Guest guest Posted October 7, 2010 Report Share Posted October 7, 2010 as i sit here trying to make the best of my day..i have things going off in my head..i read all the posts and i do not know what to say...i see the pain for the new ones, the way the older ones come right in and help them, i see the pain of a love one that has had someone move on, i read about the men in your lives, the baby, kids, the pet ( baby's)..and i just sit here..at times i wish i had never heard of yahoo..i think it is all the pain we see..there was a time in my life i was like omg why me, what the hell did i do..then i came to you and you told me, it was ok to fell this way , we all do..i was looking for names today, could not rem why they do not post..then i rem they walk a diff road now...to day is a hard day for me, and i know for some of you also..i and trying to look into my heart to find them, i know they are live there...but right now they are not coming to the door...i know what you are thinking ..ok she lost it...no i have not, will not all the way..just having one of my boo who day, sorry if i ran on..i would just like to say, if there is some one you love tell them, you may think they know how you feel...but i know they would love to hear it...go see that some one you keep thinking about, you know the one that you say , oh i will go later, later may not come...we do not get do overs in life...oh we try ( i try it all of the time ) but we do not..if there is some one you miss just call, send them a card, time goes by so fast, if you think i do not know what i am saying..look at your kids, rem the day you had them..now just how long ago was it ...i wish you peace Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted October 7, 2010 Report Share Posted October 7, 2010 Debbi, I'm glad you are here. Your postings help me remember there are other things to think about than my pain, and I save the recipes for making someday. Thank you for your contributions, and for being you. :-) {{{{{{{{{HUGS}}}}}}}}}}} Hugs and Love, Jackie May the peace of God be with you...the love of Jesus enfold you...and the Spirit of Christ fill you. Subject: just me..( debbi brant)To: anxietydepressionandbreastcancer , breastcancer2 , mserslife , TheOtherSideofCancer-NowWhat Date: Thursday, October 7, 2010, 7:48 PM as i sit here trying to make the best of my day..i have things going off in my head..i read all the posts and i do not know what to say...i see the pain for the new ones, the way the older ones come right in and help them, i see the pain of a love one that has had someone move on, i read about the men in your lives, the baby, kids, the pet ( baby's)..and i just sit here..at times i wish i had never heard of yahoo..i think it is all the pain we see..there was a time in my life i was like omg why me, what the hell did i do..then i came to you and you told me, it was ok to fell this way , we all do..i was looking for names today, could not rem why they do not post..then i rem they walk a diff road now...to day is a hard day for me, and i know for some of you also..i and trying to look into my heart to find them, i know they are live there...but right now they are not coming to the door...i know what you are thinking ..ok she lost it...no i have not, will not all the way..just having one of my boo who day, sorry if i ran on..i would just like to say, if there is some one you love tell them, you may think they know how you feel...but i know they would love to hear it...go see that some one you keep thinking about, you know the one that you say , oh i will go later, later may not come...we do not get do overs in life...oh we try ( i try it all of the time ) but we do not..if there is some one you miss just call, send them a card, time goes by so fast, if you think i do not know what i am saying..look at your kids, rem the day you had them..now just how long ago was it ...i wish you peace Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted October 8, 2010 Report Share Posted October 8, 2010 Debbi, I am so sorry you are feeling so bad. You are a blessing to all of us and don't know what we would do without you. I am always here if you need to talk. You are in my prayers. Hugs nne To the world you might be one person, but to one person you just might be the world""May the Lord Bless you and keep you,May the Lord Make his face shine upon you, and give you Peace...Forever"Breast Cancer Patients Soul Mates for Lifehttp://breastcancerpatientssoulmatesforlife.bravehost.com/ Anxiety Depression and Breast Cancerhttp://health.groups.yahoo.com/group/AnxietyDepressionandBreastCancerAngel Feather Loomerwww.angelfeatherloomer.blogspot.comThe Cancer Clubwww.cancerclub.com -----Original Message-----From: jewishbaby2010@...Sent: Thu, 7 Oct 2010 19:48:02 -0700 (PDT)To: anxietydepressionandbreastcancer , breastcancer2 , mserslife , theothersideofcancer-nowwhat Subject: just me..