Debra V

[Guest guest]

Thanks hun. I am torn as to what the right decision is, but I know I am not

happy living this way and witha high level of stress I am gonna have numerous

health issues. No wonder I am always ill. I am here for you too always. You are

a sweet lady.

Hugs,

debra van ness wrote:

, I want you to be able to write and vent about anything here. Sometimes

life gets to be too much and we have to talk to someone. I have not been here

much lately and am trying to answer some posts. (I won't get to all of them).

Honey, I mean it. Don't feel bad about complaining or sharing the miseries of

life here. I have had days when I wanted to write a novel about the problems

between me and my d/h. I get a little afraid that I will get on a subject others

won't like and that they will not fully understand.

It sounds like things with your husband are going to get worse and worse. I can

be here to listen. I won't offer options... the options are up to you. No one

but no one knows the best answers unless they are in your shoes. I realize that

leaving him would be difficult because of financial reasons. It almost seems

like you are in a prison because of lack of your own funds. That is not your

fault. You will leave if and when you can and decide to. But I will be here to

listen.

love and hugs,

Debra V.

wrote:

Last night I was in panic mode again. I tend to act before thinking sometimes.

If anyone was offended by my email rantings, let me say I am deeply sorry. I

know we are all suffering. I do not want to make the load heavier for anyone. Am

trying to uplift others and stay in a positive light, but life gets in the way

at times. Not much sleep either. That is not helping. I am really sick of being

controlled by pain and anxiety. I need to control it, not the other way around.

I am gonna call dentist this morning. Almost too tired to go. Hopefully though,

some meds that work will be prescribed. I have another cracked molar on the rt

side and a cracked front tooth on bottom too and those are hurting as well. I am

ready for a total extraction of them all and get me some perty teeth. LOL

Hope this finds you in not too much pain and I am wishing you a day of sunshine

and smiles. love you all. You are such a blessing to me. If I can ever do

anything for anyone of you, I will in a heartbeat.

Hugs,

Quote of the Day

" Don't let other people tell you what you want. "

– Pat Riley