My apologies~I am a jacka$$ at times

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Last night I was in panic mode again. I tend to act before thinking sometimes.

If anyone was offended by my email rantings, let me say I am deeply sorry. I

know we are all suffering. I do not want to make the load heavier for anyone. Am

trying to uplift others and stay in a positive light, but life gets in the way

at times. Not much sleep either. That is not helping. I am really sick of being

controlled by pain and anxiety. I need to control it, not the other way around.

I am gonna call dentist this morning. Almost too tired to go. Hopefully though,

some meds that work will be prescribed. I have another cracked molar on the rt

side and a cracked front tooth on bottom too and those are hurting as well. I am

ready for a total extraction of them all and get me some perty teeth. LOL

Hope this finds you in not too much pain and I am wishing you a day of

sunshine and smiles. love you all. You are such a blessing to me. If I can ever

do anything for anyone of you, I will in a heartbeat.

Hugs,

Quote of the Day

" Don't let other people tell you what you want. "

– Pat Riley

[Guest guest]

Wow, do I have to go through last nights messages again? pfffffft!

Guess what I haven't met anyone who wasn't at times people will get

over it, whatever it was. lol

God bless and keep you,

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> Last night I was in panic mode again. I tend to act before thinking

sometimes. If anyone was offended by my email rantings, let me say I

am deeply sorry. I know we are all suffering. I do not want to make

the load heavier for anyone. Am trying to uplift others and stay in a

positive light, but life gets in the way at times. Not much sleep

either. That is not helping. I am really sick of being controlled by

pain and anxiety. I need to control it, not the other way around. I

am gonna call dentist this morning. Almost too tired to go. Hopefully

though, some meds that work will be prescribed. I have another

cracked molar on the rt side and a cracked front tooth on bottom too

and those are hurting as well. I am ready for a total extraction of

them all and get me some perty teeth. LOL

> Hope this finds you in not too much pain and I am wishing you a

day of sunshine and smiles. love you all. You are such a blessing to

me. If I can ever do anything for anyone of you, I will in a

heartbeat.

> Hugs,

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OMG,I just went back and read, I still don't know what you are

apologising for you were in pain. have you gotten to the dentist yet?

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> Last night I was in panic mode again. I tend to act before thinking

sometimes. If anyone was offended by my email rantings, let me say I

am deeply sorry. I know we are all suffering. I do not want to make

the load heavier for anyone. Am trying to uplift others and stay in a

positive light, but life gets in the way at times. Not much sleep

either. That is not helping. I am really sick of being controlled by

pain and anxiety. I need to control it, not the other way around. I

am gonna call dentist this morning. Almost too tired to go. Hopefully

though, some meds that work will be prescribed. I have another

cracked molar on the rt side and a cracked front tooth on bottom too

and those are hurting as well. I am ready for a total extraction of

them all and get me some perty teeth. LOL

> Hope this finds you in not too much pain and I am wishing you a

day of sunshine and smiles. love you all. You are such a blessing to

me. If I can ever do anything for anyone of you, I will in a

heartbeat.

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> " Don't let other people tell you what you want. "

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[Guest guest]

, I want you to be able to write and vent about anything here. Sometimes

life gets to be too much and we have to talk to someone. I have not been here

much lately and am trying to answer some posts. (I won't get to all of them).

Honey, I mean it. Don't feel bad about complaining or sharing the miseries of

life here. I have had days when I wanted to write a novel about the problems

between me and my d/h. I get a little afraid that I will get on a subject

others won't like and that they will not fully understand.

It sounds like things with your husband are going to get worse and worse. I

can be here to listen. I won't offer options... the options are up to you. No

one but no one knows the best answers unless they are in your shoes. I realize

that leaving him would be difficult because of financial reasons. It almost

seems like you are in a prison because of lack of your own funds. That is not

your fault. You will leave if and when you can and decide to. But I will be

here to listen.

love and hugs,

Debra V.

wrote:

Last night I was in panic mode again. I tend to act before thinking

sometimes. If anyone was offended by my email rantings, let me say I am deeply

sorry. I know we are all suffering. I do not want to make the load heavier for

anyone. Am trying to uplift others and stay in a positive light, but life gets

in the way at times. Not much sleep either. That is not helping. I am really

sick of being controlled by pain and anxiety. I need to control it, not the

other way around. I am gonna call dentist this morning. Almost too tired to go.

Hopefully though, some meds that work will be prescribed. I have another cracked

molar on the rt side and a cracked front tooth on bottom too and those are

hurting as well. I am ready for a total extraction of them all and get me some

perty teeth. LOL

Hope this finds you in not too much pain and I am wishing you a day of sunshine

and smiles. love you all. You are such a blessing to me. If I can ever do

anything for anyone of you, I will in a heartbeat.

Hugs,

Quote of the Day

" Don't let other people tell you what you want. "

– Pat Riley