Post and some thoughts.. YOU ARE always my friends.

[Guest guest]

Well, just to let everyone know I could only look so far in my mail today. I

wish I could sit here and read everyone's mail. It would bring joy to my life

to be able to do that. I love you all in this common bond we have. It is kind

of like it is You and Me against the world here.

I believe someday that pandora's box will open and they will find THE culprit

to this curse of an illness. (hopefully in our lifetime). I believe they will

once and for all SEE the damn creature. Then and only then will it be

understood. Then the people who have treated us with such disbelief and

uncaring will open their eyes and say " Oh my gosh, it IS real " . They will

realize what kind of emotional pain they have given us with the uncaring

suspicious attitudes. The best news will be that medicine will find a way to

deal with this monster face to face. This will be when and only when they can

see its ugly face. Hard to fight something that cannot be seen, isn't it?????

Well, for now gotta go and get to work in a little bit. I will once again

drag my butt in there.

However, another part of me is glad that I am going. It is a reprieve from

sitting on the couch and napping on and off all day. (though that is what my

body needs, my mind needs some outside stimulation to keep the depression at

bay).

Love to you all,

YOU will ALWAYS be my friends no matter what,

Debra V.

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[Guest guest]

Hi Debra,

You've probably already left for work. But it will be here when you get back.

You are the dearest, sweetest person. I just feel so happy when I see your

name. You always have something nice to say to whomever needs it. And you are

always so nice to me.

I wish you could get the rest you need before you enter the outside world. I

know what you mean about sitting on the couch just dozing on and off. I have

spent some days doing that and I don't go to work. Though I'm desperatly trying

to come up with some way to make some money. I still don't think I could do the

crueling job you do. You are such a trooper. And such a strong, positive

person. A role model for all of us.

I would like to get myself to go out in the world more. I seem to stay cooped

up in the house most of the time. Right now we have 8 to 10 " of snow on the

ground and it is very cold so I am glad I don't have to go out today. At least

the sun is peeping through. Haven't seen that in a long time.

I hope work wasn't too bad today.

Blessed be,

Marti

debra van ness wrote:

Well, just to let everyone know I could only look so far in my mail

today. I wish I could sit here and read everyone's mail. It would bring joy to

my life to be able to do that. I love you all in this common bond we have. It is

kind of like it is You and Me against the world here.

I believe someday that pandora's box will open and they will find THE culprit to

this curse of an illness. (hopefully in our lifetime). I believe they will once

and for all SEE the damn creature. Then and only then will it be understood.

Then the people who have treated us with such disbelief and uncaring will open

their eyes and say " Oh my gosh, it IS real " . They will realize what kind of

emotional pain they have given us with the uncaring suspicious attitudes. The

best news will be that medicine will find a way to deal with this monster face

to face. This will be when and only when they can see its ugly face. Hard to

fight something that cannot be seen, isn't it?????

Well, for now gotta go and get to work in a little bit. I will once again drag

my butt in there.

However, another part of me is glad that I am going. It is a reprieve from

sitting on the couch and napping on and off all day. (though that is what my

body needs, my mind needs some outside stimulation to keep the depression at

bay).

Love to you all,

YOU will ALWAYS be my friends no matter what,

Debra V.

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