Re: TEARS aplenty and PAIN/GREEN PAIN CREAM

[Guest guest]

I am here and I understand your pain, I too hurt so bad sometimes that I am sick

and tears flow down my cheeks like my eyes are watering. I sob silently

sometimes just because I cannot stand myself. I try not to think unthinkable

thoughts at those times and it really does pass pretty quick, but what I did not

understand is that this is real and I am not alone! Any time I would tell

anyone about it they would not believe me, whether it was a doc or a friend or

family, so I really thought there was something so wrong with me that there was

no way out. That is such a not good thing! I have been feeling better lately,

I lay on a heating pad at night for quite a long time, I take strong tylenol in

the afternoon, I take lots of different vitamins (most of the time). But I

think the best thing that has been helping me lately is that I have a name for

this pain now, and I am not crazy, and there are others who are going thru the

same thing as me! Also, it is getting warmer and I am going to be able to be

out and getting dirty in the garden soon, so I am really going to be better!

Love and gentle hugs,

Connie

[Guest guest]

Oh Connie, I too can't wait to get out and dig in the dirt!! Don't know how I'm

gonna get down and back up again, but I'll worry about that when the time comes.

The thought of warm sunshine on my sore muscles sounds wonderful to me right

now. It's coming, just slowly.

/Mi

Re: TEARS aplenty and PAIN/GREEN PAIN CREAM

I am here and I understand your pain, I too hurt so bad sometimes that I am

sick and tears flow down my cheeks like my eyes are watering. I sob silently

sometimes just because I cannot stand myself. I try not to think unthinkable

thoughts at those times and it really does pass pretty quick, but what I did not

understand is that this is real and I am not alone! Any time I would tell anyone

about it they would not believe me, whether it was a doc or a friend or family,

so I really thought there was something so wrong with me that there was no way

out. That is such a not good thing! I have been feeling better lately, I lay on

a heating pad at night for quite a long time, I take strong tylenol in the

afternoon, I take lots of different vitamins (most of the time). But I think the

best thing that has been helping me lately is that I have a name for this pain

now, and I am not crazy, and there are others who are going thru the same thing

as me! Also, it is getting warmer and I am going to be able to be out and

getting dirty in the garden soon, so I am really going to be better!

Love and gentle hugs,

Connie