sitting in the seat behind the driver. Next thing I know, I

see a brick wall coming up and someone yelling " don't hit the brick wall! " . I

look at my dad and he's slumped over in the driver's seat. I am prepared to

hit the brick wall, when it seems we go right through it, and my dad is just

fine and driving the bus down the street again.Â

Janet

 Trust in the LORD with all thine heart; and lean not unto thine own

understanding.

 In all thy ways acknowledge him, and he shall direct thy paths.

 Be not wise in thine own eyes: fear the LORD, and depart from evil.

 It shall be health to thy navel, and marrow to thy bones.

Proverbs 3:5-8

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Sent: Wednesday, October 5, 2011 3:18 PM

Subject: Re: Weird dreams--let's make a comparison list

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I used to have a weird dream that my Dad was friends with me again, albiet to

varying degrees- but basically everything was normal and cool, it had all been a

misundertanding and everything was forgiven and understood. There would always

be a nagging worry in the back of my mind though...

Always woke up in a cold sweat from that one!

>

> Hi all,

>

> I'm back, and thank you for your patience with me. Over time I have noticed we

all share strange recurring dreams that we have, and I was wondering how many

other dreams we all have that are similar and/or recurring. I thought it might

be interesting to get a running list going to compare and see how many

dream/dream-types we share. I'll go first, with my most disturbing ones:

>

> Nada as a car/bed that I am strapped down in and she is out-of-control going

to crash and kill me...So I am strapped down in this bed that is actually a car

and the bed-car is actually Nada. She is " driving " dangerously fast and

out-of-control and I'm afraid for my life. I have absolutely no control and my

screams do nothing to slow her down or stop her.--I had this one mostly in my

teen years and early 20s when I was still living with her and then coming home

from the dorm at college. Particularly in high school this dream was strong and

forceful.

>

> Another recurring theme, though circumstances are different in each one, are

the dreams where I murder nada. I still occasionally have this one--usually I do

it with a knife. And then I'm trying to not be found out. It's scary because of

the horror that I actually did it, the horror that I actually feel relief that I

did it, and then the worst part is hiding so I won't be found out.

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> Then another recurring dream is being in a department store--usually the

military PX where we shopped when I was a child--and trying to hide from her.

Sometimes I'm naked, sometimes not, but always trying to hide from her.

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> Those are three dreams off the top of my head, though I assure you there are

many others--possibly worse that I'm blocking out right now. I do have a lot of

anxiety dreams but she is rarely in those. Usually dreams with nada include

emotions like absolute fear or horror, shame, humiliation, no control, and

hopelessness.

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> Hmmm, that's kind of interesting...

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> What are yours?

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