( debbi brant) as i sit here trying to make the best of my day..i have things going off in my head..i read all the posts and i do not know what to say...i see the pain for the new ones, the way the older ones come right in and help them, i see the pain of a love one that has had someone move on, i read about the men in your lives, the baby, kids, the pet ( baby's)..and i just sit here..at times i wish i had never heard of yahoo..i think it is all the pain we see..there was a time in my life i was like omg why me, what the hell did i do..then i came to you and you told me, it was ok to fell this way , we all do..i was looking for names today, could not rem why they do not post..then i rem they walk a diff road now...to day is a hard day for me, and i know for some of you also..i and trying to look into my heart to find them, i know they are live there...but right now they are not coming to the door...i know what you are thinking ..ok she lost it...no i have not, will not all the way..just having one of my boo who day, sorry if i ran on..i would just like to say, if there is some one you love tell them, you may think they know how you feel...but i know they would love to hear it...go see that some one you keep thinking about, you know the one that you say , oh i will go later, later may not come...we do not get do overs in life...oh we try ( i try it all of the time ) but we do not..if there is some one you miss just call, send them a card, time goes by so fast, if you think i do not know what i am saying..look at your kids, rem the day you had them..now just how long ago was it ...i wish you peace Send your photos by email in seconds... Try FREE IM ToolPack at www.imtoolpack.com Works in all emails, instant messengers, blogs, forums and social networks. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted October 8, 2010 Report Share Posted October 8, 2010 You have a gift, Debbi. You know so well how toweave thoughts together to really say what's inyour heart.Thank you for this post. It really makes me take timeand think about all my blessings. You are one of them.love to you my friend, Kate just me..( debbi brant)To: anxietydepressionandbreastcancer , breastcancer2 , mserslife , TheOtherSideofCancer-NowWhat > as i sit here trying to make the best of my day..i have things > going off in my head..i read all the posts and i do not know > what to say...i see the pain for the new ones, the way the older > ones come right in and help them, i see the pain of a love one > that has had someone move on, i read about the men in your > lives, the baby, kids, the pet ( baby's)..and i just sit > here..at times i wish i had never heard of yahoo..i think it is > all the pain we see..there was a time in my life i was like omg > why me, what the hell did i do..then i came to you and you told > me, it was ok to fell this way , we all do..i was looking for > names today, could not rem why they do not post..then i rem they > walk a diff road now...to day is a hard day for me, and i know > for some of you also..i and trying to look into my heart to find > them, i know they are live there...but right now they are not > coming to the door...i know what you are thinking ..ok she lost > it...no i have not, will> not all the way..just having one of my boo who day, sorry if i > ran on..i would just like to say, if there is some one you love > tell them, you may think they know how you feel...but i know > they would love to hear it...go see that some one you keep > thinking about, you know the one that you say , oh i will go > later, later may not come...we do not get do overs in life...oh > we try ( i try it all of the time ) but we do not..if there is > some one you miss just call, send them a card, time goes by so > fast, if you think i do not know what i am saying..look at your > kids, rem the day you had them..now just how long ago was it > ...i wish you peace> > > > Kate Attachment: vcard [not shown] Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted October 8, 2010 Report Share Posted October 8, 2010 Baby we all have off days - I have waited two months to go to get my haircut - that was the plan until an hour ago - my head is spinning and I am vibrating - so I am packing it in and going back to bed after I call my beautician - she understands us MS ers it was pretty black for me when I was trying to get oatmeal microwaved and hot up my tea hang in there - this too shall pass - look out the window and see the trees or the leaves or laugh at your furbabies - Peaches can be a total !@#$ but she is also the best nurse I know I know I can always go out to 's and wake Little Harry up and play with all 9 of her dogs - actually Herrn and I will go out on the deck steps and he will lean on me and we will both let the world go by (Harry is 's thirty something son - he works nights and sleeps days) - of course with no name around - he goes AWOL and chases cars and trucks - he chased the trash truck and when it pulled into the driveway and went around back it scared the crap out of him oops sorry that is Brownie's mission in life - she poops for the fun of it - she is Mark's first daughter - opened the door and told him to get his butt in the house and quit playing with the trash truck Miss Bee is blind but she, and Herrn, and I will enjoy the sun and slight breeze not this morning - but soon if I was really feeling good I would head to the mountains and sit on the cement picnic table in the middle of 12 buffalo eating brunch not this morning - but soon Peaches in in her nest of plastic bags and sound asleep - been there since I got up and came in here if she repeats her pattern it will be dividing her day between the grocery sack in the dining room - the back of the love seat in the window - the plastic nest, inside the coffeemaker box or on my lap until she gets too warm and I roll out from under Grandma always said this was laying bye time - resting after the harvest and not yet winter and the holidays God, grant me the strength of eagles wings, the faith and courage to fly to new heights, and the wisdom to rely on his spirit to carry me there. To: MSersLife Sent: Fri, October 8, 2010 7:41:07 AMSubject: Re: just me..