RE: Here it comes again...../ Tigger/Debra

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What gets me about my brother is that he is the one that wants to make sure

we keep communications open. and he's the one who doesn't want to hear it

now. I truly thing that he thinks I'm just fine now, so he doesn't need to

be bothered with me. There are times I want to choke him. I don't tell him

everything now, and I'm waiting for him to say that I didn't tell him

something. I WILL remind him that he was the one that didn't want to hear

it.

Tigger (Ruth) in Rhode Island

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From: Fibromyalgia_Support_Group

[mailto:Fibromyalgia_Support_Group ] On Behalf Of debra van

ness

Sent: Monday, March 24, 2008 1:55 PM

To: Fibromyalgia_Support_Group

Subject: RE: Here it comes again...../ Tigger

Oh Tigger. I am so sorry that you are feeling so bad. And what I guess what

really gets me is that it use to seem like your brother was the one person

that did understand you and cared. I really hate to hear how he has become.

I remember your post about a week ago or so when he told you not to talk

about your illness at get togethers. I know how hurtful that is.

I am feeling a little better now. I guess the pain pill does help some. I

took one and laid down for a while.

So sorry the food made you sick too. It sucks. And yes, sometimes Tigger we

have the right to be angry. We have to be angry because this illness and its

stigma gives us no choice most days.

love ya,

Debra V.

Tigger <tigger.pinkraincoat <mailto:tigger.pinkraincoat%40gmail.com>

@gmail.com> wrote:

You are by far NOT the only one who has to come up with these concoctions.

We get such inadequate care for our pain and related problems. My doctor

won't even give me pain meds. Vicoden doesn't work anyway. I get 30 Soma

(muscle relaxer) a month.

Right now I'm pretty tired of all the run around and no one understanding.

Having problems with my brother being his old pompous ass self again and am

pretty angry on top. and I know that doesn't help the pain.

I ate my sister-in-law's homemade Italian Easter brunch with all the goodies

yesterday thinking eggs were a good thing. but forgot that there was a lot

of dairy in it and I'm lactose intolerant. want to guess where I've been

spending my time?

Some days life just sucks.

Tigger (Ruth) in Rhode Island

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From: Fibromyalgia_ <mailto:Fibromyalgia_Support_Group%40yahoogroups.com>

Support_Group

[mailto:Fibromyalgia_ <mailto:Fibromyalgia_Support_Group%40yahoogroups.com>

Support_Group ] On Behalf Of debra van

ness

Sent: Monday, March 24, 2008 12:13 PM

To: Fibromyalgia_ <mailto:Fibromyalgia_Support_Group%40yahoogroups.com>

Support_Group

Subject: Here it comes again.....

Well, the little miracle concotion I took yesterday is wearing off. I am

hurting now. I have been up for a couple of hours and I took 1 hydrocodone

10mg a few minutes ago. Every inch of my being hurts right now. The

exhaustion and the pain.....

Guess I will go and take a bath.

love and hugs,

Debra V.

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