I don't know what to do anymore

February 14, 2008

It seems that things are going from bad to worse lately.

First today I had an appt to find out why I've been having dizzy spells.They

think I might already have or starting to have diabeties. Which sucks cause I

have enough drugs I am taking without having to keep track of my blood sugar

levels.

Then yesterday we found out that my dear husbands weight is up, part of it is

cause he's retaining water and loads of it. We are talking several pounds of it.

So that meant his blood pressurer was up, and of courst that would explain his

huge headaches. But now I am scared that he is hiding more issues from me. he;s

hurting that much I already know but it just bothers me to think how much he's

hurting. Pat is my world and I don't know what to do if something happens.

Today we both ended up working, so valentines day was spent very short time

just being together. But we are so worried bout our finances that it's not even

time to do anything. I am hurting, he's hurting and we're broke. I mean so bad

that my van is gonna have to sit cause I got now gas money

Vicki/Lady Vader

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