( debbi brant) You have a gift, Debbi. You know so well how toweave thoughts together to really say what's inyour heart.Thank you for this post. It really makes me take timeand think about all my blessings. You are one of them.love to you my friend, Kate just me..( debbi brant)To: anxietydepressionandbreastcancer , breastcancer2 , mserslife , TheOtherSideofCancer-NowWhat > as i sit here trying to make the best of my day..i have things > going off in my head..i read all the posts and i do not know > what to say...i see the pain for the new ones, the way the older > ones come right in and help them, i see the pain of a love one > that has had someone move on, i read about the men in your > lives, the baby, kids, the pet ( baby's)..and i just sit > here..at times i wish i had never heard of yahoo..i think it is > all the pain we see..there was a time in my life i was like omg > why me, what the hell did i do..then i came to you and you told > me, it was ok to fell this way , we all do..i was looking for > names today, could not rem why they do not post..then i rem they > walk a diff road now...to day is a hard day for me, and i know > for some of you also..i and trying to look into my heart to find > them, i know they are live there...but right now they are not > coming to the door...i know what you are thinking ..ok she lost > it...no i have not, will> not all the way..just having one of my boo who day, sorry if i > ran on..i would just like to say, if there is some one you love > tell them, you may think they know how you feel...but i know > they would love to hear it...go see that some one you keep > thinking about, you know the one that you say , oh i will go > later, later may not come...we do not get do overs in life...oh > we try ( i try it all of the time ) but we do not..if there is > some one you miss just call, send them a card, time goes by so > fast, if you think i do not know what i am saying..look at your > kids, rem the day you had them..now just how long ago was it > ...i wish you peace> > > > Kate Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted October 8, 2010 Report Share Posted October 8, 2010 Anne, You are in my prayers. Hope you feel better soon. Hugs nne To the world you might be one person, but to one person you just might be the world""May the Lord Bless you and keep you,May the Lord Make his face shine upon you, and give you Peace...Forever"Breast Cancer Patients Soul Mates for Lifehttp://breastcancerpatientssoulmatesforlife.bravehost.com/ Anxiety Depression and Breast Cancerhttp://health.groups.yahoo.com/group/AnxietyDepressionandBreastCancerAngel Feather Loomerwww.angelfeatherloomer.blogspot.comThe Cancer Clubwww.cancerclub.com Re: just me..( debbi brant) You have a gift, Debbi. You know so well how toweave thoughts together to really say what's inyour heart.Thank you for this post. It really makes me take timeand think about all my blessings. You are one of them.love to you my friend, Kate just me..( debbi brant)To: anxietydepressionandbreastcancer , breastcancer2 , mserslife , TheOtherSideofCancer-NowWhat > as i sit here trying to make the best of my day..i have things > going off in my head..i read all the posts and i do not know > what to say...i see the pain for the new ones, the way the older > ones come right in and help them, i see the pain of a love one > that has had someone move on, i read about the men in your > lives, the baby, kids, the pet ( baby's)..and i just sit > here..at times i wish i had never heard of yahoo..i think it is > all the pain we see..there was a time in my life i was like omg > why me, what the hell did i do..then i came to you and you told > me, it was ok to fell this way , we all do..i was looking for > names today, could not rem why they do not post..then i rem they > walk a diff road now...to day is a hard day for me, and i know > for some of you also..i and trying to look into my heart to find > them, i know they are live there...but right now they are not > coming to the door...i know what you are thinking ..ok she lost > it...no i have not, will> not all the way..just having one of my boo who day, sorry if i > ran on..i would just like to say, if there is some one you love > tell them, you may think they know how you feel...but i know > they would love to hear it...go see that some one you keep > thinking about, you know the one that you say , oh i will go > later, later may not come...we do not get do overs in life...oh > we try ( i try it all of the time ) but we do not..if there is > some one you miss just call, send them a card, time goes by so > fast, if you think i do not know what i am saying..look at your > kids, rem the day you had them..now just how long ago was it > ...i wish you peace> > > > Kate Send your photos by email in seconds... Try FREE IM ToolPack at www.imtoolpack.com Works in all emails, instant messengers, blogs, forums and social networks. