Re: Re: Here comes the anxiety!

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Mia - You over achiever you!!! There is absolutely no possible outcome

except for you to kick ass!!!! We believe in you! Now, believe in yourself,

damn it

Love Girlscout

PS, I'm back - or trying to be. Love ya

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> SO happy to hear it's been going well. Woo hoo!

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> Big hugs!

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> Fiona

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> > > > Oh my.

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> > > > Well today is my last day off before starting my first nursing job

> > > > tomorrow. Not only that, but it's my last day off since going on

> > > > disability FIVE years ago for severe depression & PTSD.

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> > > > I'm very excited to be starting my first nursing job but nervous too.

> > > > Now, the nerves are really strong!

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> > > > I keep thinking about nada when I was 19 & first wanted to be a

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> > > > She said, " You? A nurse? I wouldn't let you take care of my dog, let

> > > > alone me. You're too stupid to be a nurse. "

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> > > > I know that's not true, but given the anxiety of the situation, it

> > > > keeps popping up in my head. I'm just going to try & spend today

> > > > doing things I enjoy and plan to meditate later and see if that calms

> > > > the nerves any. Before today, it was more excitement than nerves, now

> > > > it's flipped.

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> > > > Such a huge day tomorrow. Huge huge. GIGANTIC! First day back to

> > > > work after 5 years off and to top it, hello new nurse. Ugh.

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> > > > Mia

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