Guest guest Posted February 20, 2008 Report Share Posted February 20, 2008 Almost a year ago I watched my stepDAD die slowly of alzheimers,I was there to help change his diapers. I WAS a member of a support group at what was my church,I shared each week about his condition and how I felt about his oassing slowly like he was. It was common knowledge among many espacialy the pastor. The day stepDAD passed I called a counlsor @ churh and told her. NO flowers,no card ,no vistors,no announcement at service of his passing. I thought to myself WHAT kinda church body is this that I obviously don't belong to??? I soo relate to your lonliness!!! However I am with you ! ! ! GOD Bless YOU ! ! ! Christi My Friend !!! . ... . n ArkanSAW > > Been here.done that. and DO NOT WANT TO GO THERE AGAIN! > > Since I went into the hospital for back surgery on Feb I have slowly > been sliding into depression. My church has been wonderful in helping > with food, but NO and I mean NO ONE has come to visit me since I got > home. I feel like I have been cut off from civilization and am slowing > going down hill. I have not gotten out of bed today and was crying > earlier due to being lonely and depressed. I go back to the doctor > tomorrow for a check up and I am so hoping that he will release me to > go back to work as I do not know how much more of being trapped inside > all the time and alone. I am losing my mind. All I do is lay in bed > and watch tv. I really have no idea what or why I am writing here, > guess I am just trying to connect and figure out why I am so alone. I > need to go back to work so that I at least have people connection. > Thanks for listening/reading my ramblings. > > Christi in Waxahachie TX > Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted February 20, 2008 Report Share Posted February 20, 2008 Hey john, Did you take the movie star test? I'm curious, are you Madonna or are you Grace like me. JudyMer ---- johnhoneycutt1963 wrote: > Almost a year ago I watched my stepDAD die slowly of alzheimers,I was > there to help change his diapers. I WAS a member of a support group > at what was my church,I shared each week about his condition and how > I felt about his oassing slowly like he was. It was common knowledge > among many espacialy the pastor. The day stepDAD passed I called a > counlsor @ churh and told her. NO flowers,no card ,no vistors,no > announcement at service of his passing. I thought to myself WHAT > kinda church body is this that I obviously don't belong to??? > > I soo relate to your lonliness!!! However I am with you ! ! ! > GOD Bless YOU ! ! ! Christi My Friend !!! . ... . n ArkanSAW > > > > > > > > Been here.done that. and DO NOT WANT TO GO THERE AGAIN! > > > > Since I went into the hospital for back surgery on Feb I have > slowly > > been sliding into depression. My church has been wonderful in > helping > > with food, but NO and I mean NO ONE has come to visit me since I > got > > home. I feel like I have been cut off from civilization and am > slowing > > going down hill. I have not gotten out of bed today and was crying > > earlier due to being lonely and depressed. I go back to the doctor > > tomorrow for a check up and I am so hoping that he will release me > to > > go back to work as I do not know how much more of being trapped > inside > > all the time and alone. I am losing my mind. All I do is lay in > bed > > and watch tv. I really have no idea what or why I am writing here, > > guess I am just trying to connect and figure out why I am so > alone. I > > need to go back to work so that I at least have people connection. > > Thanks for listening/reading my ramblings. > > > > Christi in Waxahachie TX > > > > Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted February 20, 2008 Report Share Posted February 20, 2008 So sorry to hear about your loss last year. Thank you for your kind words . Christi Randall www.singingwomenoftexas.com Re: Slowly going into depression, I share your sentiment ! ! ! Almost a year ago I watched my stepDAD die slowly of alzheimers,I was there to help change his diapers. I WAS a member of a support group at what was my church,I shared each week about his condition and how I felt about his oassing slowly like he was. It was common knowledge among many espacialy the pastor. The day stepDAD passed I called a counlsor @ churh and told her. NO flowers,no card ,no vistors,no announcement at service of his passing. I thought to myself WHAT kinda church body is this that I obviously don't belong to??? I soo relate to your lonliness!!! However I am with you ! ! ! GOD Bless YOU ! ! ! Christi My Friend !!! . ... . n ArkanSAW > > Been here.done that. and DO NOT WANT TO GO THERE AGAIN! > > Since I went into the hospital for back surgery on Feb I have slowly > been sliding into depression. My church has been wonderful in helping > with food, but NO and I mean NO ONE has come to visit me since I got > home. I feel like I have been cut off from civilization and am slowing > going down hill. I have not gotten out of bed today and was crying > earlier due to being lonely and depressed. I go back to the doctor > tomorrow for a check up and I am so hoping that he will release me to > go back to work as I do not know how much more of being trapped inside > all the time and alone. I am losing my mind. All I do is lay in bed > and watch tv. I really have no idea what or why I am writing here, > guess I am just trying to connect and figure out why I am so alone. I > need to go back to work so that I at least have people connection. > Thanks for listening/reading my ramblings. > > Christi in Waxahachie TX > 1. While it is wonderful to share our experiences with everyone on the list as to what treatments do and don't work for us, pls always check with your dr. Some treatments are dangerous when given along with other meds as well as to certain health conditions or just dangerous in general. 2. If you are in a difficult situation (doesn't matter what it is) pls don't be afraid to ask for help. It is the first step to trying to make that situation better. 3. To unsubscribe the e-mail is: Fibromyalgia_Support_Group-unsubscribe 4. Also, it is not uncommon for more than one member to be feeling bad at the same time when it comes to flares and b/c of that potentially take something another member says the wrong way. And that includes the things that one member may find funny (even if it's laughing at fibro itself) even though we who deal with illness whether one such as fibro or multiple illnesses try to keep a sense of humor. 5. Pls let's be gentle with each other, and if you are having a bad day pls let us know so that we can do our best to offer our support. Have a nice day everyone. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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