Re: Post and some thoughts.. YOU ARE always Debra V

February 24, 2008

Hope your shift at work was kind to you. Thankyou for posting such a nice

thoughfull post. I to hope someday there will be something that will be found

to knock this awfull, disease out of space! I sit here day after day and catch

MYSELF ?? am I really sick with this,or am I just in a slump, and need to get my

butt moving again and throw myself into work, and non stop and this will all go

away? I look okay in the mirror, WELL, that is questionable, I have not been

out of PJ's or sweats and my awfull looking hair{need a haircut} so it is in a

scrunchy since Nov.. I tried housework yesterday and quickly realized it is for

real and headed back to the couch with my husband's help. To all those

suffering I hope a better day if not today tomm.

Sharon

debra van ness wrote: Well, just to let

everyone know I could only look so far in my mail today. I wish I could sit here

and read everyone's mail. It would bring joy to my life to be able to do that. I

love you all in this common bond we have. It is kind of like it is You and Me

against the world here.

I believe someday that pandora's box will open and they will find THE culprit to

this curse of an illness. (hopefully in our lifetime). I believe they will once

and for all SEE the damn creature. Then and only then will it be understood.

Then the people who have treated us with such disbelief and uncaring will open

their eyes and say " Oh my gosh, it IS real " . They will realize what kind of

emotional pain they have given us with the uncaring suspicious attitudes. The

best news will be that medicine will find a way to deal with this monster face

to face. This will be when and only when they can see its ugly face. Hard to

fight something that cannot be seen, isn't it?????

Well, for now gotta go and get to work in a little bit. I will once again drag

my butt in there.

However, another part of me is glad that I am going. It is a reprieve from

sitting on the couch and napping on and off all day. (though that is what my

body needs, my mind needs some outside stimulation to keep the depression at

bay).

Love to you all,

YOU will ALWAYS be my friends no matter what,

Debra V.

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