Re: Re: OMG Vicki So Sorry

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Wow! That must be so bad! You must feel horrible you can't to your fiance,

there is no one who would drive you? Where are the friends we thought would be

there when we really need them? Luckily, I have my best friend who if I need

anything would be there and do for me, but we now live in 2 different states, I

moved, and we are 3 hrs away. I use to be able to drive down and spend a few

days and even though she is really sicker than I has still kept going, get's

out, has a very humerous personality, so all we do is laugh, and if she had the

energy to drive she would come up here and get me, but she has a blood thing

going on which they don't know what yet. her white cells, and red cells are

almost depleted!, I don't know how she gets out of bed. Her counts are 45 red

and whiite bounces back between 28-30's,. Other than her, I have phone

friends., and my husband but soon he will be leaving to start his scallop season

whichh takes him away from home for appx 13 days away

and home for 2-3. I hope you find someway to be together soon, and hope he

fully recovers.

I will say my prayers

Sharon

vickig77 wrote:

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Thank you so much for your kind words Jeanne. I am feeling a little

better today. I believe that the reason I flared up so bad in the

last few days is because my fiancee had a stroke on thursday and I

couldn't be with him and still haven't seen him. He lives about an

hour and a half from me (for now until we find a place together) and

I can't drive right now. He had some damage to the nerve connected

to his right eye and he doesn't see clearly so he has to get special

glasses before he can drive to come see me. A lot of stress in that

situation. Thanks again, Vicki

Take Care and don't be so hard on yourself on that. There will be

days you can make up for the days you could not do things for

them. Take Care

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> Try and hang in there, Vicki. It will pass.

> Jeanne in WI

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> I just want to cry today, I haven't felt this bad in three years!

I feel like it is such an effort just to breathe today. I hurt so

bad and I just want to cry I am so frustrated! I have three girls to

take care of. They are 11, 9, and 6. I don't think that they really

understand what is wrong with me and I feel like a terrible mother

on days like this because they have to pretty much fend for

themselves. I feel awful and just need a good cry but I think it

will take too much effort and energy. I hope everyone is feeling ok

today. Gentle Hugs,

> Vicki

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