RE: My tigger/Angie

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You are so right. I can expect to go through a couple of days of this crap.

I had to get up (not that I was sleeping much) to I could cancel an

appointment. I'm paying for it now at 4pm and still can't sleep. I just

can't seem to turn the brain off. And then I have the nerve to think that I

can hold down a regular job. There are days that life just sucks.

It's funny about that phrase about family. I literally have had nothing to

do with my other brother since 1988 since my Mom died. I have no guilt about

it and really no feelings about it other than " he was an ass. " Sorry, but

that's the truth.

I've started to wonder why my brothers think I'm weak. I've endured more

than both of them together and they don't get it. Why are these men so

difficult? I just want a normal life and not have to depend on anyone.

brothers or not.

Of course, you have to keep into consideration that I've had almost no sleep

and at this point I'm about to just pop. I took a hot shower hoping that

would help, but once again the water actually hurt my back. Oh Angie, I'm

so tired of all this crap.

Tigger (Ruth) in Rhode Island

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From: Fibromyalgia_Support_Group

[mailto:Fibromyalgia_Support_Group ] On Behalf Of Angie

Sent: Tuesday, March 18, 2008 3:53 PM

To: Fibromyalgia_Support_Group

Subject: Re: My tigger

Ruth,

Now you know you will feel like garbage if you don't get any sleep. I'm with

you on it. I didn't get to sleep until around 5am. I think I slept 4-5

hours; maybe even less. I'm not doing too bad now but it will catch up with

me later. Mostly I got up to the telephone; Binder & Binder calling for a

status report. You usually have these insomnia attacks like I do; for days.

If you can rest during the day, go for it. I sure hope we don't do this all

week.

On the family stuff, someone once gave me this phrase, or I read it

somewhere.... " Family forces you to put up with people you otherwise would

have nothing to do with. "

It's true, if they weren't related a lot of them would have been 'dumped' a

long time ago. In some cases we really should dump them anyway.

Angie Harley Mama Double-D

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skiing, camping, Harley Rider, Lone Wolf, Blue Thong Society/High Sierra

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