3:18 A.M. To tired to think and reason!

[Guest guest]

I still haven't taken any antidepressants. I think I will at breakfest

then I go away for how long I don't know. Only Debra V N knowsthe truth

behind my situation and I know she isn't going to tell anyone but I

will be out of touch for a while!!! I honestly don't knoe where I'm

going. I have options but they aren't pleasn't at all. I almost hate

my family right now. I hope to end up almost 300 miles away. The damn

things she has said to me. I don't know how I should feel. When I

told her I wanted to move months ago she was so angry and now I don't

have the opyion of even stayong here. She she doesn't deserve to have a

son as good as me. well IO'm done cutting others down for now it only

hurts me.

[Guest guest]

I almost hate my family too. I have such mixed feelings. My brother who

saved me is now back to focusing on only him now that the crises is over.

I'm sick of it. It's hard never being able to meet someone's expectations

and have them tell you that.

Tigger (Ruth) in Rhode Island

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From: Fibromyalgia_Support_Group

[mailto:Fibromyalgia_Support_Group ] On Behalf Of

johnhoneycutt1963

Sent: Monday, March 24, 2008 4:42 AM

To: Fibromyalgia_Support_Group

Subject: 3:18 A.M. To tired to think and reason!

I still haven't taken any antidepressants. I think I will at breakfest

then I go away for how long I don't know. Only Debra V N knowsthe truth

behind my situation and I know she isn't going to tell anyone but I

will be out of touch for a while!!! I honestly don't knoe where I'm

going. I have options but they aren't pleasn't at all. I almost hate

my family right now. I hope to end up almost 300 miles away. The damn

things she has said to me. I don't know how I should feel. When I

told her I wanted to move months ago she was so angry and now I don't

have the opyion of even stayong here. She she doesn't deserve to have a

son as good as me. well IO'm done cutting others down for now it only

hurts me.