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted October 8, 2010 Report Share Posted October 8, 2010 hanging in there - didn't get my fingernails cut this week so I can hand on - I will make it God, grant me the strength of eagles wings, the faith and courage to fly to new heights, and the wisdom to rely on his spirit to carry me there. To: mserslife Sent: Fri, October 8, 2010 8:47:30 AMSubject: Re: just me..( debbi brant) Anne, You are in my prayers. Hope you feel better soon. Hugs nne To the world you might be one person, but to one person you just might be the world""May the Lord Bless you and keep you,May the Lord Make his face shine upon you, and give you Peace...Forever"Breast Cancer Patients Soul Mates for Lifehttp://breastcancerpatientssoulmatesforlife.bravehost.com/ Anxiety Depression and Breast Cancerhttp://health.groups.yahoo.com/group/AnxietyDepressionandBreastCancerAngel Feather Loomerwww.angelfeatherloomer.blogspot.comThe Cancer Clubwww.cancerclub.com Re: just me..( debbi brant) You have a gift, Debbi. You know so well how toweave thoughts together to really say what's inyour heart.Thank you for this post. It really makes me take timeand think about all my blessings. You are one of them.love to you my friend, Kate just me..( debbi brant)To: anxietydepressionandbreastcancer , breastcancer2 , mserslife , TheOtherSideofCancer-NowWhat > as i sit here trying to make the best of my day..i have things > going off in my head..i read all the posts and i do not know > what to say...i see the pain for the new ones, the way the older > ones come right in and help them, i see the pain of a love one > that has had someone move on, i read about the men in your > lives, the baby, kids, the pet ( baby's)..and i just sit > here..at times i wish i had never heard of yahoo..i think it is > all the pain we see..there was a time in my life i was like omg > why me, what the hell did i do..then i came to you and you told > me, it was ok to fell this way , we all do..i was looking for > names today, could not rem why they do not post..then i rem they > walk a diff road now...to day is a hard day for me, and i know > for some of you also..i and trying to look into my heart to find > them, i know they are live there...but right now they are not > coming to the door...i know what you are thinking ..ok she lost > it...no i have not, will> not all the way..just having one of my boo who day, sorry if i > ran on..i would just like to say, if there is some one you love > tell them, you may think they know how you feel...but i know > they would love to hear it...go see that some one you keep > thinking about, you know the one that you say , oh i will go > later, later may not come...we do not get do overs in life...oh > we try ( i try it all of the time ) but we do not..if there is > some one you miss just call, send them a card, time goes by so > fast, if you think i do not know what i am saying..look at your > kids, rem the day you had them..now just how long ago was it > ...i wish you peace> > > > Kate Send your photos by email in seconds...Try FREE IM ToolPack at www.imtoolpack.comWorks in all emails, instant messengers, blogs, forums and social networks. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted October 8, 2010 Report Share Posted October 8, 2010 Excellent advice Debbi. I always say I'm going to "keep in touch" with old friends or long lost relatives but the intentions just slip away some how. I do want to say though I feel like I DID get a do-over in life. I nearly died in a car wreck in 2002 and I hovered between life and death for a few days. I feel I got pulled back from the brink and I have thanked God every single day since for my life. I hope everyone here gets a chance to experience that feeling of a "do-over". love to you Debbi SharonThis email is a natural hand made product. The slight variations in spelling and grammar enhance its individual character and beauty and in no way are to be considered flaws or defects. To: anxietydepressionandbreastcancer ; breastcancer2 ; mserslife ; TheOtherSideofCancer-NowWhat Sent: Thu, October 7, 2010 7:48:02 PMSubject: just me..( debbi brant) as i sit here trying to make the best of my day..i have things going off in my head..i read all the posts and i do not know what to say...i see the pain for the new ones, the way the older ones come right in and help them, i see the pain of a love one that has had someone move on, i read about the men in your lives, the baby, kids, the pet ( baby's)..and i just sit here..at times i wish i had never heard of yahoo..i think it is all the pain we see..there was a time in my life i was like omg why me, what the hell did i do..then i came to you and you told me, it was ok to fell this way , we all do..i was looking for names today, could not rem why they do not post..then i rem they walk a diff road now...to day is a hard day for me, and i know for some of you also..i and trying to look into my heart to find them, i know they are live there...but right now they are not coming to the door...i know what you are thinking ..ok she lost it...no i have not, will not all the way..just having one of my boo who day, sorry if i ran on..i would just like to say, if there is some one you love tell them, you may think they know how you feel...but i know they would love to hear it...go see that some one you keep thinking about, you know the one that you say , oh i will go later, later may not come...we do not get do overs in life...oh we try ( i try it all of the time ) but we do not..if there is some one you miss just call, send them a card, time goes by so fast, if you think i do not know what i am saying..look at your kids, rem the day you had them..now just how long ago was it ...i wish you peace Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted October 8, 2010 Report Share Posted October 8, 2010 I'm going to go hug Robbin. ~*~Hugs~*~ ~*~Akiba~*~ -- Re: just me..