OUR STORY THIS CHRISTMAS

December 29, 2011

Hi,

THROUGHOUT THIS TIME AND UP TO NOW, GOD HAS BEEN

SO FAITHFUL TO US. HE IS BEAUTIFUL AND AWESOME. WE ARE SO

THANKFUL FOR THE PRIVILEGE OF "CARRYING" US AND MOLDING US.

HE WHO DWELLS IN THE SHELTER OF THE MOST HIGH WILL REST

IN THE SHADOW OF THE ALMIGHTY. - PSALM 91:1

A day after Christmas, we share our story to our love ones, to our families

and friends. After many years since 2008, we hide our predicament to them.

The reaon we hide it because the father of Abe had hypertension and wedon't want him to worry. And also his Dad and Mom will surely go to Manaog, a placein the Philippines where they say they see the image of the Virgin .Peope go there for petition to the Virgin . We don't want it to happen because itwill steal the glory of the Lord Jesus in their mind. They will say, Abe is healed bec.of this. His Mom had a heart problem and died without knowing the condition of Abe.

I know my Mom will always call me everyday crying. We don't like it either,

will put our spirit down. And also during that time, our life is just normal, we could care,

give, work, serve without our family and others worrying about us. This e-mail is

the one I sent to them, I just cut the portion that I asked forgiveness for not telling

our family and close friends for a long time. May the Lord bless you... I know my e-mail is long. Jan. 2008, Abe, my husband was diagnosed with colorectal CA. Jan. 24, 2008 they startchemotherapy and radiation. Chemo , he had a pump in a bag and will still go towork. This was during winter time in Iowa. The chemo will flow 48 hours and by thethird day , a nurse will come to the house and remove it every 2 weeks. Aside from that,

he needed to go to hospital for IV chemo once every 2 weeks and radiation Monday

to Friday for 28 sessions and go back to work after that. He will still work more

hours the following day to make up the hours lost during chemo and radiation and had on-call

at night. He cannot hide this bag from co-workers even working in lab. gown.

Chemo and radiation was done by April. May 17, 2008, we attended my nephew's

wedding (my eldest brother's son) with . In all these things,

God is very faithful. We even danced for 5 hours continuously. At this time,

Abe had a port for chemo in his chest. God is carrying us. It's a privelege that Lord Jesusis carrying us throughout. He never leave us nor forsake us. God gave us a comforting

peace and no one knew our predicament.

June, 2008, the surgeons did a resection of the colorectal mass (cancer)

and had ileostomy. So, Abe need to have colostomy bag/pouch for his # 2 for 6 months.

After surgery, they did chmotherapy for 6 months. Still the same, he was still working.

By January, 2009, they reversed the ileostomy and now he could use his bottom again.

He went to the Philippines to attend the funeral of Abe's Mom. The plan was to tell

them now the past health history of Abe but since they still in mourn, Abe was not

able to say it and it means we cannot say it to everyone. We wanted to tell the Dad in person

so that he could see that Abe is well.

Before we leave Iowa, they saw a new mass in the lung and we came to California,

it was confirmed through biopsy that the colorectal cancer metastasize or meaning

same cells went to the left lung. Abe did chemo for 6 months again, this time

the chemo was more aggressive. Chemo started Monday with an IV chemo in cancer

center that lasted about 4 hours, then will go home with a chemo pump in a bag that will flow

for 48 hours. Then Wednesday, he would go back to the center for them to remove

the chemo pump. After 6 months of chemo, had another set of chemotherapy, higher dose and much

more aggresive. During that time, he had 2 works, Antelope Valley Hosp. and Palmalde Regional

Hospital where he was confined. Then he lost the job in Antelope Valley and just concentrate

on Palmdale Regional Hospital. He was still working and only absent himself every chemo time and a day.

Then, he had rest for 1 1/2 months from chemo and had upper lobe lobectomy of the

left lung. Left lung has 2 lobes and they got the upper lobe. Right lung has 3 lobes.

The lobectomy was done Dec 8, 2011 (Thursday). This is for CURE, unlike other

Stage 4 that do treatments only for control. We went home Dec. 11 (Sunday)

and by Wednesday, Dec. 14, he had a stroke. Dec. 16, Friday, he had right decompression

of the brain. Today, Christmas time, a chest tube was placed because of pneumo-

thorax (the left lung that had operation was collapsed due to air outside of the left lung, in the

pleural space. The chest tube was needed to get rid of the air and made the left lung to function well

again and they do successive x-rays to compare things). Before the chest tube was

placed, we had a good talk to surrender ourselves to God and testify about his grace

and mercy to us. And Abe said YES. Praise the Lord. We are just waiting for rehab but since we are

still in the hospital, the doctor ordered chest x-ray and was found to have pneumothorax. It's

a blessing in disguise since we were still in the hospital and no difficulty of

breathing yet. If we already go to the rehab, for sure at some point we will go back

to emergency room because of this. GOD IS GOOD.

