Guest guest Posted February 24, 2008 Report Share Posted February 24, 2008 Hello My Friends, I try so hard to keep up reading posts, and I just can't. I feel awful when I get so far behind that I have to delete. And posting, that's another story. If I respond to one, I make myself feel like I should respond to all. Therefore, I don't post very often. I don't want anyone to feel left out. You all deserve a reply. I guess I have issues. lol This pass week, we had a whirlpool put in. I was so excited to finally use it. I filled it, put some nice dead sea salts in with a lavendar scent. Got undressed and slid into the nice warm water. Turned it on and NOTHING!! Got out, most of you know how hard that is, got dried and put on my robe. I went down to the circuit breaker box and tried to reset. Went back up, crawled back into the tub, turned it on and NOTHING!!! Our condo is a side by side and our neighbors now have a for sale sign out in front. I wonder if it had anything to do with my whirlpool not working and my screaming??? lol Other than that, my life is always the same and always a struggle. It gets harder everyday caring for my 85/alzheimers mother. More in a emotional way. Sometime I look at her and her face is so empty. My insides just sob. She was my best friend. Her old self does pop out now and then. I hope none of you have to lose a parent in this manner. My dh is still being is normal 95% a@@. My son is still drinking and drugging. My Mother-in-law is a complete sweetheart!!! And even tho' she also needs my help now and then it's a pleasure to be with her. How in the world did she have such an a@@ as a son. Hmmm! Must be the window God opened when the door was slammed shut on having a wonderful marriage. Marti, I hope you read this. You have been in my thoughts so much, hon. I hope you're not feeling too bad with the chemo. I read some of the posts when the Storm was passing through the posts. Hon, I can't believe anyone could say things like that to you. You're so sweet and caring, and I'm glad that the mod. have put an end to it. Please take care Marti. To everyone else, I'm sorry I have not posted, I have a hard time sitting so long. Another thing I have noticed is I have been transposing letters so much when I type. Is that something any of you have noticed with this disease. Espescially when the fatique hits hard. My mind and my fingers don't seem to work hand and hand the way they use to. My hugs to all of you feeling badly. Judy/Wi --------------------------------- Never miss a thing. Make Yahoo your homepage. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted February 25, 2008 Report Share Posted February 25, 2008 Hi Judy - You just do the best you can. Sending an update like you did is just fine. You obviously have your hands full caring for your mother. Even as I am worried about my own dad, I can be thankful that he still has his mind. Sorry to hear you are still having problems with your hubby and your son. I will pray for you to have the strength to handle it all. Yes, I transpose letters quite a bit, especially if I'm foggy, or the first couple days on the Adderall when I was experiencing the " high " . My fingers were just flying too fast. Kinda funny in a way. I'm not getting that high anymore so my body must be getting used to the med. Hugs right back at ya, Judy. Say, about this whirlpool, is it big enough for more than one person? LOL! Jeanne in WI Hello My Friends, I try so hard to keep up reading posts, and I just can't. I feel awful when I get so far behind that I have to delete. And posting, that's another story. If I respond to one, I make myself feel like I should respond to all. Therefore, I don't post very often. I don't want anyone to feel left out. You all deserve a reply. I guess I have issues. lol This pass week, we had a whirlpool put in. I was so excited to finally use it. I filled it, put some nice dead sea salts in with a lavendar scent. Got undressed and slid into the nice warm water. Turned it on and NOTHING!! Got out, most of you know how hard that is, got dried and put on my robe. I went down to the circuit breaker box and tried to reset. Went back up, crawled back into the tub, turned it on and NOTHING!!! Our condo is a side by side and our neighbors now have a for sale sign out in front. I wonder if it had anything to do with my whirlpool not working and my screaming??? lol Other than that, my life is always the same and always a struggle. It gets harder everyday caring for my 85/alzheimers mother. More in a emotional way. Sometime I look at her and her face is so empty. My insides just sob. She was my best friend. Her old self does pop out now and then. I hope none of you have to lose a parent in this manner. My dh is still being is normal 95% a@@. My son is still drinking and drugging. My Mother-in-law is a complete sweetheart!!! And even tho' she also needs my help now and then it's a pleasure to be with her. How in the world did she have such an a@@ as a son. Hmmm! Must be the window God opened when the door was slammed shut on having a wonderful marriage. Marti, I hope you read this. You have been in my thoughts so much, hon. I hope you're not feeling too bad with the chemo. I read some of the posts when the Storm was passing through the posts. Hon, I can't believe anyone could say things like that to you. You're so sweet and caring, and I'm glad that the mod. have put an end to it. Please take care Marti. To everyone else, I'm sorry I have not posted, I have a hard time sitting so long. Another thing I have noticed is I have been transposing letters so much when I type. Is that something any of you have noticed with this disease. Espescially when the fatique hits hard. My mind and my fingers don't seem to work hand and hand the way they use to. My hugs to all of you feeling badly. Judy/Wi Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted February 25, 2008 Report Share Posted February 25, 2008 Judy. Just do the best you can honey and take one day at at a time. What a loving daughter you are to take care of your mother. It's hard to have to give up so much and be in the kind of pain we are in. May God be with you and help you along the way. Little LINDA --------------------------------- Looking for last minute shopping deals? Find them fast with Yahoo! Search. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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