( debbi brant) You have a gift, Debbi. You know so well how toweave thoughts together to really say what's inyour heart.Thank you for this post. It really makes me take timeand think about all my blessings. You are one of them.love to you my friend, Kate just me..( debbi brant)To: anxietydepressionandbreastcancer , breastcancer2 , mserslife , TheOtherSideofCancer-NowWhat > as i sit here trying to make the best of my day..i have things > going off in my head..i read all the posts and i do not know > what to say...i see the pain for the new ones, the way the older > ones come right in and help them, i see the pain of a love one > that has had someon e move on, i read about the men in your > lives, the baby, kids, the pet ( baby's)..and i just sit > here..at times i wish i had never heard of yahoo..i think it is > all the pain we see..there was a time in my life i was like omg > why me, what the hell did i do..then i came to you and you told > me, it was ok to fell this way , we all do..i was looking for > names today, could not rem why they do not post..then i rem they > walk a diff road now...to day is a hard day for me, and i know > for some of you also..i and trying to look into my heart to find > them, i know they are live there...but right now they are not > coming to the door...i know what you are thinking ..ok she lost > it...no i have not, will> not all the way..just having one of my boo who day, sorry if i > ran on..i would just like to say, if there is some one you love > tell t hem, you may think they know how you feel...but i know > they would love to hear it...go see that some one you keep > thinking about, you know the one that you say , oh i will go > later, later may not come...we do not get do overs in life...oh > we try ( i try it all of the time ) but we do not..if there is > some one you miss just call, send them a card, time goes by so > fast, if you think i do not know what i am saying..look at your > kids, rem the day you had them..now just how long ago was it > ...i wish you peace> > > > Kate Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted October 8, 2010 Report Share Posted October 8, 2010 Sharon,You have really been through the wringer my friend.Thank God you were spared, and you came out ofthe accident alive. It must have been terrifying for yourfriends and family.God is good.love to you, KateTo: MSersLife Sent: Fri, October 8, 2010 12:23:59 PMSubject: Re: just me..( debbi brant) Excellent advice Debbi. I always say I'm going to "keep in touch" with old friends or long lost relatives but the intentions just slip away some how. I do want to say though I feel like I DID get a do-over in life. I nearly died in a car wreck in 2002 and I hovered between life and death for a few days. I feel I got pulled back from the brink and I have thanked God every single day since for my life. I hope everyone here gets a chance to experience that feeling of a "do-over". love to you Debbi SharonThis email is a natural hand made product. The slight variations in spelling and grammar enhance its individual character and beauty and in no way are to be considered flaws or defects. To: anxietydepressionandbreastcancer ; breastcancer2 ; mserslife ; TheOtherSideofCancer-NowWhat Sent: Thu, October 7, 2010 7:48:02 PMSubject: just me..( debbi brant) as i sit here trying to make the best of my day..i have things going off in my head..i read all the posts and i do not know what to say...i see the pain for the new ones, the way the older ones come right in and help them, i see the pain of a love one that has had someone move on, i read about the men in your lives, the baby, kids, the pet ( baby's)..and i just sit here..at times i wish i had never heard of yahoo..i think it is all the pain we see..there was a time in my life i was like omg why me, what the hell did i do..then i came to you and you told me, it was ok to fell this way , we all do..i was looking for names today, could not rem why they do not post..then i rem they walk a diff road now...to day is a hard day for me, and i know for some of you also..i and trying to look into my heart to find them, i know they are live there...but right now they are not coming to the door...i know what you are thinking ..ok she lost it...no i have not, will not all the way..just having one of my boo who day, sorry if i ran on..i would just like to say, if there is some one you love tell them, you may think they know how you feel...but i know they would love to hear it...go see that some one you keep thinking about, you know the one that you say , oh i will go later, later may not come...we do not get do overs in life...oh we try ( i try it all of the time ) but we do not..if there is some one you miss just call, send them a card, time goes by so fast, if you think i do not know what i am saying..look at your kids, rem the day you had them..now just how long ago was it ...i wish you peace Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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