The situation made us closer to Him and to each other. I will usually go to him Wednesday

and eat lunch at the car, parked in the hospital and will enjoy each other. We chose Wednesday

bec. this day is longer than the other days, the family attends Midweek Service at Highland's

Church. Even we were married 12 years next June of 2012, I still consider him my boyfriend and

I'm his girlfriend. I cannot explain, in the midst of everything, we are so happy and content.

God's way is so different, work helped him a lot than not doing anything Thank you Lord.

Thank you very much for reading our story. We lived a "normal" life withot our family and

other close friends knowing it. We had the privilege of giving and caring without them worrying

about us. Some people asked for help without hesitation. Aside from this, we also had therapies

for AJ , our younger daughter who was diagnosed with autism secondary to metals from vaccination.

She was found to have different kinds of metals in her body that needed to be chelated and the

same sypmptoms with autism. We tried a lot of alternative medicine and up to now

we are still believing that she will be healed in the name of Jesus. She is so normal

and so intelligent. At 1 and 1/2 years old, she knew all the sounds of the letters.

At 2 years old, she was almost reading then also at this time after 18 months

vaccination, she started to regress and was unable to speak. Now, she could

speak per word but then we are still not losing hope for her. It's very hard

because I saw her potentials. But since insurance won't shoulder alternative medicine,

we needed to pay out of our pocket. We are still doing alternative medicine. The

doctor is healing first her gut due to a lot of food insensitivities/ GIT inflammation

damaged by the metals. Then the doctor will do chelation to get rid of metals.

Please pray also for AJ. She is already 6 years old, attending special education,

first grade and doing therapies, 3 1/2 hours of therapies everyday in our house,

total of 20 hours per week in our house. I joined a yahoo group, the same condition

of AJ, and some kids were recovered from this condition. The parents who recovered

their kids are helping those who wanted to recover other kids thru discussion

via e-mails. There's no particular treatment. Each child was affected by

metals differently. Companies uses metals to preserve the vaccines. The statistic

of autism before is 1 in 10,000 around, 1980's ..now it's 1 in 100 , increased

statistic not only in US but other countries.

During those time, and up to now, It is the Lord Jesus carrying us.

This is God's battle, not ours and we won already through CHRIST. I hope

our family won't feel betrayed, we experienced the care of our Lord Jesus in

a very special way.

THANK YOU ALL FOR YOUR PRAYERS. GOD IS IN CONTROL.

I LOVE YOU, LORD. PLEASE PRAY FOR FASTER AND COMPLETE RECOVERY.

BY JESUS' STRIPES, ABE AND AJ WERE HEALED.

Victory in Christ,

Mhel

PS. I JUST FELT THAT ABE'S DAD NEED TO KNOW THIS FIRST.

I CALLED HIM AND HE KNEW ALREADY AND RECEIVED THE NEWS

WELL. IT'S A BLESSING THAT WE WERE IN THE UNITED STATES OR

ELSE WE DON'T KNOW HOW TO GET RESOURCES FOR THE TREATMENT.

I TOLD HIM THAT THE REASON WE DID NOT TELL HIM IS FOR HIM NOT TO WORRY AND ALSO

WE DON'T WANT THEM TO GO TO MANAOG AND PETITION

IT THERE BECAUSE THE VIRGIIN MARY IS ONLY HUMAN AND JESUS

IS THE LORD BUT MARY WOULD BE HAPPY IF HE WILL RECEIVE JESUS

IN HIS HEART. THANK YOU HOLY SPIRIT FOR ANNOINTING THIS E-MAIL.

WE LOVE YOU DADDY VERY MUCH.

FOR THOSE WHO WANTED TO EXPERIENCE THE LOVE, CARE , SUPPORT,

COMFORTING AND SAVING PEACE OF GOD: JUST RECEIVE THE GIFT

AND SAY THIS PRAYER AND MEAN IT FROM YOUR HEART:

LORD JESUS, COME TO MY HEART. I BELIEVE THAT YOU DIED IN THE

CROSS FOR MY SINS. BE MY SAVIOR AND TAKE CONTROL OF MY LIFE.

THANK YOU LORD.

JUST BY PRAYING THIS SIMPLE PRAYER, YOU BECOME A CHILD OF

GOD. EXPECT CHANGES IN YOUR LIFE AND YOU WILL BE ASSURED

OF ETERNAL LIFE IN HEAVEN. YOU WILL HAVE A DESIRE TO READ

THE BIBLE, THE WORD OF GOD. YOU WON'T REGRET.

MERRY CHRISTMAS AND HAVE A BLESSED NEW YEAR !!!

December 29, 2011

oh Mhel....what can i say except that I feel you a kindred spirit and love you with all my heart even thou i never met you....may Gods angels continue to lift you up and give you strength...

To: mb12valtrex Sent: Thursday, December 29, 2011 4:59 AMSubject: OUR STORY THIS CHRISTMAS